I Am Home
Black is white

Mother's canteen at 10:00 WIB.

There are no voices from the four members of the bad boys, all immersed in their own daydreams, an astonishing fact just revealed by Noval, the, Dimas looked down deeply while trying to wipe the tears that continued to flow profusely.

Ardi who is full of babbling today seems to lose his stature, swearing and sarcastic words that used to be released Amar is no longer heard to enliven the atmosphere, amar's analysis, which can always find solutions to solve all his best friend's problems, is now not working.

"I suggest you go through the day as usual men as if you do not know what or he will go away" said Noval broke the silence.

Silence, silence, dark is what Dimas currently feels, wants to be angry, wants to swear, wants to spill all the turmoil about the anxiety he is facing.

Noval's words still ring clearly in Dimas's mind, he initially hoped that if Noval joked, he hoped Noval lied to him, he wished Noval to be a liar today, but it is only a hope, but the reality of Dimas can be very much different.

"Sorry I just said right now, Anna is sick, Anna is suffering from Leukaemia maybe her age will not be long".

Degs.....

The blood flow immediately stopped, the heartbeat sounded to pump faster than usual, the tears somehow came out from Dimas' eyes, his breathing rose and fell irregularly, his hands clenched tightly with a hardened jaw.

"Why?" a very simple question but must be answered with a complicated, maybe there will be no answer from anyone.

"Why should Anna".

Dimas immediately got up, he immediately walked away from the canteen without saying anything to his three best friends.

"Where's men?" noval asked when she saw Dimas standing up.

Dimas only glanced for a moment, he went towards the side door they used to truant, Amar and Ardi who originally wanted to chase after Dimas were forced to cancel his intention after Noval held them back.

"Dimas needs time alone" said Noval who made Amar and Ardi sigh heavily.

Ardi and Amar sat back with their heads lowered, and they were shocked by the fact that Noval had just revealed.

Noval, who had been willing to grant Anna's request to keep her secret and had promised to do so, had to deny it today.

Dimas' smile continues to haunt him these days, Noval selqlu nightmares related to his best friend, dreams related to the departure of Anna finally made him decide to reveal the secret that he had been quieting.

"Isn't Leukaemia still healing?" asked Ardi in a soft voice.

Noval nodded.

"But Anna has stepped on stage three at the moment" Noval explained with a pushy gaze "Maybe soon enter stage four".

"That means?" Amar tries to clarify Noval's remarks.

"We can only pray and hope for miracles" Noval said.

"F*ck" as Ardi.

Ardi was the closest person to Dimas from the other two Dimas companions, a bad shadow instantly flashed across his head, a shadow of how Dimas's destruction would be.

"We must support Dimas, lest Dimas show sadness in front of Anna later" Ardi and Amar listen carefully to Noval's words "That makes Anna can survive until now is Dimas, so if Dimas was destroyed it might be Anna.." Noval could not continue his words, his tongue was immediately confused when he was about to mention the worst possible thing that would happen to Anna.

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Elsewhere at the same time Anna was sitting in front of the class, next to her was seen Aldo who was talking at length, essentially Aldo was trying to demonize Dimas, who was trying, hoping Anna loses sympathy for Dimas.

"You know the difference between Dimas and you?" anna asked cutting Aldo who kept talking.

Aldo nodded steadily "I've never hurt you, have I?" he said confidently "While Dimas playin you".

Anna was upset.

"Wrong" he wrote, "Dimas has never been ugly in others just to realize his obsession".Anna replied steadily with a sharp gaze that he paid towards Aldo.

"Don't pantes people as good as you make Dimas Ann"

"You're right" Aldo smiled happily.

"Dimas is too good, Dimas is too sincere, so I also feel not pantes to be with Dimas, even fantasizing I do not dare".

Skak....

Aldo tergugu's.

Dimas, a name that had filled the entire niche of Anna's heart, a name that had existed in the deepest place in Anna's heart, the name that became the reason Anna smiled to this day amid the wounds she had to face, in the middle of a storm that was carrying her swayed in the midst of despair and sadness.

"You see that" Anna pointed at the wall that was in front of her.

Aldo nodded.

"What color?" ask Anna.

"Black" Aldo replied.

"You're right" Aldo nodded.

"But if Dimas says it's white, I'd rather believe what Dimas says, if Dimas says it's white but I see it black means my troubled eyes".

It was clearly Anna who made Aldo stare nanar at her.

"You know what that means?"

Aldo.

"Dimas is the truth I believe in".

anna answered, standing up and leaving Aldo, who spoke a thousand languages, and Aldo, not expecting all that Anna said, Aldo never thought much of what Anna thought of Dimas, even Aldo never knew how much Anna loved Dimas.

"It's all over" Aldo said inwardly as he walked away from Anna's class.

Anna reviews the smile even though her heart is crying, can not be denied from the bottom of her heart is painful to know the facts of the closeness of Dimas and Dinda, but for the sake of Dimas, for the happiness of Dimas, for the sake of Dimas, for the happiness of Dimas, Anna does not want to be selfish by shackling Dimas in her grip, Anna just wants Dimas to stay happy without her.