I Am Home

I Am Home
Living part


The three members of the bad boys were sitting uneasily inside Amar's room they called headquarters, Dimas had just contacted them to come to Amar's house, there was something Dimas wanted to talk about.


Amar has just decided on a call with Anggi, Anggi tells him about Dimas and Namira's relationship which has just ended after Dimas tells the truth about his past with Dinda, it made the three of them instantly know about what Dimas wanted to talk about.


"What do you think will happen to Dimas this time?" amar asked two of his friends.


Ardi tapped his shoulders.


"Gue was sure that Dimas would not dissolve in grief as he had lost Anna" Noval replied with clear confidence in her eyes.


"Why can you be sure about men?" ask Ardi.


Noval flicked his shoulders "Gue was just sure Dimas knew this was going to happen" Noval breathed harshly "It's my only hope, Dimas doesn't hate Namira and Dinda" he said expectantly, both of his friends were hoping for the same thing.


The three people immediately looked at the door of the room when a voice sounded, Dimas entered with shaky steps and a sad face, Dimas immediately sat down while bending his knees and drowning his head there.


His shoulders rose and fell with Dimas' bitter cries.


"Crying men, spilling everything you feel, we know you've just been through a very heavy thing" Noval rubbed Dimas's shoulder, Dimas's cry now sounded firmer than ever, his three friends just kept watching.


"Gue already knew that this was going to happen, but I never thought it felt like this sick" Dimas stuttered between his cries.


"Rest assured, there will be a rainbow after the rain" Ardi patted Dimas' shoulder hoping to slightly reduce his load.


"Ma..." Ardi who will talk again immediately fell silent when Amar gave the code through his eyes, Amar knew Dimas only needed a shoulder to lean on not just a joke.


Dimas was still crying, only a swipe and a pat on his shoulder could be given by his three best friends, no words of wisdom from Noval, no joke Ardi is usually able to solve the atmosphere and no analysis from Amar who is able to find the root of the problem then they find a solution together.


Although Dimas already knew if it would happen but it turns out that Dimas is not as strong as he imagined, Dimas is still a human who has a heart, he felt devastated by the departure of Namira.


After a long moment of sinking in tears Dimas finally lifted his head, he wiped the remaining tears on his face, Dimas tried to smile while staring at one by one his best friend.


"Thank you that you're always there for me" he said sincerely.


"We are a family, there is no need to thank you for this kind of thing" said Noval, who was approved by Amar and Ardi.


Dimas smiled, as if able to read the look of the worried face of the friend "Lo just calm down, I will not blame anyone, even if there is something to blame here is me" he caused a smile on the faces of his three friends.


"So, what's your plan going forward?" ask Ardi.


"The first time I have to go home because tomorrow I have to go to school" Dimas smiled "Then I will realize my dream to be a doctor who can help other Dimas Dimas so as not to experience the bitterness of life like me" Dimas then stood up, he patted his best friend's shoulders one by one, then passed away.


After the departure of Dimas his three best friends again involved a fairly long discussion related to their future and also Dimas.


"One of us has to stay here to accompany Dimas and make sure he's okay while pursuing his dream" Ardi said, leaving his two best friends speechless.


"Gue can not men, after graduation I have promised Anggi to study the same abroad, it's my commitment to Anggi before meeting you all" said Amar, who was also a student, Ardi and Noval nodded.


"Gue has to go to the state academy according to my bokap mandate, automatically I have to go out of town and maybe only occasionally I can see the condition of Dimas" said Noval explained his dream and reason.


Noval and Amar look at Ardi, who feels like a defendant.


"Gue can't be a doctor, you both know my brain capacity" Ardi said, trying to give an excuse.


"Nobody told you to be a shucks doctor" said Amar.


"Continue?"


"Beg* lo" hardik Noval.


Noval then explained that Ardi's task was only to make sure that Dimas was okay during his education later, Ardi is free to study anywhere and what are the most important majors Dimas is still within his reach and always under his supervision.


"Okay deal, don't talk about it before you two".


"Lo just beg*" said Noval and Amar simultaneously.


The three of them had already considered Dimas a part of their lives that they would not simply forget, either, like a family that always worried about each other's situation finally Ardi sacrificed to survive on Dimas' side and make sure the condition of his best friend is in good shape.