I Am Home
Take out the trash

After a debate on the way to bring Namira home at that time, Dimas no longer contact Namira, Namria who always contact Dimas he never responded, countless numbers of messages Namira sent that were only read without reply, countless times Dimas' phone rang every day due to calls from Namira.

Instead of Dimas being selfish, he just wanted to keep his distance from Namira, I don't know if he'd get back to feeling pain if he continued his relationship with Namira.

Dimas who is now different from the old Dimas, he never wants to deify the love that always makes him hurt, the words of Noval when Dimas attended his wedding party made Dimas change "Never again destroyed by love men, if he is your soul mate as far as you go will definitely meet again, but if he is not your soul mate as hard as you hold it will certainly be released".

Dimas believes the word because Noval not only talks but he provides evidence, he is paired with people who are not expected by the bad boys.

Dimas had just undergone a very grueling operation, for almost six hours he was struggling in the operating room, his body felt very tired, he even dragged his steps out of the operating room.

Dimas walked slowly to his study, occasionally he returned greetings from hospital staff who knew him even with a thin smile, when he was close to his study, his steps stopped when he saw someone waiting for him.

Dimas then approached the person sitting in front of his study.

"What's wrong?" ask Dimas to Namira.

"Where are you Dim, I call you never answer" he said with a sad face.

"Busy" Dimas replied as he entered a combination of numbers to open the door of his study.

"Come in" said Dimas after the door opened.

Namira stepped in first then followed Dimas "Sit there" Dimas pointed to a sofa in his room "I change clothes first" Dimas passed into the bathroom.

"Please" Dimas handed her a bottle of soft drink, she was already wearing a new outfit.

"Thank you" Namira accepted it while smiling.

"Bukain" he said spoiled after finding that the lid of the bottle had not been opened, Dimas greeted him without saying anything, then handed him the bottle that had been opened to Namira, and Dimas sat in front of Namira.

"What's wrong?" dimas asked after Namira finished drinking and placed the bottle on the table.

"Why are you Dim?" namira's annoyance at Dimas' attitude.

"It's okay" Dimas.

"No way" Namira said, "You seem to avoid me, there must be a reason you did that, Why Dim?

"Don't you tell me if I'm busy there's no need to see you?" cynical Dimas.

"Open up so I mean".

"Then?" Dimas knitted his brows.

Huhhhh..... Namira sighed.

"Forget it" she said, "Now I want to ask you why?"

"You ask why?" Dimas smiled faintly "Before you ask someone else why you should ask yourself first" Dimas pointed towards Namira.

"Before you ask me why I'm like this, you should ask yourself what your mistake was that made me this way"

"Go home and rest, I have to leave immediately there is an emergency operation" Dimas said, giving an excuse, in fact he was not in the mood for longer with Namira.

"Don't want to" Namira said "If I'm wrong I'm sorry, but I'm asking not to be like this, I'm not a servant who can read other people's minds" he said still in a sitting position.

"Have you lost your ability to read people's minds?" cibir Dimas recalled that Namira used to be very fond of learning psychology, even Namira once said that he could find out if someone was telling the truth or lying from the expression of his face.

"Dim" Namira looked at Dimas with a pleading gaze "If I'm wrong I beg you to tell me my mistake, free I always apologize but I don't know my mistake" he said with clear crystals that began to accumulate in his beautiful eyeballs.

"It's more precisely not realizing your mistake" Dimas sneered.

"Sorry" said Namira.

Huh...... Dimas breathed a heavy breath.

Namira immediately shed tears hearing Dimas' words, his heart ached.

"Why are you talking like that Dim?" namira said in between her tears.

"I just don't want to get sick a second time by hoping for you"

Namira was still mired in her tears.

"Running your life back without my presence as before, I will also live my life without your presence, if you want us to still be able to make friends like you said the other day"

Deg......

Namira immediately realized his mistake, without him knowing the attitude and treatment he gave since meeting Dimas seemed to give hope to Dimas, but he also destroyed it.

Namira immediately sat down in front of Dimas, he positioned himself as if he was pleading with Dimas, Namira no longer cares about anything, to hell with pride, he said, he did not want to lose Dimas because of his selfishness again, just one time he hurt himself because of his own selfishness.

"Are you picking up the trash you threw away?" cynical Dimas.

Namira remained unmoved even though Dimas was insulting his pride.

"Sit down, I don't want to be impressed as the antagonist here".

Namira shakes.

"Alright stay like this, but remember never to hope again, I will not keep my promise that I said at our farewell"

Namira raised her face, confused by what Dimas meant, as she remembered Dimas never promised her anything, after looking at Dimas's face and seeing his seriousness Namira then got up and sat back on the sofa.

Dimas then told him about what he said at that time, about his promise that would collect answers from Namira, about his promise that he would return home in Namira's arms, and about his promise to return home, about his promise that will fight for Namira once again.

"I've opened the door for you, don't you want to come in?" namira said after Dimas finished telling the story.

"I even wanted to break down that door the first time I met you, but when I saw that someone else was going to visit I preferred to go home"

"I have nothing to do with Leo"

"Leo?" ask Dimas who feels foreign to the name.

"His name is Leo, the person you see is very familiar to me" Namira explained, Dimas nodded slowly.

"If you don't want to keep your promise, I'll beg" Namira looked at Dimas's face "I beg you to give me a chance to make up for all my past follies" Namira said sincerely.

Dimas can see sincerity in Namira's eyes, a lie if Dimas does not want to repeat his beautiful story with Namira, a lie if Dimas no longer expects Namira's presence in his life, but the disappointment and pain Namira left behind was still left in her heart.

"You know the most painful thing after your departure, even that pain still feels real today?" Namira shakes.

"It's dear to you, because of that affection I can't even hate you for a second" Dimas said, staring at the nanar.

Namira got up, she immediately stepped closer to Dimas, Namira immediately hugged Dimas tightly, she drowned her head in Dimas' chest.

"Give me one chance Dim to make amends for all my past mistakes and stupidities"

"Are you sure you'll go back to picking up the trash you've thrown away" Namira shook her head.

"I was picking up the diamond that I had thrown away first, I'm so sorry for thinking the diamond in my grasp was the same" Namira replied confidently.

"Alright, prove all your words".

Namira immediately tightened her embrace after Dimas returned the hug, she cried happily in Dimas' arms.

"Hopefully my decision won't make me regret it later" Dimas said in his heart, I don't know Dimas felt there was a slight wedge in his heart.