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Ardi successfully lobbied his class students to exchange classes with Amar and Dimas, although with the process is not easy, the bad boys and Anna are in the same class, the thing that makes Dimas very excited, every morning there is a sweet smile on Anna's lips, a warm hug that always welcomes her, a gentle rub on the head that Dimas will never forget.

In the new class Dimas sat right behind Anna with Amar, his best friend who would accompany him in his final year of education, his two best friends faithfully sat behind Dimas as bodyguards who never left the commander.

Dimas often berjahili Anna by poking Anna's shoulder from behind, sometimes arrived Dimas plays Anna's hair is very beautiful, Anna, sometimes Dimas was very romantic tying Anna's hair with a ponytail bond that became his favorite.

"Men canteen yok" invited Ardi with Noval who was standing next to Dimas.

Dimas simply shook his head, his eyes refocused on staring at the empty bench in front of him.

Amar just gave the code through his eyes to Ardi, Ardi nodded his head understanding, Amar has been staying in class one month to accompany Dimas without even moving if Dimas did not move.

A few minutes later Ardi and Noval arrived with two plastic bags filled with food and drinks, and she handed over some snacks and drinks to Amar and Dimas.

For one month the bad boys never visited the mother's cafeteria to hang out, they just came to order food and drinks then went back to class and enjoyed the food in class.

"Drink men" Amar handed him a bottle of chocolate, Dimas' favorite drink.

Dimas received Amar's gift after which he sipped, then returned to focus on staring at the empty bench in front of him, it has been the last month staring at the empty bench that became a routine Dimas.

A bench full of memories, Dimas did not allow anyone to sit there, no one could take his place, until at any time no one could.

The memory of her head turned a shadow a few months ago, a shadow about Anna's face, Anna's sweet smile and all the beauty that Anna had, she said, until the shadow of Anna's face that looks pale makes Dimas shed tears.

"Men" Amar immediately patted Dimas' shoulder after seeing the friend back sobbing.

It's not new Dimas arrived sobbing even sometimes Dimas laughs loudly, all about Anna neatly stored in Dimas memory.

"Why should I men" said Dimas lirih, clearly visible on his face such deep sadness.

Amar, Ardi and Noval were silent, not knowing what to comment, not knowing what to do to answer Dimas's question, a question no one including Dimas himself could answer.

"God knows better what's best for you" Ardi said, breaking the silence.

"Hahahaha" Dimas laughed loudly "When I asked God for it, I asked God to allow me to determine my own destiny, I asked God to make me a director in my life's screenplay"

Tests.....

Tears dripped from Noval's eye patch, her cold face lost changing with a sad expression, she was the one who felt the pain Dimas felt, he was one of the people standing beside Dimas when Dimas cursed God.

The bad boys went back into silence no one let out a sound, only the roar of breath and the soft stuffing of Dimas was heard, Dimas was completely destroyed, his life spirit was lost with the lover who had left.

"Is God not working so he really focused on my life, is God smiling there seeing me rich gini men" dimas said with tears streaming down his clothes.

He recalled turning back all the memories of Anna, the promise Dimas said while tightly grasping Anna's hand, his ear that could still hear all Anna's hopes, his lips that could still feel the warmth of Anna's head.

"The universe never jokes about the good must go first"

Everything was clearly painted on Dimas' head, all about Anna, the most beautiful woman, the very perfect woman in his eyes, never Dimas found Anna's flaws, he said, not once did Dimas find anything unpleasant to Anna.

Nirvanya Attalia is a name that describes all beauty, a name that means perfection to Dimas.

"Are you happy there Ann, can you be happy without me there Ann, why don't you choose to be happy with me here Ann? why did you choose to be happy there, Ann? whyaaa!" pekik Dimas who ended with the panic of his three best friends who immediately carried the body of Dimas.