I Am Home
The stale base can

"Bodo very much" Dimas grumbled after a while contemplating the expression of Namira's feelings, his logic had just defeated the heart, even though in his heart already engraved Namira's name, Namira, the girl who pauses from all the women Dimas has ever met and is in a relationship with her but Dimas' logic suggests that, if comfort is with Daisi, it is with her, until finally Dimas did not bother about what Namira said earlier.

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Days pass without Namira accompanying Dimas when Dimas wants to complain, without Namira's babbling, without Namira's bar attitude, even though Dimas feels that something from his part of life is missing, but Dimas continues to lie to himself if all is well, let alone the closeness of Dimas and Daisi has been on the level of more than just friends, almost every day Dimas spent time with Daisi, Daisi, the shuttle has never been missed.

This afternoon, Dimas had just stopped his car in front of Daisi's house.

"Ais" call Dimas.

Daisi who was about to open the car door also undo his intentions.

"Why Dim?" asked Daisi with a sweet smile as usual.

"Want to ask?" Dimas set his breath "If it is like this yes, like" Daisi nodded his head several times.

"What look?"

"Engg.. not like si" Dimas was thinking about the right word "Ah yes, more to ask lo view"

"What views?".

"Ehem". Dimas cleared his throat, though, dimas then tells a fictional story about men and women who are close but the man is afraid to express his feelings because the man still remembers the past with a woman he feels similar to the person who was currently close to him.

"Hihihi" Daisi laughed "Whose light looks like me?" tanyakanya.

"Eh..." Dimas was surprised "It's not like us, uh it's like I mean" Dimas said.

"Fuck Dim, it's just straight away, you want to say what I am?" Dimas silent.

"Would you ask me to be your girlfriend?" Daisi looked into Dimas's eyes fixedly "But you're scared because I'm similar to your past?"

Dimas immediately wavered, he ran out of words to say, a little Daisi know the story about the past of Dimas and Anna, because without Dimas realized he often told his own story, a little, even all this time Dimas took Daisi to a place that many memories with the late Anna.

Nodding, yes finally Dimas nodded resignedly, he could not dodge anymore on all the accusations of Daisi.

"I want to be your girlfriend" Dimas glared "But I'm asking to see me as Daisi instead of as Anna" Dimas still silent "Can?" urge Daisi.

*can?

Can it?

Could*?

Daisi's last words instantly ring in Dimas's head, Dimas's brain memory instantly taking him into the past, recalling all the fond memories with Anna, recalling Anna's smile that was so synonymous with Daisi's smile, given the way Anna looked at him, the way Anna laughed was exactly the way Daisi was.

"Can" Dimas replied with a head that shook his head, it was fortunate that Daisi did not realize that Dimas shook his head, because Dimas only shook his head a little even if Daisi saw him Daisi would not know if Dimas shook his head.

"OK" Daisi normalized his facial expression "From now on I'm Daisi your boyfriend and..." Daisi holds Dimas' chest "We make our own memories here" then Daisi holds Dimas's head "We make our story so you remember me as Daisi" Dimas nodded slowly.

Daisi smiled widely, he could no longer hide his happiness, then immediately Daisi poured into Dimas' arms, Dimas initially hesitated to return Daisi's embrace but then he wrapped his hands around Daisi's back while gently stroking Daisi's back.

"I went in first" Dimas peeked at Daisi's head before Daisi got out of the car.

Daisi waved his hand at Dimas before the gate was completely closed.

"Sorry Ais maybe now I have not been able to squirm lo as Daisi but I will try, hopefully no one hurt in the future". said Dimas in his heart while staring at the house of Daisi clingy, clingy, he said, Dimas then runs his car slowly away from Daisi's house.

Daisi