I Am Home
Created(not) for me

After Dimas left, Anggi who felt bad for Namira and Dimas tried to behave normally, Amar who was there seemed indifferent without giving any reaction, of course Amar is on Dimas' side, if Dimas is guilty of course Amar always defends and supports him, especially now Dimas' position as the person who is hurt in the story of Namira and Dimas, especially now Dimas, of course he won't give a defense to Namira.

"Pa" Anggi patted Amar's thigh, then coded through his eyes to talk to Namira.

Amar shook his head "It's not Papa Ma's business" Amar said in a voice Namira could hear.

"Mir" Anggi holds Namira's hand "Sit down first yuk" he pulls Namira to sit on the sofa that is right in front of Amar.

Amar moves to move the sleeping twins into the room, after which he returns to the living room, if not Anggi who asks it feels lazy Amar long to be in one room with Namira.

When Amar came, Anggi was talking to Namira, and heard several times Anggi apologized for Dimas' words to Namira.

"You are not wrong what Nggi, no need to apologize, it's me who is not good with you" said Namira reply Anggi apology.

"Lo is right, my wife is not wrong" said Amar while sitting next to Anggi.

"Pa" Anggi pinched her husband's arm.

"Ish apasi Ma" upset Amar while rubbing his arm that is a little sore.

"I'm sorry for you Mar" sincere Namira.

Amar looked at Namira's sad face and said "Lo is not wrong with me, I also do not want to interfere with your problems with Dimas".

Amar as much as possible did not speak rudely to Namira, although he was eager to do, however Namira was a good friend of Anggi.

"But as an honest Dimas friend I'm also sick of you, but I have no right to judge you wrong or right in this matter" Amar spoke in a stern tone "I ask for one thing lo, do not disturb Dimas life with the presence of lo, it is enough Dimas suffered for years because you went to leave him and now you do the same" although Amar's tone sounded slow but very emotional in it.

"Pa" rebuked Anggi who felt her husband was talking unkindly to her best friend, Amar gave a code to keep Anggi quiet.

"Now you have your own choice so be happy with your choice and let Dimas be happy with his life, so do not expect you can be a friend of Dimas, so no longer hope you can be, because your hope can be a destroyer of happiness lo and Dimas later"

Namira could only quietly hear Amar's words, all that Amar said was a truth that Namira could no longer deny.

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Dimas had just arrived at a caffe where he and Inggit would meet, in the depths of Dimas' heart he hoped that Inggit would help him open his heart again, the charm that Inggit has is able to make Dimas interested.

Dimas began to feel uneasy when he saw his watch, already 10 minutes from the time they promised to meet, Dimas remained the same Dimas, he did not like waiting, he did not like waiting, but because in the apartment there is Namira so that makes him lazy to leave.

"Sorry my doctor is late" Inggit's voice resuscitated Dimas from his daydream.

"It's okay" said Dimas "Please sit down".

"This is our invitation to the doctor, we hope the doctor will be a speaker at the seminar later" Inggit spoke formally at Dimas.

Dimas chuckled while taking the white envelope that had been thrust by Inggit.

"There is no need to be too formal, Inggit" he said, opening the envelope and removing a piece of paper from it, Dimas skimmed.

"One more week, ma'am?" Inggit nodded "Yes doc".

"I try to adjust it to my schedule so as not to clash"

"When do you think the doctor can give you certainty?" ask Inggit.

"I'll tell you" replied Dimas.

They then talked lightly, more talk about the seminar, occasionally Dimas out of the topic of discussion asked about the personal matters of Inggit.

"Bu Inggit's here by himself?" tanya Dimas was trying to find a little gap.

"Delivered by my lover doc" replied Inggit while smiling shyly.

"Oh.." Dimas tried to give a normal facial expression.

"Destroyed is my hope" he said in his heart.

"New to mom?"

Anggit nodded "There hasn't been a month doc" he replied with a smile.

Dimas nodded his head.

"Doctor apologizes I say goodbye first, my lover is still waiting in the car" said Inggit, Dimas also agreed without much asking, after a little bit of English and then left Dimas.

Dimas looked at the back of Inggit who was walking away, in his heart saying.

"You were not made for me"

Dimas' initial intention was to find an opportunity to get someone who could fill the void of his heart but fate said otherwise.

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