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Dimas mahendra I love you

PoV Anna's

Anxious, one word I could say the first time I met her, the meeting I never planned turned out to bring me into a deep sense of love and affection for her, all her honesty, all of it, all her sincerity and everything in her made me fall in love with her.

Yes, he is a male Dimas Mahendra who has a strong will, never look back even just looking back may be reluctant if only to feel a regret.

After a few weeks I was in a public transport with him finally today I was determined to greet him, no matter how important his response was I had to greet him point.

"SMA 5 kids too?" as soon as I lamented my stupidity after asking him, it was clear in his uniform that the same High School with me was written, why should I ask that.

"Yes"

I was surprised, really surprised when he answered my question, I then ventured to try asking more deeply, but only a nod of the head he gave.

Huh.. irked rasanaya, I am usually pursued by men, not infrequently many men who I refuse when expressing their feelings to me, I always ignore them, I always ignore them, I always ignore them, but today I just found out the pain was ignored, maybe this is karma for me?

Every day I pay more attention, even though he keeps ignoring me but I don't care, I greet him, always give my sweetest smile for her every time we meet even though she often returns with a lazy smile not even infrequently she does not reply at all, but somehow I never feel annoyed or irritated, I was happy just by looking at her face, ah Dimas did I start falling in love.

Many slanted words from people around me because I always try to get close to Dimas, not even infrequently there are also those who sneer at me, most of the heartache line, hehe.

Until one day I saw him and his friends fighting, I was so panicked, I asked my friend to call the teacher to separate them, I was afraid to be too scared if my Dimas was hurt, but instead of stopping Dimas just increasingly violent beating his opponent, I do not know what the problem is, but after knowing I laughed out loud, huft sorry ya Dim.

Shortly after that incident Dimas' attitude changed, he who was usually indifferent may never even consider my existence arrived to be good, he often paid little attention to what made me believe that I had fallen in love.

All the beautiful memories that were in my brain suddenly replaced with fear, fear that was very, very, I was afraid Dimas went because of a misunderstanding that occurred in the hospital, he said, I who was in a state of disrepair unconsciously sucked my head on Aldo's shoulder, I didn't know Dimas came and saw that, I didn't even dare look him in the eye, I was afraid to see disappointment in his eyes.

That night I decided to meet Dimas, whatever the risk I had to go to Dimas, I did not want to drown in regret.

Many times I called him but there was no answer, dozens of times the message I sent there was no reply, I was desperate, but my little heart said that Dimas must have come, I promised myself I would express my feelings if Dimas came, I had already thrown away the shame and prestige inside me.

I smiled when I saw Dimas coming towards me, but that smile turned into a bitter cry when I heard his words, I really cried in the silence of the night.

A glimmer of hope came, Dimas asked how I felt about him, without hesitation I replied if I loved him, if I loved him and I was afraid of losing him, but not Dimas if I did not behave absurdly strange bin, strange, Dimas rejected me, saying he wanted to be strong first, he loved me but he didn't want to have me.

I kept forcing her, I didn't want to lose her again, anyway My Dimas can't leave, but her gentleness is able to melt my heart, her gaze is able to break the hard coral in my head, I was indeed very stubborn and only Dimas was able to crack my head hard.

In my mind I asked what Dimas meant by being self-assertive, what he meant by asking me to wait, until a few months later I got the answer, My dimas has changed, his appearance is very much different than before, he said, I also understand what he means to be self-assured.

At that time I wanted to feel like I was expressing my feelings but when I remembered Dimas' words that night made me give in, I had to wait for Dimas to come pick me up.

But because my stupidity makes all my wishful thinking destroyed, yes I am indeed stupid, even very stupid by accepting the love of Aldo, I want it to feel when I scream no but seeing the pleading gaze from him makes me heartless, Huh.