When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Break one thousand

Siti looked at her three children who had fallen asleep in a dream. There was regret present in her heart. Why sweet and obedient children like them should be born as children of a figure like Him and Dadang. If other people are worried about sustenance, then in Siti's mind, she is more afraid if her children will grow up to be unkempt children, children who thirst for affection. Because after all, childhood will always be remembered as forming human disposition. While he and Dadang always scream if they are fighting even in front of Rama and his sisters.

Siti glanced at the clock on the wall. At 20 Wib. A day ago Maghrib had been Dadang out of the house, without a word. I don't know where the man with the title of her husband went. Siti remembered the empty rice basket. Whether Dadang will still kekeh in his stance to ask for rice to Mother tomorrow morning. Thinking that Siti felt the nelangsa, Bara and Dio would immediately ask for a meal when they woke up. Imagining the cries of her children so Siti was determined to get out. He must be in debt now . For children.

Just when Siti opened the door, Salsa was standing in front of her house. Her sister-in-law looked at Siti with her sweet smile.

" Ehh Sa. No sound of your motorbike. Come on in ! " Siti opened the door wider, so that Salsa could enter.

" Mommy must be dreaming again so it is not horrified .This is Ma'am rice from Mommy. I'm going straight to the house. Can't stop by hehe.."

Siti looked fixedly at Salsa, looking at Salsa's seemingly misbehaved expression in front of her ." I did not intentionally hear. Earlier, Mbak asked Bang Dadang to bring a little rice for tomorrow morning. Not intentionally not nagging." Salsa looked at Siti who was silent . And it made him feel intimidated by the figure of his sister-in-law.

" But this rice is halal. I didn't steal it, I asked permission from you.." Salsa laughed awkwardly. Fear Siti offended.

" So this is rice from Father or Mother Sa ? " Siti flat.

" eeh.. Mr hehe"

" Yes told me to Mr. Thank you from Ma'am. Ma'am thanks to you too. Thanks a lot Sa.." Siti now changed her facial expression to smile. Actually, he was just trying to tease Salsa.

" Everything's Sama. Yes, I left first. Waiting for "Salsa to pass, after saying Greetings.

After Salsa left Siti looked at the rice-filled crackle with teary eyes. If only he didn't have a brother-in-law as good as Salsa. Somehow the fate of this household will be brought.

Honestly, Siti felt the patience she had been guarding was getting eroded and not restless.

***

Wake up early. Even though Siti didn't wake him. The children were also still sleeping, immediately Madang moved, to the bathroom. When passing the dining table Dadang saw if the magic com seemed to light up, curious. Dadang immediately opened the rice cooker, he saw the rice was perfectly cooked. Amidst the confusion Siti came with a kale stirring in her hand. There is also onion sauce and fried salted fish that have been arranged on the table.

Dadang sipping coffee that has been prepared Siti. esophagus suddenly dry make him forget if he has not even washed his face.

" Deck ! You said rice is finished ? I can still cook rice !" point it at the flaming magic com. Dadang was upset considering how Siti forced him yesterday.if there are still stocks of rice that can be cooked, Why Siti instead chose to argue with him and ended up fighting.

" Same as Father.."

Siti immediately passed from the front of Dadang, after hearing the voices of Dio and Bara who had awakened from their sleep.

" You are getting more and more excited. About your Belain Father. You are using it. .! " Dadang's loud voice made Dio and Bara cry and immediately hugged Siti tightly .

" The heart is asking for the heart. You seem very happy that your husband has no self-esteem in front of the family . Could be be begging for rice to come to the house of in-laws.."

Dadang has been overcome by emotions. Strongly, the man slammed the glass containing the coffee that was starting to cool.

Praangggggggg

The sound of broken glass echoing increasingly makes children frightened.as no matter Dadang still shows the face of emotion And just pass out of the house.

Siti was hugging while covering Dio and Bara's ears. Now it looks funny .She trembled with her two children towards the bathroom. In front of the bathroom door Siti found Rama who looked trembling. The boy who looked very much like Dadang looked at Siti with a scared look.

Siti turned her face. It was as if he did not see Rama's expression.

" Bang change clothes. Let me tell Kak Bandi to take Brother to school.."

Siti again led Dio and Bara to wash their faces.

After returning from the bathroom. Siti finds Rama has been neat with her school uniform. The face of the 3rd grade boy SD had looked fresh and smiled towards Bara and Dio, as if nothing happened Rama invited his two sisters to play together.

Siti returned to the kitchen to pick up three dishes and a spoon. As well as filling each plate with rice and kale stir-fry side dishes.

Although Siti had tried to hold back her tears, still the clear circle was flowing without being prevented. Again he thought, Is it wrong to hold on to the reason of thinking about children.

" lady. Dio wants to eat!!"

Dio's call resuscitated Siti. After wiping her tears, Siti immediately approached her children, carrying the plate she had prepared earlier.

" Bang Rama's. Take it yourself have a brother huh. I was ready to sit on the table earlier.."

Rama soon did what his mother told him. His sisters had eaten their rice first.

While waiting for his children to eat. Siti rushed to clean the broken glass which fortunately was not too wide everywhere. The pain that Siti now feels is like a broken glass that she is now staring at . Like whatever his attempt to make it whole again . It will never restore its shape as it was.