When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Thank you bude ..

Dadang finally came home, even though Bude no longer appeared in front of us, after the speech was not as intended. I deliberately did not allow Dadang to leave to bude. because I know the character of bude hard, fearing that bude will say something hurtful again to Dadang.

When I entered the house, it turned out that Bude was in the living room chair. Looking blankly at the old wedding photo of my Mom and Dad, my mom is the only brother to Bude, while Dad is also an only child and also an orphan from childhood. Be the only bude who if it is reliable to take care of me. according to bude, only I survived the accident that hit us when I was just three years old, while mother ,father and also a travel driver who took us to visit Bude, all of whom died at the scene ..

Bude, who long awaited offspring but was not also given trust, grateful and save the deep sorrow for my presence in the midst of bude and her husband. I grew up without a lack of affection from both parents, because they really nurtured me like a child themselves. While Pakde died when I just entered High School because he had been exposed to TB for a long time.

" I'm sorry bude ya Ti . if it makes you upset about the attitude of bude to Dadang earlier. But to be honest, everything is purely derived from the heart of bude, Seeing Dadang inexplicably not sure bude is more dominant even though bude has tried to hold the tongue bude and accept it well.

Your mom and dad would be sad if Bude didn't do well..." Bude opened his voice with what he had said to Dadang.

I approached Bude and sat right next to him, without any distance making it easier for me to be able to hold him tightly.

" I should be the one who apologized bude, I was talking rudely with bude in front of Dadang. I am also not sure if I can live alone with Dadang, but Bude must have listened to what Dadang said earlier . Although it has not been proven yet , at least the man has been trying to be better bude, I hope he did not disappoint me or bude .."

" Bude hear everything Siti. Dadang has indeed been thinking of adulthood for the size of his age youth. But back again, it did not guarantee he could keep his promises. You still need time to get to know each other and explore each other's nature. What you see now is definitely fine, but later after marriage.all the ugly traits of your partner will open slowly, slowly, and it will also affect your mentality to continue the household or not"

"Sorry again, bude. Siti really felt so bucin nih hehehe.thank you for reminding Dadang and Siti before we finally made a decision that we might regret because of lack of understanding and knowledge.."

Bude kissed my forehead gently, a warm feeling spread in my heart. Really bude is the most beautiful gift that god sent me in my life, I promise to keep this woman until the end of my life.

***

Sunlight has now entered my room, I couldn't sleep last night. And ended up waking up like this.

The sound of the clanking of the wok and the spatula approached my sense of hearing. Apparently bude also woke up late, because usually at this time bude had left for the oil palm plantation to check, as well as determine the harvest on the fruit that is considered to have qualified the harvest.

Since the death of Pakde bude did concern themselves with going around monitoring their oil palm plantations. Although Bude did not say his longing for pakde but I know from his eyes if the wound of pakde's departure until now still covers the heart of bude. They are a harmonious couple, because throughout my memory, they never quarreled, even if something went wrong, the couple will be more comfortable expressing it by sitting together and speaking soft words so as not to provoke a commotion.

I now sit at the table eating, picking fried chicken that is available on the table and casually eat it. Do not forget I mengocolnya with onion sambal which is placed side by side.

" Hmmm Bude's cuisine is the best. Ajarin Siti dong. Let's be good at it, and be able to spoil the husband's tongue.."

I remember what Dadang's mother said, somehow I plagiarized the sentence. I turned to Bude who was brewing coffee. Bude is really a lover of black concentrated drinks.

" Kengen aja bude, as well as solidifying myself into a wife.." I giggled with my own words.

" Good mom is Bude. His family is all good . Especially his sister, still a child. But it doesn't look like a julid is.." I'm getting more and more intense eating fried chicken on the table.

Make bude hit my hand with a spoon that was used to stir the coffee so that the sweetness evenly..

" Awwwww.sick bude.why the hell.." I blew my hand that was the target of bude's annoyance.

" why. If you want to eat chicken, use Siti rice to be full. Bude again males cook another so our side dish today is just that..."

I showed my teeth in front of the bude, grinning. Because I am aware of my behavior..

" Hmm not hungry bude. later just eat it. ."

I return the chicken pieces that I haven't had time to bite into the plate, as well as arrange them as beautiful as possible.

" Siti...Eat your voters, , this is what bude worries about. You're picky about food, how can you possibly live in a pas-passan after marriage.."

" Yes bude .don't worry about the sustenance of Allah . It is not that sustenance has been arranged by the creator. So don't worry about something that isn't necessarily happening. Who knows, after we got married Dadang got the inheritance from his father and can make us rich seven derivatives, ,,"

Bude hit me again, now the target is the head. makes me feel dizzy for a moment.

" heritance from which, Your candidate is a noble descendant, or CEO of a well-known company. . Some of Dadang's siblings are many, so where possible for early inheritance. Unless his parents are modest, then it can happen.."

" Astagfirullah bude, by the way, it's the same as nyukahin loh bude. And that's not a good trait.." I stroke Dada, replying to bude with wise advice is a powerful move from me if bude is upset .

" Sites ...Siti...Bude talking seriously even you make joke material..! But it is true that the Dadang family welcomes you well. Do not - do not you even demean again, because you have a relationship with a child of a PNS. Usually, the PNS is the noblest and most expensive job in the world. So our villagers flocked to college with the aim of applying to become PNS. whereas mah, the salary is not how compared to oil palm farmers kayak bude.."

bude puffed up Dada looking at me, making me only display a smile in front of him. Although these lips want to say if Dadang's mother did demean me who is only a high school graduate, but bude's warning about the commitment I have taken makes my tongue moan. This is just the beginning, but if I complain. wouldn't it make bude even more forbid my relationship with Dadang. .!!!