When Passion Is Greater Than Lust

When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Great Married


I am still upset by the words bang Dadang to Rama, even though I know. You also do not hesitate to help your mother in working out whatever it is. So, who was the role model bang Dadang when he said such baseless things earlier.


Is he just making up to justify his treatment of me all this time.


" Make money to buy a deck cigarette !!"


Bang Dadang seemed to not remember our debate anymore and casually raised his hand towards me, the look of my face that I made as fast as possible did not make him tremble and even more dare to look at me.


" I don't have any money ? My job is only in the kitchen, the mattress and the well.so don't ask for a living from me." so sorry I turned around the words bang Dadang earlier.


" You're nothing, don't argue anymore. Here's the money, my mouth is bitter. Not smoking too late."


" I said no yes no. What you need to remember. Next month pay the bank money, not about your jongorm keep bang...


As a man you should take your word, if the job of the husband is only to make a living. This is even a lot of malesan at home only..."


"Yes I know. but, you can't take a day off..!!"


" That day if only today you're unemployed bang. But if it's been for days your name is lazy and not responsible about the livelihood of the wife child that you often make excuses, to refuse to help me do homework, to help me do housework, don't just demand me to perfect your version while you even seem to forget the responsibility.." I said without pause, a little nonsense, so emotional.


" You are, why the more demanding the day the more Deck , Move to this house makes you change Not in the good direction, but the more defiant to the husband.."


" I'm not the one who changed. But the needs of our lives are increasing, making me dizzy. While you are anything considered relaxed, the turn has been flabbergasted even angry is not clear.."


" It's. I don't want money for cigarettes. So don't babble it's not clear anymore. You also have not given a living this week. I'm not protesting, we should be equally understanding. Deck !"


I laughed at my husband's silly son, How not, every debate we had about the bed that he said was not as warm as before. Always be carried around.


" You'll know that I'm an obstacle. Not that I don't give you an inner living, you can freely repay it by not wanting to make a living for the family. Life is not about us anymore, bang. But there are kids you should think about. There's no harm in you getting rid of ego for their sake, for the sake of your own flesh and blood.."


Bang Dadang was silent, and chose to focus on the coffee that was still there, but it was cold. Slowly he sipped the coffee. Avoiding the look in my eyes that were still looking at him was full of disappointment.


My intention that had just wanted to ask about the candidate of the Great Wife now evaporated somewhere, let alone. Later I will definitely meet the Candidate of my sister-in-law.


***


It was late in the afternoon, now Salsa came home, while I was accompanying Bara and Dio in front of the house of Salma.


His presence makes me immediately go home to the two boys who are actually still fun to play it.


" Hi Auntie, tumben's here ?"


I greeted Salsa by imitating the typical voice of a child, teaching Bara to also call Salsa by that name.


"Yes strange, Ma'am, why not play at home again after the proposal bang Agung..?"


" Salsa here just want to say , next week mbak Siti, measure clothes to place mbak Ira yes, for the wedding uniform bang Agung later. All of the leaks and also bang Dadang also measured.."


" Loh, Sa, when is the Great Wedding ? "


" Mommy is not told the same as Dadang ? I think I've been told . One more month, ."


" how to fuck Sa ? " I was shocked and astonished.


" No idea, Abang Agung kebelet married kali Mbak. That is why we cannot pray heheh. Mother same father was made confused about Money dowry, uh even ask for marriage in the near future again, It makes dizzy.."


Let alone Mother and Father who must rack their brains for the needs of charity and also dowry money, I was also made dizzy to give what later in this Great wedding. Monthly and weekly debt is waiting. Moreover, the behavior of the Dadang bang that is getting more and more at home lazing around, making my brain hit by stress.


" I'm just telling you that. Yes, I went home first. Want to cook, because Mom came home a little afternoon, today.."


I just nodded in response to Salsa coming home. My brain is now plagued with increasingly suffocating economic problems. May there be unexpected miracles and sustenance coming in the near future.


Shortly after Salsa's return. Bang Dadang also showed the trunk of his nose. In my husband's hand was a pack of cigarettes that seemed to be still sealed, not yet opened..


" Where's the money from Bang ?"


I voiced my astonishment


" Ask the Father. You're stingy with your own husband."


" Huhh... Mr. again a lot of production and also dizzy thinking of Agung . you even added the burden of bang. I wonder what the hell is in your mind that is actually ?"


" Why is it great ? About marriage ! you relax. Great is the marriage of the same child conglomerate.so even though his wife asked for a large dowry, anyway the money from the woman also .all just as a formality and let's say, well, that's it, so mom and dad don't spend a dime.."


Bang Dadang said casually,


I think this problem is easy..


" But still Bang. We even give a little money to Mother for alms in their home. Like the wedding of Indra and Hafiz!"


" That problem let you talk to Mom later. surely they understand our current situation.."


" so. You're not going to try that, about this ? You are not ashamed ! but I don't feel good, especially if we and our family are given uniforms .."


" Yes already if you are not good, you just ask for the same money. All of you also ask to pay the bank next month.let us be a little breathed, and can help at Mother's house without being charged a waiting installment..."


" Why go to bude anyway ? you really are bang.."


I'm out of words. I don't know why getting here bang Dadang seems to show his true nature. Very irresponsible and shameless..