When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Solutions

Years have changed, our lives have become more difficult. Although I try to be indifferent to the issue of bank payments. But still, my conscience cannot bear to look into the eyes of my children.

After all, they were born because of my relationship with by bang Dadang. I also do not want to be considered just want to be happy and do not want to help my husband when it is difficult.

This year according to estimates, our coffee fruit harvest less and less, although relatively easy to maintain, the coffee stem also needs to be roasted and cleaned of weeds.

The annual Arisan that I really think will not be too difficult to pay for. In fact, it did not meet the target and instead we were threatened not to be able to pay it..

Amid the confusion about the time of payment is getting closer, bang Dadang can call from Rio. Our best friend since High School. He asked Bang Dadang to come to work for him. Problem salary bang Dadang will be given money 100 thousand net per day. Although my husband has not given an answer, but I hope that Dadang will work there to pay for our Arisan.

" Dek , you can monitor the goods for a while, just so you can pay for our arisan.."

" I totally agree bang," I was even too enthusiastic to answer the question bang Dadang. Because it was the speech that I was waiting for these few days .

" No matter I'm a little hassles ngurusin important children we are not late, let alone not to pay, not tasty same mother-members if I as the chairman even the effect is not trustworthy.."

" but..."

Bang Dadang was silent for a long time, his eyes fixed on me. "how if I miss you deck "

I didn't expect that bang Dadang seemed hesitant just because of that problem, when I thought he would be heavy because he would be away from the children..

" That's important bang, your underbelly business ? until you don't think about the financial problems we face. Not to mention monthly and also weekly installments. Please bang, just this once, you listen to my words. It's for the good of our family. Two months is enough to bang "

Bang Dadang seemed to think, thank God he was not offended by my words earlier.

I hope he can be wiser this time, and not let the ego rule.

***

A month passed quickly, Bang Dadang did finally decide to come with Rio, During the time left by bang Dadang we only rely on my savings for food and daily necessities.

I did not ask to be sent money and alibi has been given a bude for a handle. In fact, I didn't even tell bude about the wandering bang Dadang. My principles remain the same, my husband's disgrace is also my disgrace..

***

Tonight suddenly bang Dadang came home without telling, he said to be a surprise for me and the children. Actually I want the money transferred, but apparently bang Dadang himself who delivered it, miss the child, is the reason that bang Dadang said to me.

" Bang, you said just transfer, I don't have any more money for your fare to go there again later.."Not yet bang Dadang sat down, I've been looking for him with complaints.

I also felt like I didn't appreciate my husband. But, the money in my hand is thinning, especially I have reduced my activities selling online, and only accept subscription orders still.

I fell silent, it seems that my nature who likes to keep problems alone, I have to change little by little so that I do not find problems like this in the future.

Bang Dadang now moved, approached me and hugged me tightly, kissed me with full g**rah, carried my tiny body and led me to the contest.

We really enjoyed our activities, as if we were taking our cold nights without a partner. Although the sweat had soaked my body and bang Dadang, but my husband's desire seemed insatiable and increasingly stomping my body with enthusiasm, we raced no matter the time,

I didn't even realize how many rounds we had tonight,

After the seed bang Dadang filled my womb for the third time, I thought my husband would stop our hot activities. But apparently, bang Dadang even back fishing myself with fondling and deep kissing.

Making me now accept it back with full ga***h, I think we came back on our first night, I do not deny the longing has also mastered me...

Bang Dadang has now fallen asleep, tired from the long journey and also our bed battle just now seems to really make him sleepy will attack him..

Bang Dadang fell asleep, after saying that the money for the arisan was nailed to the trousers he had used while riba was here.

thankfully, not only were three million the amount of money in his pocket, but there were over seven hundred thousand on the sheet of money that still looked new.

I may have been thinking too negatively of my husband, I think he only brought money for the gravestone, but in fact it was more than that.

The morning greeted us. Sunlight this morning feels warm, apparently the dry season has come, replacing the rainy season that usually falls off without pause, to make rubber farmers complain, because it can not tap if the day continues to rain.

This morning I accidentally woke up early, although I could not provide a special menu for bang Dadang, because of his arrival that I did not know, he said, but I tried to serve my husband breakfast again after a month of not serving him at the dinner table.

" What's our breakfast menu this morning deck ?" Unlike usual, Bangbang Dadang woke up early and immediately shampooed, then he approached me who was still busy arranging dishes and cooked rice. " Sister is not unusual if there, breakfast. But looking at this menu, brother drooling, miss my wife's cooking ..." Bang Dadang hugged me from behind. My romantic husband is back..

I let go of bang Dadang's embrace, allowing her to sit down. My cooking menu is actually very simple just tempeh and fried tofu, as well as sambel onion, in relation to Pete's season, so I serve it only as a default, according to the favorite bang Dadang.

" I'm sorry bang, sober. You came home suddenly, and didn't tell me. So yes I have no preparation..!!"

" Such is also special deck. You see Abang bosen, there the side dish of the same fish chicken continues hehhe. Oh yes, the money you have calculated the deck. That seven hundred, Rio gave our children the same fruit and toys as well as Rio who boughtin..."

" Oh pantes bang, I also feel strange when you have time to buy toys and souvenirs for children. He knows Rio.. Just pantes"

" Yes the deck, I'm just a supervisor at the palm oil location, so you can't if you have to buy souvenirs. Rio was also instead his intention to buy you clothes, but I forbid, what does it mean to try to buy clothes for people's wives.." hehhehe.."

I laughed at Dadang's joke, "It looks like Rio hasn't changed, yeah bang ! Although it has been successful now.. Hopefully the success nular to you yes bang.. Aamiin !!!"

Bang Dadang smiled, making me look at the face of my husband who is now darker than before he left. Seeing it so voraciously with breakfast menu alakadarnya from me.Then why make me feel more appreciated . In my heart I pray. Hopefully this change of my husband will last for the next..