When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Choice !!

After arriving home, apparently the house still looks lonely. Because it's not time for school kids to come home.

You must also still be in the office, while you are taking care of the coffee tree while cleaning the grass.

" Deck, how about we buy something like that, for dinner tonight. As a thanksgiving because we have been given trust.."

bang Dadang who just sat down just spoke directly about his intentions.

" About buying what deck ?"

"Well, what if the chicken just bang !!"

" Kan pedes deck, brother is not too like.. Even the father is not the taste of young people deh .. "

" hhhh.. if so, we buy seblak aja in front..."

" Deck, even strange foods are proposed.you who crave times, later let Brother buy you yes, let our children not be upset"

I grinned because it was the fact that I was the one who wanted the two types of food again.

" Well if you buy a whole chicken kilo in the market, let us roast, this time it makes sense my idea "

Bang Dadang hugged me, and nodded, "this time it can be accepted and applied, yes you have left now yes.you just rest in the room . "

I greeted Dadang bang who was about to leave, and drove my husband to the front door, after making sure my husband was lost in sight, I went inside right away because the hot weather was making me hot and I decided to take another shower first,

before going to bed to sleep.

***

It turned out that all the family members welcomed our happy news with full, joy. Even Bude immediately went on the bus, as soon as I heard about my pregnancy, I told him via video call.

Because it knows the arrival of bude, the real event will indeed be done tonight but simply, it was made excited by the proposal of mother, even mother, who wants to buy five chickens at a time to roast and eat big together. Bang Dadang had bought 2 chickens.

I really did not expect that if Mom was very grateful for my pregnancy, the woman even cried so much to feel happy.

Likewise, father, the man I know is quiet now seems to convey the advice to bang Dadang at length, wide, I see my smile when bang Dadang even seemed to yawn listening to the advice of the father about treating the Wife and also babysitting.

" Siti, said Dadang you want chicken geprek same seblak huh ? Mom wants to go to the market, we just buy the ingredients. To be processed later.."

Mother approached me who was sitting at the table eating, indeed from earlier I saw bang Dadang and Mr from here. While taking vitamins that were prescribed by the doctor.

" what is not troublesome Mak, how if we make chicken roast only, the same yellow rice..Siti has been bought by Dadang !!"

"no bother Ti, besides mother also does not want if the first granddaughter of Mother will be born.. Even though Dadang already bought a poultice from mother yet. Let it be an extra menu. Time just roasted chicken with yellow rice doang..!!"

I looked gently at my mother, saying haru and thank you that I couldn't say, "Yeah, this is all material and...."

"Salsa come, mom to the market . Let there be no forgetfulness material later, Salsa also knows what to buy. So no more records from mbak Siti.."

The new Salsa came, From inside her room, cut my words immediately,

the teenager looked at me now,

" Congratulations, ma'am, Salsa wants the first pounding of women so Salsa there is a winner, hehe"

" Woman or man is the same Sa, especially if the first child.."

My mom opened her wallet in front of me. Red sheets appear to meet Mother's wallet which is also red. Mother gave me 200 thousand money "This is for your needs. If you want something. ."

" Siti no kok mak, the handle of bang Dadang . God willing enough mak, for jajan..!!"

" Save aja, besides mother also did not ever love you money..."

I accepted the money awkwardly, thank God this pregnancy turned out to make a big change in her mother. More so than her treatment of me as a daughter-in-law.

" Yes . Iyah, who really wants to be a grandmother, already do not need to use bad, just accept it. Mumpung mama again good....."

" there change clothes if you want to come, you do not want to wear clothes like that to the market !"

Mother switched the conversation, hearing Salsa's words. Which may be justified by his little heart, but I think it's okay because it's bang Dadang who is fully entitled to provide me.

" Loh what's wrong mak, this is no longer a trend so will not be shy mother.."

I saw the relaxed appearance of Salsa with a pink plain shirt and short jeans.

" Replace your pants !! if you are still protesting, you do not need to join.. Mom, wait in front of ya.."

Salsa seemed to frown, then followed the mother.I saw that my only sister-in-law, turned towards her room and before long she came out after changing her pants, with long jeans.

" Our mother is leaving, yes,.."

That's Salsa though annoyed at my mother's reprimand but she didn't forget the adab against me, the older one. And also as his brother-in-law.

" Iyahh, be careful on the road.."

" okeyy...!!!"

I smiled again, now my happiness seemed to be perfect, good in-laws. A good brother and a very good husband.very good.my life now really feels complete, especially if later the child in my womb was born. My happiness would be many times more perfect.

I went to the refrigerator, took a banana that was also bought by bang Dadang. Shortly after, the voice of greeting from outside sounded, I know if it is a bude voice.

Unable to hold back the tears that were suddenly about to burst out, Half running I approached the bude who had been standing in front of the open door. Apparently bang Dadang had preceded me who was about to open the door of the woman's surrogate mother for me.

" I ha-mil bude..." I whispered softly while tightly hugging the figure of bude, "In the meantime bude will be a grandmother.huhuhuhuhu"

My cry broke, somehow I became this cry.is this baby's luggage ?

" So calm down deck, tell bude to come in first. Kasian bude must be tired "

Bang Dadang stroked my back and carried the suitcase that had been carried by Bude. "Let's go in..."

Bude kept quiet, let go of our embrace and he led me inside, We sat side by side. Bude was still silent without a sound, I knew he was too happy to be speechless.

" Take good care of your content huh Ti. Or do you stay just the same bude, how ? "

" Why bude ? isn't it at the bude house and here the same!"

Bang Dadang made a sound, while I was now, just looking down silently. I knew that my husband might be a little offended, with a sudden proposal of bude.

" Don't worry bude, I will keep my promise to Siti, moreover she is now pregnant . So I'll be extra to take care of her.."

I saw bude who was always focused on me, even though the one who spoke was bang Dadang.

I know bude's eyes show concern not to bang Dadang. More about my mother's attitude. I was often confused about the mother who looks a little dislike me because she did not get pregnant.

" Mending bude, take a shower first. Rest for a while and Maghrib later we pray together.."

I finally opened my voice to melt the sudden silence

Bude nodded, and moved. Still reluctant to respond to the existence of bang Dadang.

now I'm taking Bude to Salsa's room. Because it is Mother herself who proposes if bude will sleep in Salsa room as long as he is here later.

I led Bude towards the bed that looked neat and clean. a little wonder, because usually Salsa's room is very messy especially when the afternoon like this. Maybe the mother who had warned her virgin child to beberes welcome the arrival of bude.

" You should think about the bude proposal earlier, Siti. people say when pregnant young like you now, very prone to miscarriage if too depressed and a lot of thoughts. You can't be too tired either. Not that bude is bad-minded with your in-laws but the first trimester of pregnancy will usually be often dizzy and nauseous to make pregnant women reluctant to move because of weakness..

Bude read all that while on the bus, deliberately because it was bude was never pregnant..."

There was a sad tone in every sentence that came out of bude's lips.

I was overwhelmed again by the bude's treatment of me. I didn't even think about reading the pregnancy article. So unfortunately bude to me, until he was that detailed to find out.

" God willing Siti will not bude. anyways the distance between our villages will be quite close, Siti promises to return to the bude house if she feels uncomfortable here..

besides there is a bang Dadang who always defend Siti. So, bude don't worry too much.."

I was a little pensive, whether this was due to my complaints that always ignored the behavior and speech of Mother. If so, then I sinned because I accidentally instilled hatred in Bude's heart for his woman.

" Bude actually doesn't want to interfere with your household affairs. But, considering Bu Lastri's treatment of you, somehow bude became worried especially now that you are pregnant young. it is better to overcome everything from the beginning rather than later regret that something has happened to you and your future grandchildren.."

Shut up again, that's all I can do, because I don't know what to respond to bude's proposal with . While I even just felt happy because my mother treated me better than before.

"Assalammuallaicum..."

The sound of greeting roused me from daydreams. I came out after telling Bude to take a bath, not forgetting that I answered Mother's Greetings with a slight shout.

Two large bags of groceries, I saw Mom and Salsa carrying.

I don't know what they're buying, with this many sightings.

I intend to help Mom carry one of the bags that look heavy,

" No need to, let's just Mom.

He said your bude has arrived ?"

" Yes, just now. Bude is taking a shower. "

I followed my mother all the way to the kitchen, After arriving at the front of the refrigerator, Mom put down the bag, this opportunity I used to see what was bought by Mom up to this much, this much, and also intend to arrange the groceries in the refrigerator.

" There was meat too, Ti, Salsa's proposal said he wanted to make western food ala, what's the name, steak or what's that.."

I looked at Salsa who was now looking at me, apparently this little girl was very able to take advantage of the opportunity. " You know Sa, how to make it. You see, I don't understand that cooking is so. ."

" Remain calm, the solution is in Salsa's hands.."

Salsa showed the paper in handwriting, "So accidentally asked for the recipe to the Minimarket cashier ..hhehe"

I approached Salsa, is not the price of meat is very expensive, because it is special to make steak.

" How much is this Sa ?"

I thrust the meat with a clear plastic that had been vacuumed and frozen it .

" 500 thousand mbak, medium quality hehhehe..."

I researched my mother's whereabouts when listening to Salsa's answer, "Why was the price tag thrown out anyway ?"

I asked, half whispering in Salsa's ear.

"Fear of being caught bang hafiz with Abang Agung. Later they protest, because the mother cut their shopping money, precisely the money playing PS in the neighboring village.hehhe"

I laughed, it was funny to hear that my mother had been like that, Demi for a small thanksgiving for my pregnancy.

I don't know why I'm getting sure to stay here until I give birth..

***

" Mother Lastri, What if Siti came with me during this pregnancy..?"

I just wanted to join my mother, Salsa and Bude who were busy preparing everything for the event later that night, because I had just finished taking an afternoon shower. Hearing that I intend to eavesdrop,

" Loh why Miss Dewi, but it's up to Siti anyway she wants to live anywhere. As long as he feels comfortable. ."

Mom was heard answering quietly.

I was still standing by the door, wondering how their conversation was going.

" His pregnancy is still very young. If she feels more comfortable in the house of the Goddess mom, it's okay if for a while she lives with her mother first..." My mother answered wisely. Even though I can't see how he looks on his face.

"Honestly, ma'am besan, I felt lonely because I was alone at home. But really, then let Siti decide where to stay during this pregnancy. The city also sometimes likes to be spoiled, especially if you are pregnant like this. I am also afraid if at any time he bothers Lastri as his in-laws..But back again, it all depends on Siti as well.."

" Siti I've considered like my own daughter, the Goddess. So if indeed later he experienced nausea, vomiting or dizziness and requires him to rest completely, yes I can accept and understand. I also experienced it when I was pregnant Dadang . So I'll make sure I understand and understand.."

No more answers from Bude, I know, even though there is no intention from Mom to offend bude. But still, I who listened just looked sad. Especially Bude, who never felt how it felt to be pregnant. Mother's words must have stuck in her heart, until she was out of words.