When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
First daughter-in-law

It turns out that my estimation was wrong, Bude understood and did not ask what reason I did not participate in the morning prayers together. Maybe me and bang Dadang alone are too parno . I decided to lie down after taking a bath. I tried to relieve the pain that was still felt.

After 6 am, Bude entered the room. Bude knew if bang Dadang was in front of heating the motorbike engine because that's why he just went in.

" What are you going to eat today Siti ?"

we are not unusual, if the breakfast is too early.usually in the morning we only cradle the stomach with fried bananas or other snacks.

" Anything can be. Is there something to want ? Let's cook together.."

Bude was not just want to see my situation, because from earlier he was busy dismantling the arrangement of clothes in my closet.

" Bude find what ?"

" Bude forgot where naro clothes borrowed Ani, time to be your companion. Maybe it's stacked on your shirt and it's here..!!"

I got off the bed, approached Bude who seemed to have not found what he was looking for,

" Whose pink is bude ? "

"Yes . . Uh this is meeting Ti..! Bude thinks there will be compensation again, this is the same rent as Minah you know for yourself how her mouth like if upset, or there is a problem, it can be long and talked about one village hhhh. .."

I smiled, imagining the thick-bodied Mpok Minah. It is a good person, but sometimes he does not know the place and does not think about the feelings of others..!

"wantuin kang greens or to the bude market.let usher the same bang Dadang..." I think kang greens who usually come a few days are not seen coming , for fear there are no side dishes to cook, then it is not wrong if you anticipate it directly to the market. Instead of waiting for something uncertain.

" Daddy Bude really want to go to the market all want to flip this shirt.."

Bude folded and tidied up the shirt with newspaper, then stuffed it in a black plastic bag ..

" Bude has also talked to Dadang if you ask for a transfer..!!"

***

After hearing the motorcycle bang Dadang drove away from home, I immediately headed for the kitchen. Bude said that he wanted Soto tripe . So my job now is to prepare the seasoning while the main ingredients are still purchased by bude.

Because it does not know exactly the favorite sambel bang Dadang so I just make sambel teri with a lot of tomatoes.

Apparently my busyness makes me not aware that now bude and my husband have returned.

" It's Ti. Bude deliberately choose the one that has been clean and asked to be cut into pieces with mamang that sells ..So you just dry the water.

Enter the presto just let the process go quickly.."

" Well why bude, bude is laper ?"

" No bude belom laper really. Tell me you are used to not eating rice breakfast in the morning, but there is now your husband so we have to prepare breakfast. Who knows, Dadang is used to eating rice.not funny that your husband even starved at the beginning of your marriage..."

" Yes too bude hehehe !!"

I approached Bang Dadang who seemed fun watching television, beside which there was a coffee glass that only stayed the waste, He seemed to yawn even though the new clock showed at nine in the morning.

" Feed first bang !! I don't know your habits yet, so it's not wrong if I eat at this hour..?"

" ayokks.. Brother usually directly breakfast rice if morning deck, hehe..But yes the name is also new, it must need adjustment in any case .." My husband smiled as he stroked my hand, and now he took me to the kitchen.

"Where's loh bude ? " Bang Dadang asked because the Bude figure was not in the kitchen.

" Say I want to eat !!"

" I'm the same bude don't usually eat this hour bang. Usually at 11am lunch.. "

Bang Dadang nodded in understanding, he immediately sat down while I took the initiative to take rice and side dishes for the man who had just become my husband..

" Hopefully you like it. This is Siti masakin for brother.." I sat down next to the Dadang bang, staring at him who looked greedy eating Soto and sambal teri.

" So, I'm not a picky deck. When it comes to food. what is important for humans to eat, brother must also eat. ." He chews food...

***

A week does not feel now has passed, Tonight bang Dadang seems to want to talk about serious things..Because from that moment on, my man just kept quiet. And stare blankly at the lit TV.

Until finally he seemed to have found his moment, to invite me to enter our room.

" Why bang, how did it look so nervous ?"

I who was grumpy from earlier finally voiced my curiosity as well.

" Dek, you told mom if you want us to go home with her ?"

I nodded doubtfully "Yes, but I didn't know that you told my mom that you wanted to sign. I feel like I'm being framed..." I looked down, I didn't seem mentally ready to go home with my in-laws.

" So, you still want us to contract ?"

" What can, Why is it the same Mother and Father. I told you I wanted to. .."

" that's what you're confused about. Brother's plan was mature when he came here, asking you to be bude. Brother wants to share your desire so that we miss from mother ..But, if you yourself say you agree, yes how do the deck. the brothers insist on them.." I saw bang Dadang squeezing his hair, After one Week together we certainly I memorized even a little, Cara bang Dadang when expressing his anxiety. Seeing that I feel guilty

" Don't think too much. I'm ready to live in the same house as Mom and Dad. They're your parents, so after we get married, they'll be my parents too. God willing, everything will be fine."

" I'm not worried about you and mom getting along or not decking. But, more to the bad because it has broken the promise with you..

The new week we married, I've broken the promise.I'm afraid you even reduced my plus as a husband..Anyway if it's a matter of my mother and also my extended family . I'm sure you can definitely be accepted and treated well. Because you're the first daughter-in-law in our family. So don't worry..."

Bang Dadang stroked my forehead, and looked at me closely. Either I was too afraid, or this was because I often read novels about the dzolim in-laws. But the discomfort came suddenly when I realized that the week I asked my mother-in-law for had ended. And this means, I will leave bude alone and become a house-in-law with in-laws. Mother's words a year ago are still imprinting, even though yesterday at the wedding she treated me well. But ''the worry keeps coming.