When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
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Siti now doesn't know what to react to ! To him, the statement Bude said seemed to not give a gap and allow him to refute. But what about the wound in his heart, should he endure once more...?

" Bude.. l-my...!"

" Think what bude Ti asks..! Bude please . Bude will give you time to think things through. Whatever your decision bude hope you won't let bude down.."

Siti hugged the Goddess bude tightly. This is a difficult choice, because the budenya never asked for anything all this time. But now ? I don't know what decision he will make. Clearly, he was in a dilemma.

While in the guest room, Dadang and other family members heard all the complaints Siti. He did not expect behind the silence and gave up Siti all this time . The woman had a deep wound in her heart. Dadang thought he was always right all this time, but hearing what was in Siti's heart during her life with him , made her really feel like the most cowardly and heartless man.

Nurdin, Lastri and Salsa looked towards Dadang. Although they looked down, they knew that the father of three children was crying.

Lastri also actually felt very guilty. Because all this time has let Dadang open the disgrace of his household to him. Maybe this is also the reason he was unfair to Siti. Because too often heard bad things from Dadang about his son-in-law, Lastri so do not appreciate the existence and feelings of Siti at all. While Siti, his son-in-law, still keep the good name of Dadang in front of his budenya. Either he has to behave like what if later Dewi knows if he has treated Siti unfairly, all this time.

In room. After a moment of silence, Siti decided to let her budenya rest as well as she wanted to rearrange her heart that had just been broken by the request of the Bude. his determination was once again tested with a person whom he had not thought of at all.

Siti is now out of the room where her budenya stay. In the guest room he found that his in-laws, husband and sister-in-law looked at him with a gaze that Siti could not understand.

Siti just passed by and didn't say a word. Let the family of Dadang hear all the contents of his heart that was expressed directly in front of his budenya. For too long he kept all his wounds that could become liver disease in the future if kept tightly sealed without impingement.

Siti couldn't close her eyes tonight. His mind is completely fucked. If she survives then her heartache will get deeper, she is indeed not a vengeful, it's just that Siti He is a woman who always remembers. Especially if there is a little that baffles him. On the other hand, Bude Dewi instead asked him to stay by the side of Dadang for the sake of children, his dedication to his bud was very large

Remembering only Bude Goddess is the one who took care of him from childhood.

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" Have you made your decision ? "

Siti who had long seemed silent now even bit her lips, for her this question was still too fast.

" Your in-laws are good Ti. It's strange if you buy time and even live here. You have your own home. Not bude pushy. But the longer you think the more influence the people around you can exert. Bude has been here for almost three days. Bude paled with all their kindness."

Siti justifies her Budenya speech "Bude. I'm..."

Siti was crying, for some reason she seemed to be faced with a life and death choice. Siti took a deep breath and exhaled her slowly

" I'll give Bang Dadang a chance once again. But ..! I want an agreement on paper, black on white When violated then I have the right to file for divorce and I hope Bude no longer puts me on hard choices like this. If I had survived because of the heart, but now I would have survived because of the power of the law.."

The goddess looked at Siti's face. To be honest he was amazed by the person of his nephew, even though only a High School graduate. But Siti is even more able to keep her attitude and behavior. Especially for older people.

She actually knew that Siti would not dispute her wishes. But still it does not mean that the Goddess is cruel and does not think about Siti's feelings. He only saw if Dadang seemed to be able to change. Especially so far there is no ugly thing that Dadang shows if he meets or if his daughter-in-law visits and even stays at his house in the next city.

" Bude himself will make a statement and an agreement for you. Forgive bude, bude did not feel what you have been feeling in living the household with Dadang. But marriage is a commitment. You remember how you convinced Bude that Dadang was a good guy. Dadang is your own man of choice. If now bude let you go without advice. It could be that someday you will also do the same to the problems you face" Dewi told Siti to sit in front of him.

" You have children as strength to you. Bude promised me that if Dadang hurt you again, Bude would pick you up at Bude's house.."

Siti squeezed her hand and also nodded, then Two other women of that age hugged in tears.

" Bude will be home tomorrow. The day after tomorrow is palm harvest time ..!" Bude Dewi let go of his embrace. Looking right at Siti's brown iris.

Although the widow budenya is not lacking when it comes to money, because the budenya has 5 hectares of oil palm plantation left by her husband. About Siti who every month sent bude money, it was because she wanted if bude Dewi not to worry and even think he lived hard with Dadang. Although the fact is that the money is Siti's own savings. What he collects if the coffee harvest arrives and is also the result of his activities selling online.

For him quite budenya know if he lives well with Dadang. Even if now all the disgrace of his household he finally opened his own in front of the bude.