When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
Divorce ?

A week has passed since the operation performed by Siti. On the third day Siti has been allowed to go home by the doctor, the condition of Siti who still can not do a heavy task makes Lastri invite her daughter-in-law to stay at home alone .

The treatment of her mother-in-law was admitted Siti did change one hundred and eighty degrees. But that won't change his decision to divorce Dadang. His determination was really round.

Siti indeed prefers to silence Dadang and does not want to engage in talks first with the man who still holds the title of her husband. Not disrespectful, but rather take care of his emotions that still come if he sees Dadang's face, however he still believes that it was Dadang who made him lose his future daughter and now his uterus has been removed. He only maintained the condition of his body and also felt hesitant if he had to argue at the house of in-laws.

"Mak is better ? " Salsa asked, in his hand there was a plate of vegetable pontoons that he brought from a special kitchen for Siti.

Although Siti can actually if you have to take it yourself, Salsa still wants to spoil her sister-in-law.

" If it still hurts. mbak said yes. I'm afraid there'll be an infection in the wound."

Salsa stared at Siti who was now eating Lontong . Not just a stale base of Salsa's concerns, he was a little traumatized by someone who had a secar surgery or other type of surgery. Because there are indeed their neighbors who have to operate again and cause this patient to die. That's why he is so caring for Siti so as not to move a lot.

" There is still pain . But a little bit of Sa."

Siti actually felt bad. Because Salsa and Emak really forbid him to do a lot of activities even though according to Siti not too affect the wound that has begun to dry, dry, in this situation Somehow he even remembered if he used to also live in the house of Mother when giving birth to Bara. But Lastri, her mother-in-law doesn't behave like this. Even tend to comment badly if a little Siti made a mistake. At that time Salsa was still studying in the city, the sweet girl was completing her studies in college. Somehow he felt funny and funny at the same time. How can my mother change her attitude even when her household is on the verge of destruction.

Lontong on the plate was now exhausted, just at that time Bara came from the kitchen and approached the mother.

" buh.. Atit "Bara pointed towards Siti's stomach. The boy was still lispy and sometimes incomprehensible. Siti shook her head She pulled Bara closer to her, hugged and kissed her with anxiety, "Mommy doesn't hurt on deck !" His voice softly tried to give understanding to the flower.

Bara seemed to disagree, the boy even cried and said if his mother was sick, he said continuously, he did not want if his words were denied. The mother who was following Bara had seen Bara's action and immediately invited the grandson forward, because it would be dangerous if Bara's feet hit Siti's stomach because of the constant thrashing. Bara is often tantrums these few days.maybe the boy has a hunch that the relationship between his parents will end.

Siti looked at Bara sadly, somehow if she would leave the child under the care of her mother-in-law, imagining being away from Bara really made her cramped. But sticking with a husband like Dadang is also not good for his mentality. He turned his face away when his eyes looked at Salsa.

" Am sure you want a divorce with Bang Dadang ?" Salsa seemed to know what Siti was thinking because she had been watching Siti's face carefully. " It's not better to start over. Bang Dadang has changed a lot already.."

Salsa said carefully. However, he still could not imagine the pain that Siti felt.

"Your gate always promises to change and apologizes Sa. But he always repeats the same mistake with the reason for the caliph. Mbak has given time, this is the final decision that Mbak will take . Forgive Ma'am ya Sa, maybe our soul mate just got here."

Salsa has chosen silence. Free if you have to argue with someone who has been too hurt.the events experienced by Siti, could be a hint of God so that all the wounds of her sister-in-law can end, he said, there will be rainbows after the rain !

***

Dadang heard everything Siti said, her position in the kitchen with Father made her hear clearly Siti and Salsa talk in the family room. Dadang now seems to feel how much pain he has incised on Siti. A woman who has devoted herself as her wife for the past 10 years.

" Whatever Siti's decision will be, you must accept Dang "Nurdin open his voice after no longer heard the voice of Siti and Salsa.

" sir. Dadang do not want to separate Siti .." Dadang mused, somehow the continuation of his household later. He's really sorry.

You sighed heavily, There is a sense of annoyance in him, because facing the nature of Dadang.

" What do you want Dang. Your father's advice is to lower your self-esteem as a man. And when Siti gives up because she can't stand your behavior anymore you even blame her too.."

" I've never felt humbled by you.."

" Don't dodge dang. Mom told me. All of them! Men should have self-respect. But what kind of self-esteem you used to be, you're not even responsible for the words that come from your own mouth. Don't force Siti to stick with you. Let him settle his heart in peace"

Dadang. Now even her tears are flowing again. " I still hope there's a chance sir to right my past mistakes and all this for our children.."

" If you can still persuade Siti Bapak will support you. But don't let you impose your will Dang. Learn from your mistakes, don't comment on something if you end up taking the oath and hurting it even deeper without you noticing !!!"

Stay silent .Nurdin hoped that Dadang would be wise in deciphering his advice this time.

"On children. Let them here. Let Mom and Dad take care of them. My mother agreed. All decisions are in the hands of Siti later. We don't support you getting divorced but it doesn't feel right if we impose our will on Siti. He's been depressed enough all along. So let everything flow as it should .."

Dadang looked at Nurdin with a wounded look, but if he followed his ego again. Then it could get worse. Maybe he should let go of Siti for a moment, and prove himself if he can change all his bad manners. He is the one who must fight and defend.