When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
father and son bond

Fian felt strange here, when the host even looked towards Dadang and the children who were still late in comfort gave up longing.

Seeing all this it feels like Fian can feel real, affection between the child and Dad, even though his parents have now divorced. Fian was sad and feeling bad now.

this sight certainly touched his conscience. He wouldn't be able to hold back his tears if he lingered here. But to open his mouth he felt heavy. Don't want to ruin the meeting between father and son in front of him.

" Fian, what about the payment ?"

Bude seemed to know about Fian's anxiety, because from then on Bude saw clearly Fian's movements and anxiety. Until he decides to talk to her first.

" Oh yes, bude. all according to initial agreement . Because the price of oil palm has decreased. But specifically for bude, the price will remain the same as the previous harvest, as usual the price according to the quality. ." Fian explained in detail. felt saved by the question asked by Bude from Siti.

"oh, then, thank you very much, son of Fian. Bude thinks he'll get a low price anyway.." Bude laughed happily, and stared softly at the agitated-looking Siti.

" You why Siti ?"

Siti smiled awkwardly

" Why not bude. It's just hot weather.."

Siti also does not know, why she is nervous erratically this way.maybe the existence of Dadang that has made her uncomfortable.

" Bud. I say yes. As usual, Fian will transfer the money to Bude.." Fian said goodbye, nodding politely to Siti, Dadang and also bude Dewi.

The goddess also seemed to respond. Actually, he was a bit sad to see Fian. was young but already holds the status of Duda, because his wife died during childbirth, and now his son was taken care of by the grandmother of the woman.

seeing Dadang come here and greeted with haru, It must make the man's heart remember the figure of his son who is now two years old.

Dadang decided to spend the night at Dewi's bude house. Because the children who still miss, hold him to stay here and not go home..Actually Siti somewhat objected, I don't know what the neighbors said later. But seeing his children who seemed unwilling to escape with the figure of Dadang made him unable to do much.

because for him now the happiness of his three sons is more important than anything,

After all, they had only met when they had gone through a month without the figure of Dad.

Siti does not want to be considered a bad mother, just because she thinks of her own ego.

" well. Dad's not going to split again, are we the same ? Dio doesn't want to go far from dad.!!" Dio looked at Dadang with his innocent eyes, now they were at the table eating. Dio had asked to be fed to Dadang, a habit that had always been Dadang do to his second child.

" Dad to go back to Grandma's house, Dio. But if Dio wants to come with me, I can. The condition is that Dio can not cry and ask to go home to see Mom. How does Dio agree or not ?"

Dio looked at his parents in turn. He remained silent as if it was hard to make a decision.

" It can't be if we're the same as we used to be.."

Dadang fell silent, staring at Siti.

" Can't kid, I have to work to make money for Dio's school later, but if Dio wants to come with me it's okay.. Later there Dio accompanied aunt Salsa.."

" Dio does not want to ahh, if not the same as Bara and Bang Rama.." The boy looked down deeply, making Siti's eyes glaze over. This is the kind of thing that he has been avoiding so far. But if he returned to Dadang, he was afraid that his soul would be shaken and cause his sane to disappear.

" Yes .if so, let me just come here often to see Dio. Dio agrees with Grandma's proposal ?"

Bude Dewi finally helped provide solutions to the innocent behavior of the grandson.

hearing that Dio finally smiled happily. But what they did not realize was the figure of Rama who had even just stirred the food on his plate without touching it in the slightest, no matter how longing for the father, no matter what, just as much as Dio's sister felt. But now in his view as if only Dio was injured because of the separation of his parents. And that certainly makes him a little unhappy.

Breakfast is now finished. Now is the time for Rama to go to school, although there is a lot of drama because Rama also does not want to be separated with the figure of Dadang. actually Dadang wants to take his eldest son but is afraid later he will be stray, even stray, because of the location of the school that is far away with a winding road entering the village.

Be He just stared at his son who is now being piggybacked by Siti.

Give the pocket money to Rama and ask him to downsize. After being persuaded and given understanding, Rama finally understood and wanted to go to school. Sited Siti as usual.

" Dang, next time if you want to come here.. Let Bude prepare your favorite food..!!"

They are now sitting on the terrace, with Dadang holding Bara, while Dio insists on taking Rama to school because every day his routine is like that.

" Dadang is really ashamed to come here bude. But Dadang's longing can't be held back anymore.." Dadang spoke slowly, while looking fixed on the face of Bara who was busy with a robot toy in her hand.

" Why should I be ashamed ? Your relationship with Siti has ended, and has become an ex. But until anytime. Rama, Dio and Bara are still your children . Because there is no such thing as the term ex-child. Until whenever they're your flesh and blood." Bude said firmly, as if angry at the wrong thoughts of Dadang.

" I don't know bude, I don't mean to refuse to think about children's hearts. But looking at Siti, to be honest it was as if there was a big mirror that always reminded me of what I did to her . It makes me feel so sinful and incapable of forgiving myself .."

"everything will pass with time. What is important now is your relationship with the children. Because in fact, they must be a priority for you and Siti as parents, your household can fail. But don't let your parents fail either.."

Dadang just nodded in response to the advice of Bude Dewi. There was a slight sense of adem encircling his heart now. If the house cannot be repaired. So the focus now is on the children's happiness and their future.

Let time answer . The important thing is that his heart has calmed down to accept everything he has been through.