When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
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I now look back at Dadang with annoyance.if he was serious he should not just disappear without news for two weeks. Anyone would have thought that the man was joking, after his treatment of me.

" If you're serious you shouldn't disappear without news. Why come back after two weeks. That's what you call serious !!!" My emotions were provoked because of Dadang's speech and behavior.

The man looked back at me, his eyes implying regret and doubt "I thought you chose that guy.Yet you went home, you left, left me without even an answer.."

So then. He and I both misunderstood, was he jealous ?

" After two weeks, I realized I had to fight if I wanted you. It was not that giving up losing like this that even retreated before fighting. That's why I came here, to say the same thing, and to ask you for an answer. And please don't run away again before it's all clear. .."

I feel shocked by Dadang's words. However it did feel funny to me at that time, between happy, not believing even strange thoughts suddenly flashed in my brain.maybe that's called misbehavior ended in misunderstanding.

" I was just surprised yesterday . In part there is no wind there is no rain suddenly proposed. invited to marry someone who absolutely no one imagined me. I'm sorry yes "

The young man took a deep breath, "so . How ?"

"What?"

"Answer of my request. You want to marry me ?"

" Who will marry, and who will ?"

Bude Dewi was suddenly there in front of the door and there was also Fian beside him, maybe Fian who drove bude. why did I not even hear the roar of his car ?

I woke up and lowered my head to avoid the question that came from Bude's mouth. Honestly, I can't stand it if this is heard by Bude. Bude would be misunderstood.

" You want to get married ? why !!! Is this the answer to what you said earlier Siti. so you really want to marry young ? just as this man "Bude spoke out loudly, his index finger pointed right in front of Dadang.

Dadang stood up, but his attitude was still calm. " Sit down, Bude, let's have a good time talking.."

" don't be so smart, this house is my home. How are you the one who is.."

Bude did twitch his tongue but finally he sat down too, I can feel now his eyes are looking at me with a sharp look .

" You didn't do anything fatal, did you, Siti?"

I lowered my head and shook my head many times.I somehow heard bude say in a high tone, making my voice shrink.

" i proposed to Siti as my wife bude? I asked Siti for an answer. But since bude is here all of you , we listen to Siti's answer to my heart's intent to confuse her, bude don't get me wrong, we haven't even dated.."

" So it's not because you've done anything indecent !! this is purely your intention Dadang ? "

" Yes bude. We also have no relationship more than friends bude. But I am ready if Siti accepts me as her husband, I love her bude, I promise bude will make Siti happy. And take care of Siti for the rest of my life.."

" the decision is from Siti herself.But is not too fast? bude, you are still young. This will affect your mindset later, The household is not just a channeling of passions, but also about commitment.."

" Adult size does not depend on the age of the bude.kan important we are both loving each other and there is a genuine intention underlying. But that's if Siti has the same feelings as me bude. Because it's useless if I'm the only one who wants it while Siti doesn't..."

The clinking of the hape broke the silence, forcing us to look at the door. I forgot that there was also Fian, who was still faithfully standing near the door. The man's voice also looked tense. With the wrong behavior he picked up the phone, after bending his heels the figure went out, maybe also feel uncomfortable if the conversation on the phone was heard by us.

After the death of Fian , my eyes that had been watching the movements of the man were now even looking at the black eyes of Bude, I looked down again. I don't know why I feel like I'm being caught making a big mistake.

" Then Siti. What's your answer ? Hasn't it been too long to wait. Do you need more time to think ?"

Bude forced me again to return to the reality I now face.

" a-ku... Can you ask for some time, right, Dang ?"

Yes, I can't give him an answer right now.

Especially considering what Bude said about commitment. Can I if I only have to serve and be on the side of Dadang later. Honestly, my mind hasn't even gotten there. " If we don't match. You still want to be friends with me ?"

Dadang put on a reassuring smile, His attitude is really mature in my opinion. But I don't know, my brain hasn't thought of an answer even though I've been waiting for this guy to call me for two weeks.

It feels like there is still something stuck , whether it is about what ..

" Then I say yes bude, Siti. whenever you feel that if your decision is steady then I, will wait for that time to arrive. But don't slow down. Later hehe moss"

Dadang saluted bude for saying goodbye, while I just smiled a little feel funny with what he said earlier.

***

" How long have you known me ?"

I turned to the direction where the voice came from, I had indeed led Dadang to the front door. But it turns out that Bude still sits in his place earlier.

" Don't you know Bude, it's still a matter of months.you know that guy ?"

"he's known for a long time bude from High School.." I sat down near Bude, answering his question.

" One school ? How you never told me. Which you often call even the Angga."

" Not one school. So Siti did not tell. anyways we did not date before.."

" Oh bude thought that Angga you changed his name, so that bude did not forbid you to make a series with him.."

Bude does not like Angga said Bude is still dating LDR, how if you want to get married..

" Bude there's-there's aja .." I chuckled, looking at the bude who put on a sinless face.

" Bude, I don't think you agree with him ..! Mending the same Fian, his son is good, diligent and his origin bude know. You will be happy if he is the same, both his mother and father are good. Never demeaning anyone else. But if Dadang. We don't know how his family is. Whether or not, I can appreciate it or not. Later it can be after marriage you are used as a free helper again. Kayak ditv-tvs. Although it is your desire not to continue college but they want to know what your reason is . Usually education is a benchmark of adab and politeness of a person. But it's a different context. Bude doesn't want to until you're humbled, because of the title...."

I'm pondering all bude's sayings. I don't know before giving an answer as if bude mengultimatum to me if I have to think carefully first. Will Bude agree if I agree to Dadang's request ..