When Passion Is Greater Than Lust
wedded

The wedding has now been in plain sight, according to the agreement if the contract will be carried out 10 days after the application event, I see bude seem eager to make preparations even though he himself, bude prefers to trouble Fian to get here and there, he deliberately forbade me to leave the house especially if I have to travel on a motorbike.

Bude said if the bride and groom spread the smell of flowers, and will invite danger if you travel often, especially if you use a vehicle.

Such is the myth that is believed by the village officials, in our area.

I also complied, and now even kept silent in the room .

Sometimes it also helps the busy neighbors prepare everything related to the wedding. Starting from making janur, cooking various cakes and preparing spices that will be used before H-1 as the guest host of the invitees who will be present.

The house is now never deserted, there are only those who come . either just coffee together, or karaoke together. Sometimes they also slaughtered chickens that were brought by neighbors when they came, as a hand.

Today Bude invited me to fit a wedding dress, although I convinced bude if I would wear the kebaya that mom used when married but apparently bude kekeh said if this is for my preparation when changing clothes later. because it is impossible during the reception and I use the same kebaya..

" I think it's just right!!" The designer roused me from daydreams. This dress is so beautiful, I can't imagine the price you would pay for just one dress.

" ii ..ya..! " I stammered and looked at the bude full of haru, this much bude love for me. Somehow if not the bude who is next to me at the moment. Will everything go smoothly and even this easy ?

" Why are you crying, son ?"

Bude approached me and stared fixedly at my face which was now adorned with tears.

" you don't like the dress, but this is the most recommended here. But if you don't like it let's try something else.."

" Aa. I like bude. Really like it. Thanks bude. I'm really lucky to have a bude..." I hugged the figure tightly, even though it was not born from his womb I promised not to hurt bude's heart, either for any reason later.

Bude rubbed my head gently in his arms,

" Bude pray that your marriage will be happy and lasting until death separates.. There is nothing happiest for a mother, other than seeing her daughter live happily, Do'a bude is always with you Siti. ."

We even dissolve the atmosphere created. I looked back at my reflection in the mirror. I feel like a princess in the real world now.

" What about Bude, so this dress ? the bride-to-be can not be much cry, later even look old fitting, that's what I often dread bude..."

The half-baked man returned to his voice, although his speech was still normal and not much, but his sparkling behavior could not be hidden. I giggled at the strange myth that had just come out of his mouth.

" Halaah you Rohim knowingly.." Bude ticked him tight, though,

" Rohima bude's. Not Rohim.ckckkck" Rohim stroked his head which must have been hot because it was hit by the death of Bude..

I really know what it feels like, because Bude has a habit of doing that if he is upset..

***

I picked up the glass and looked again at the makeup on my face as a distraction from the nervousness that was coming.

"I accept the marriage and marriage of NURSITI HANDAYani Binti Zakaria. with dowry a set of prayer tools and Qur'an and money 100 million rupiah, CASH !!!"

The word Sah echoes in this house. I couldn't bear to not cry, although many times I held her still my cheeks were wet with tears..

Bude came up to me, his hand he stretched out on me, asking me to stand up, get out of the room and meet the man who had just officially become my husband..

I kept my head down, holding haru who was endlessly controlling the heart. I didn't expect it to be so difficult to hold back the happy day that was now whack, Until in front of Bang Dadang I immediately greeted his hands of reverence, and I got a reply a kiss on my forehead.

The event is now continued, with do'a as well as marriage advice given by the head of KUA.

Throughout the event the man who had officially become my husband always held tightly to my hand, reluctant to let go.

" You are beautiful deck, you did not expect you to choose Brother, even though surrounded by handsome men who are well established.." Again, bang Dadang kissed my hand, The world now feels like both of us.

It turns out like this if we go through a relationship with a healthy courtship, without any meaningful physical touch. Just by sitting close and looking at the bang Dadang this close my heart is very happy,

The thought of going through life together later made me even more embarrassed, Damn the first night word suddenly flashed in my brain.

" Why dumb. The show is about to finish deck. Let's go ahead, greet the guests who have finished lunch.."

I followed the steps of bang Dadang, we walked hand in hand with each other. I really can't believe that we've now officially become husband and wife..!

The guests present now greeted us one by one, they lined up in sequence with friendly faces.

When the atmosphere began to quiet, I leaned back on the sofa that had been prepared for the bride, it felt like my body was crumbling, although there were no heavy accessories that I was wearing somehow tired even approached this body. But maybe because it's too long standing so I'm this tired right now.

Bang Dadang sat next to me "you why deck ? "

" Not knowing this bang. Body crumbs, hurts everything.."

Bang Dadang smiled, though,

" At the end of the deck soon, patiently "Yes "

I nodded and fixed my sitting position to make it look more graceful and polite, not anything. Bude's face that was staring closely earlier seemed to remind me. He smiles at the guests but his eyes are watching over me.

Bude has indeed warned me to maintain an attitude, if later in front of guests. But where we can control the fatigue that suddenly whack. I was just a reflex, but apparently, Bude noticed. Can down my graceful image today if suddenly bude even approached and said the things that have been implied in his eyes since then.

quickly put my best smile on to Bude, as a sign of understanding and apology..