Because I Don't Want to Lose
50 - Closing

Izzar looked at Anaya from the open door. He said nothing even though Anaya's big eyes pierced him sharply. The anger that emanated was instead reciprocated with a cold look. Just a few seconds Anaya held on. Then he lowered his face.

Although his heart was relieved to conquer the sharp eyes of Anaya, Izzar held back his smile. He hasn't won if the wry-faced sedanb hasn't come home with him.

Anaya removed the link of her deadbolt lock. Stay away from the door, let Izzar in. He sat on the 1 seater sofa, to prevent Izzar from sitting next to him. He tried to keep his distance as far as possible.

After closing the door, Izzar checked all the rooms. Seeing her behavior, Anaya felt suspected of saving someone. But, he did not want to comment. His determination is to be as quiet as possible.

"If you want to run away, why not just stay in your own house?" izzar asked, sitting on the sideways seat of Anaya.

Anaya crossed her arms around her chest. Inwardly, he said, "if my home is not a blur."

"Why are you going?" Izzar looked at Anaya.

The one in the stare closed his lips and lowered his head.

A minute, three minutes, no words from Anaya. Izzar patiently waited. When his phone rang, he just looked at it and grabbed it.

Six minutes, ten minutes, Izzar's phone was back. There was a message coming from his men. He opened, read and answered. Every now and then he glanced at Anaya who remained with her position.

Still not getting Anaya's response, Izzar continued to exchange messages on his phone.

Anaya who, though in silence, watched Izzar's movements, grew irritated. And indeed he began not to stand still.

"If you just want to play, why are you here?" sindir Anaya ketus's.

"I'm not playing, I'm answering an important message, waiting for you to answer my question." Izzar continued the answer to his message.

"Message is more important?" Anaya is sewot.

"You want to be considered important? Answer my question!" Izzar put his phone on the table. He began to get angry with Anaya's sulking behavior.

A few seconds later, Anaya was silent. Izzar may not know how he reluctantly spoke revealing the emotional turmoil in his heart. If he knew, he didn't seem to care. His attitude was very demanding to Anaya.

"Annaya." Izzar's voice softened.

Anaya raised her face. He knew Izzar would not stop urging him until he spoke. So, he must get this over with as soon as possible.

"I'm tired." Anaya did not look at Izzar. His eyes were fixed on Izzar's phone on the table.

"If you're tired, you should stop, not run. Never will this run of yours solve the problem."

"The problem with you can never be solved. Recur. Make me tired and lazy to talk." Anaya.

"What problems? Sasika?... How to finish if you choose to run away, not listen."

"What else needs to be heard when the eyes are looking?" Anaya won't lose.

"Annaya... Eyes can see wrong. It has often happened everywhere, just because of a little look, negative perceptions appear first. The full story could be the opposite. Now, this is what is happening with you" said Izzar.

"So, you think there was something wrong with my eyes yesterday? Were my eyes also at the wrong time at the top first? I can't have negative thoughts if you're hugged by your ex?" Anaya's voice was rising.

"That time you promised not to lash out because of him again. I have to explain what else if I don't have anything else with him. Don't think you're the only one tired. I'm also bored if that's all you make excuses for." Izzar complained.

"At that time you promised never to lie again. But, in fact, you lied to me from the beginning!" Anaya's chest rumbled.

"What lie?" ask Izzar calmly.

Anaya held her breath.

"You used to want to marry me for money, right?"

Izzar was shocked by Anaya's question. Also wonder why it was revealed again.

"Yes indeed. But you offered me first." Izzar.

"Your intention from the beginning was not true to me. You want to be with me just because of my money offer. Your goal is just material."

Izzar did not deny Anaya's speech. Because that was the way he intended first. Although, he still lived with responsibility. And where he knows in the middle of the road his feelings change, so does Anaya.

"Aren't we using each other?" Izzar turned back Anaya's sentence.

"I was just once, at the beginning. But you keep going. Until you take advantage of Naira's grandfather. You take advantage of our relationship, you trap me, for your benefit. That's why you never want to open up to me. About Naira's legacy, projects, stocks. I don't like being lied to! I don't like to know the last one!"

After one talk, Anaya was unstoppable to vent her heart. Length and width, with emotional intonation up and down. Izzar silently looked at Anaya's facial expression as he revealed everything. Although not exactly the same, what Anaya said had been heard from Sandra.

Izzar's mouth was locked, though his heart wanted to refute all of Anaya's allegations.

“Why silent?”

Izzar sighed. “You want me to say what?”

“Yang actually! Why can Mr Arsyad trust you so much? Trusting the fate of the company he built for his family, to you. Not to his son?” anaya Urge.

“I don't know. Why don't you ask her directly?”

“Ngga maybe you don't know!” Anaya's voice was rising. Her face

Of course Izzar knows. But, he was bound by an agreement with Mr. Arsyad not to tell Anaya. It really went wrong.

"Why can't you answer? You always have an answer." Anaya.

Izzar looked at Anaya. Anaya's hardened face with countless irritated eyes, scratched her heart.

"Wouldn't you believe me? I have no intention of messing with you!" Izzar had no other way of convincing this woman not to accuse him.

"Related!" Anaya firmly. "Nobody can be trusted from you! Letting go of your ex can't! Then I didn't think I set me up and Naira!"

Izzar's phone on the table rang. Anaya did not get to see the name of the caller because Izzar quickly grabbed him. His forehead creased, but he did not answer. He turned his eyes to Anaya.

"okay!... So, if you can't trust me anymore, what do you want now?" Izzar suddenly looked impatient.

"I just want you to be honest" Anaya replied coldly.

"Right now I can't, Anaya."

Izzar's reply added to Anaya's annoyance and anger.

"Yes already!" Anaya stand. "We go back to our contract first. Next month our marriage agreement is finalized. But you don't have to wait another month. From now on, you're free!"

Izzar's phone rings again. This time he answered. His face turned tense.

Anaya inwardly guessed who twice called Izzar. But, he was afraid to ask.

"Yes! Wait there!" Izzar ended the call and stood up as well.

Anaya's legs were ready to keep their distance, worried that Izzar was approaching her.

"In the meantime, instead of time at the hotel at Puncak, you've canceled that contract?"

Anaya. He remembered that night. He recalled the details of the times he turned himself in to Izzar. His brain thought quickly to find the right answer.

"That was before I knew you were lying to me!"

"You sure? What do you say means to end us?"

"Related! I don't want to be with a guy who just usually benefits me and can't be honest!" Anaya won't budge.

Izzar scratched his forehead. He wanted to argue with Anaya, but the phone just caught his attention and made him have to pick right away. Continuing the fight with Anaya was definitely not her choice. Freely forced.

"okay!" Izzar turned his body and walked towards the door and exited.

Anaya. A few moments he stood up. Some of his soul hoped that the door that had been closed was opened again.

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