
Kanaya Zavira POV's
I felt the gusts of wind and the roar of the waves sweeping the shore sounding in my ears.
I know this beach. The first time I opened my eyes. This beach gives me so many wonderful memories. This beach is where I first came with Devan in town B, and it's on this beach that Devan gave me a squid of field sauce while I was pregnant with Alvaro. His place in the tavern, the tavern that is currently still standing upright. But at the moment, this beach is so quiet. There's no one here.
"Kanaya!" I heard a familiar voice calling my name.
I turned my head and I saw Devan smiling and waving his hand at me asking me to come up to him. A smile rose on my face as I looked at her again, stood straight and looked at me longingly.
I ran up to him and jumped towards him, feeling his warm, sturdy body in my arms. I clutched the white-clothed body tightly and did not want me to let go.
"Devan, I miss you! I miss you so much!" My words were tiled up, letting go of my longing for her. It was as if - it would have been years since I had not seen him, my friend, my lover, my love.
"I love you too, I miss you so much!" He said while pecking at my head. Hugged me tightly in his warm embrace.
My heart is flowering - flowers, I have never felt this kind of happiness, can hug it back, feel warm and breathe its distinctive aroma.
"Look baby, you're still as beautiful as ever. Kanaya Zavira, a quiet girl with a dewy heart" said Devan, looking closely at me. I smiled at her compliments. The praise I so longed for came out of his mouth. The loving word I miss so much.
Miss you. I miss every word you say, your laughter even the way you look at me and hold me tightly in your arms.
You always make me feel special, you adore me, and you will do anything for me.
We looked at each other, and I felt peace as I looked into her eyes. The anxiety I felt suddenly disappeared just by looking into his eyes. Eyes that if I look at can penetrate to the bottom of the recesses of his heart, where I can feel the warmth of his love for me.
He let go of my arms and took my hand, taking me for a walk along the edge of the beach.Enjoying the moment before sunset. Just the two of you. Our. Me and Him.
"Kanaya, do you know why people like to watch the sunset so much?" devan asked while looking at the sun which began to emit orange, orange and reddish colors in the western horizon.
I stared at the sun for a moment before I turned to him.
"Because it's beautiful" I replied.
Devan chuckles. The most beautiful thing I've ever heard. I don't know why what I felt to her that afternoon was the most beautiful of hers.
"There is nothing more beautiful than looking at you" he said, winking one eye. Makes my cheeks feel warm.
"But you're right. Because the sunset view is beautiful, and people still look for it, even though they know it is a sign that the sun will disappear. You know why?" ask Devan again.
I thought and shook my head, not knowing for sure why.
"Because the beauty of the sunset will remain in mind even though the sun has been lost. Here," Devan said as he grabbed my hand and placed my hand on my chest.
At that instant my heart also felt sore, the pain was so intense that it caused my tears to drip.
"No Devan! You can't go!" I screamed while hugging him tightly.
"Kanaya my dear," he said in my ear, making my body tremble violently, and my cries grew louder and louder.
I clenched her body tighter, but no matter how tightly I hugged her, her hands could easily pull me away from her. Make a little distance between me and him, so he can look me in the eye. Hypnotizing me with his eyes.
He smiled and his fingers wiped away the warm water droplets that were endlessly flowing down my cheeks.
"Dear dear, I will never leave you. I will always be here, in your heart, Alvaro and Clara" she said, putting her hand on my chest.
"Just let me go" he said before he kissed my forehead and walked back away from me.
"Devannn!" Call her.
"Take good care of yourself, dear" he said with a smile and went away, walking down the beach. Until I finally could see no more. Meanwhile, I just fell silent there and called his name without being able to give my legs to chase after him.
I cried and closed my eyes, realizing that he was gone. He has disappeared. There are only good memories that I will never forget forever.
When I opened my eyes, the sky - the sky of my room and Devan - stretched out above me. No longer a beautiful view of the beach with sunset in the afternoon.
My wet cheeks shed tears and so did the pillow I used as my head pad.
I lay alone on that bed. The bed I used to share with Devan's body warm.
This time the bed was so cold and quiet, though I could still breathe Devan's scent in the bed and in the room, but the warmth was gone.
I hugged the bolsters by my side and breathed the smell of his body. How can I let go, baby?
It's been a few days since I first saw Devan lying weakly in that ICU bedroom bed. Doctors have given statements that Devan suffered many collisions, especially in the part of his head that caused coma and unconsciousness.The condition is getting weaker every day, especially in the future, even doctors have used life support tools for her.
Alvaro and Clara have found out what happened to their father, and I can't keep it a secret anymore.
It is hard for us to accept this reality. Don't mind for Alvaro and Clara, I still can't accept what happened to Devan.
Every day we go to the hospital. I told Alvaro and Clara to talk to their father, because their father must have listened to what they said. That's what I believe. Although Devan is in a coma, I am sure Devan can still feel our presence there.
I could feel the sadness of Alvaro and Clara, because I felt it too. But I always hoped that Devan would wake up one day and be healthy again as ever, ignoring what the doctor said about Devan's health condition.
Yes, the Doctor has told me that it is unlikely that Devan will be able to survive his present condition and it is best to let him go, by snapping the life support machine that supports his current 'being.
All the veins inside me deny what the doctor told me, until now. When Devan came to me in my sleep.
Just let me go, the question.
"Darling, can I let you go?"
Seriate...
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