DEAPECTRUMS
035. LET ME KISS YOU

I really don't understand what Ian's saying. But I feel like Ian doesn't like it if I keep thinking about the boy I never met.

“You've been waiting for me for a long time?” Cleve asked suddenly sat in front of me. “You guys why, did something happen?” Cleve looked at me and Ian seriously.

“Have finished making out?” Ian said with an annoyed face to Cleve. “I can't believe you and that guy were kissing in public. Even you didn't come home last night, you must have slept with him, right?”

“That's right, last night I slept with him. Why are you mad like that at me?” Cleve asked in an annoyed tone as well. “What is my fault? You're not jealous of me, are you?”

“Jealous? That's right." Ian was getting annoyed until his voice sounded louder. “You are not like a woman in my eyes. I just don't like you not keeping your word. You said you'd have lunch with us and see what time it is?” Ian's tone of voice grew louder so that all the eyes of the visitors in this restaurant looked at us.

“Then you envy me right? You envy not being able to find a woman and make out with her. Don't tell me that you feel sorry for leaving Poegriye Island because you can no longer have sex with the women there right?”

“You two shut up!” It was so cold that Ian and Cleve stopped fighting. “And you shouldn't have said that to Cleve.”

“Well look, Bee, defend me,” Cleve said happily.

“You're also Cleve! You promised to have lunch with us but you didn't keep your promise,” I continued so Ian looked happy. “And one more thing, never mention about Poegriye Island or college again in a public place like this.”

“See right? Bee defends me more!” Ian said as he pointed at Cleve with a happy smile. “It's true don't mention about our past.”

“I know I was wrong,” Cleve replied. “I'm sorry, I promise I won't not keep my promise again,” Cleve continued looking at me. “But I can't always be with you guys anymore because I really like Hansly. You two understand, right?”

The next night I chose to rest at the inn and not go to the black market.

Cleve is still with Hansly, the security guard who is his girlfriend and I'm sure Cleve won't be coming home tonight either.

The black market lasts for only five hours, eleven at night until four in the morning. Usually around one or two in the evening we return to the inn to sleep, but tonight Ian has not returned.

He must have met the security guards and chatted together. No. I thought that Ian would become a confidant of the security soldiers very quickly, even they were already friends by now. So too with the former herd of criminals. You could say Ian managed to take their hearts all with his cleverness.

I tried to close my eyes, but the drowsiness did not strike me. It is almost four in the morning. I just lay in bed with my thoughts still spinning in my head.

If I knew it would be like this, I'd better go on the black market with Ian.

It's been three months we've been together and now I'm the only one in this room. I really feel lonely.

I got up from my bedside position and sat down leaning on the side of the bed. Staring around the room and thinking back to the first time the three of us came to this place.

The three of us were happy and it never occurred to me if there was only me in this room at last.

In the past, I was with Isbell and Jatnera together in our very narrow hut and finally Isbell left me, and then I lost Jatnera.

Until now I did not know the whereabouts of the Jatnera. I'm not even sure if Jatnera's alive or not. If she's still alive, I'm sure Jatnera has grown into a beautiful woman.

Tears began to come out from both sides of my eyes as I felt the loneliness I had experienced once again.

Although I knew that one day the three of us had to split up, but I didn't want that moment to come too soon.

With his handsome face and cleverness, it won't be hard for Ian to find a woman, even I'm sure that Ian can lure a woman who isn't a dumpster.

It's really sad, only I will end up feeling as lonely as I am right now. I'm not interested in anyone and just want to meet that boy.

I removed the boy's necklace from my neck. All this time I wore it around my neck so that if anyone knew the boy and his necklace, he could tell me where the boy was.

But I've been here for three months but still can't find it.

Suddenly the sound of the door being knocked. It must be Ian. I put the necklace on the bedside table and went to the door.

When I opened the door, Ian smiled at me and the smell of booze sprinkled from his body. He must have been drinking with his new friends until now drunk.

“I'm glad you waited for me and didn't leave like your best friend,” said Ian smiling with a drunken face.

“How many glasses did you drink? Go and come back when you're not drunk. I don't want this room to smell like alcohol,” I said with a slight annoyance.

“Why are you so fierce, Bee?” Look at Ian with his eyes reddened. “You are beautiful, but your beauty is lost if you continue to have a fierce face like that.”

“Stop babbling, you drunk, listen?” Excruciate. “Go!”

When I wanted to close the door Ian held her by the hand, it made me even more upset.

“You made my patience run out, Ian—”

Suddenly Ian dropped himself on me, all I could to hold him back so we wouldn't fall down but Ian pushed me until we fell on the bed.

Ian hit me with his body so I couldn't move and the smell of liquor was getting smelled from his body.

“Wake up before I take my sword and cut off your head" I threatened.

“Can you do it like this?” Ian's question raised his head until his face was right in front of me but his eyes didn't look at me. “You are only a woman,” said Ian turning his gaze into my eyes.

I recalled when he said to Cleve, If he didn't see Cleve like a woman, but he said the opposite to me. What does his words mean?

Ian smiled, “I only drank two glasses and it didn't make me drunk.” Our eyes were both so cold. “We'll always be together right, Bee?”

I did not answer and just looked at him. Suddenly Ian brought his face closer to mine, he wanted to kiss me, but I turned my head to the right, avoiding his kiss.

“Even you don't want me to kiss.” Ian laughed a little. “Stop thinking of anyone who isn't in front of you!” Ian shouted in annoyance.

“You're drunk!” Cold speech.

“What's right, you stay cool when things are like this,” said Ian. “At least let me kiss you!” Ian Furious.

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