Trapped by the Love of Leaning
Am I crazy ?
Jason's still in the office, he just finished a meeting.
His mind was not calm, his chest was pounding like something was about to happen, he became agitated, but he also did not know what was wrong with his feelings.
He decided to check the cctv in his girlfriend's apartment, nothing happened, just that the whole room seemed quiet, it seemed Misca and Shirleen were in the room.
He tried to muffle everything, take his breath slowly and then exhale, just do it repeatedly, so that his heart beat back to normal.
Still can not, he decided to look for something on the internet, a reference to calm the mind, I don't know maybe he is too much work and other activities, so he needs a short break, vacation for example.
He gasped, on his search page written clearly "how to deal with and defuse false contractions".
Shirleen was looking for him, did something happen to Shirleen.
When he bought Shirleen a cell phone he accidentally registered her email there, he used the same email as Shirleen, so he could easily find out what her lover was looking for in cyberspace. Although Shirleen still uses her personal account though.
For the business, he uses different email and mobile phone, company security should not be considered trivial, even with his wife even later.
Then he checked the cctv again, he replayed everything recorded from this morning, he found Misca who looked panicked out and went back into his mother's room. Right, something must have happened.
Without much more calculation, he immediately got down and drove his car fast towards Shirleen's apartment, the thoughts of Shirleen and Misca who only lived alone in the apartment continued to suppress his anxiety. What a four-year-old boy can do, he looks smart and frustrated.
Today is the day of Riana's return to the homeland, she who was accompanied by Suminem was seen waiting for her invitation.
Athar who saw his wife and aides were directly helping Riana towards the car, he did not want to linger to see the uncomfortable gaze of airport visitors who looked at his wife furious. How not, the stench of his wife's stinging stench makes anyone will throw an unpleasant gaze.
"Sir Athar, what about me do I have to come or do I go and come back tomorrow at Mr Athar's house ?" Inem asked when he was in the car, hoping that his employment contract would expire soon.
"Eemm, you come with me, I'll extend your contract !" He could not have dismissed Inem, who would have taken care of his wife if Inem stopped.
"Well sir" replied Inem, in a smile he was disappointed, but he tried not to show it, his own fault who had dared to carry out this idiotic task.
Then the three went to the Athar residence, there was Sri who was waiting for them with Fahira.
Riana was hoping to be anxious, she was afraid that her husband would throw her into a mental hospital, given her current condition, maybe that was the most suitable place to be her nest.
I'm not crazy, just I keep hallucinating about that crazy thing, sorry, Shirleen, heh this shit.
Is Mas Athar going to take me to a mental institution, I told you I'm not crazy. It's just this is all out of my control*.
Athar and his entourage have arrived, Sri who is carrying Fahira welcomes them with pleasure. Even Riana who seemed enthusiastic to meet his daughter, he asked with a signal to Sri to bring him closer to his daughter.
This is Mom son, I love you Fahira. Fahira's Mom's son, this is my dear mother...
He wanted to kiss that little baby.
Athar who saw it was a dream, the hatred of his wife he put aside, what he saw now was a suffering, holding back the longing was sick, what else after meeting could not even vent it.
"Sri you bring Fahira to his room yes, Nem you can rest in the guest room, Sri please take Inem all ya"
"Good Sir"
Athar takes Riana to their room, no more intimacy, there is only the duty of obligatory sympathy for the sick wife. Athar refused to say much, but his treatment still showed he cared.
"Mas.." said Riana, she could not talk much, but she was eager to talk to her husband as before, as in the beginning of their marriage.
"Heemmm" replied Athar, he approached his wife, moving Riana from wheelchair to bed.
"Mas, am I crazy ?" riana asked, even though she had been sentenced to be crazy by the doctor, but she still wanted to hear her husband's answer.
Say no, say no, that's enough to prove that you really still love me.
There is hope that if her husband believes that he is not crazy, it is enough to encourage him to enjoy this pain and suffering.
But reality did not match expectations, Athar did not answer, he chose silence did not respond.
Riana was crying, she should not have expected much, after the day she admitted everything to Mas Athar, she should have known that her husband had swallowed a whole lot of disappointment.
Why does it hurt so much...
Seriate...
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