Trapped by the Love of Leaning
Forget him !
"Len, how come I'm so messianic." said Weni when she and Shirleen were already in the toilet.
"There's no sense of your times." guess Shirleen.
"Well you are, the nanya are real." annoyed Weni.
"I'm also kasian, Wen how did you become ?" ask Shirleen.
"What ?"
"You're supposed to make a deal with him later that afternoon, right ?"
"Yes, now I can't say if it's not the situation" said Weni.
"Haah, give me your hand."
"Hopefully she'll be aware, I'm afraid of Len." Weni added.
"Fear why ?" ask Shirleen again.
"It's very bad, he's still unconscious" Weni replied.
"Yes, but Jason said no papa, Yudha will wake up."
"Where are you from ?" ask Weni.
Shirleen shrugged both of her shoulders.
"Len Yudha is reckless, if he comes to his senses and contacts me, what should I do ?" ask Weni.
"Wen, you've already killed him before, well continue" Shirleen said.
"Yes, too" Weni seemed hesitant, "So accept this for example ?" ask again.
"Tau ah, kirain wants to do what to go to the toilet, he only knows his heart problem is doang." murmured Shirleen.
"Len, this is also important, there is Mama Yudha, I can be sure Yudha has not told Aunt Vienna her closeness to me."
"Wen, don't tell me you want to change your mind after Yudha, you don't be a jerk !"
"Eh." Weni glared her eyes, so easily her thinking was guessed "Kok you know what Len is ?" ask Weni.
"Wen, you really don't have any feelings for her ?" shirleen asked once more and for the umpteenth time she asked so, still hoping that Weni would accept Yudha.
Weni shook her head slowly, she was actually not sure either, but maybe her feelings were heavier to not have more feelings.
"Heah, Weni Weni, in vain I'm bribe talking about this, nasehatin you anything, if you still do not want to be useless, he said yesterday to open your heart." snorted Shirleen upset.
"Why are you even angry ?" ask Weni.
"Wen, I've never seen in my life you have more relationships than friends or coworkers if you're with a guy, there are always people who want to be with you, how can I not be happy, is he Yudha his friend Jason, I think he's good, from a good family too, just your lack of age, but I can be happy just like Jason, for me why don't you ?" obviously Shirleen, she was a little unhappy with Weni's rejection, even though she just wanted to see Weni happy with a boyfriend and well hopefully to get to the bottom like her.
"I'm just afraid of hurting him Len !" weni.
"Wen hurt it for sure, just don't be frequent, let alone dating, who has married can be hurtful, you dare to say that even though you haven't tried, strange know, no, except yes you already have a date other than going out with Yudha you just want to hurt her" said Shirleen.
"Yes I mean, with I do not have the same feeling, he will be hurt" Weni said to herself.
"I don't know Wen, maybe I'm not you, I'm easy to fall in love with, until when Jason treats me well, helps me, he's always there when I need to be, instead of making me feel comfortable that fast then fall in love with her, Wen I don't know what makes you doubt, Wen, and I also don't know why at your age of twenty-nine years even at home, actually I don't want to say this, but if there is something like someone in the past, like someone in the past, if he won't come back in your life can you replace him ?" shirleen said, Weni was astonished, she felt stifled not knowing what to do to respond to Shirleen's words.
"Why Wen ?" shirleen asked, seeing that Weni was silent, she was sure that her words were very deep in Weni's heart.
"Aren't you ?" weni.
"Are you hiding something from me ?" ask Shirleen.
"Hidden something, what something ?" ask Weni.
"Well, if you're the one who hid it, how can I know."
"Why ?"
"I don't know what Len is ?" weni.
"Wen, listen forget him !" shirleen suddenly.
Weni looked into her best friend's eyes, forget about her ! What does it mean forget him ?
"You've only been at that point all this time, for years never been anywhere, never looked at the vastness of the world" Shirleen said again and again confused Weni, could Shirleen have been...
"Heah," Shirleen took a deep breath, "How should I explain to you, don't you understand, isn't the pain of being Yudha just like the pain you've been through all this time ?"
"It hurts to love people who don't love us, you're the one who best understands that kind of pain !"
"I'm guilty, all my life I've been guilty of making you sacrifice your feelings just for me."
"Len.." Weni argued, she would not be able to hear such a word out of Shirleen's mouth, no... It really is sincere.
"You love her, right, that's why you can't accept any man who comes near you, including Yudha who has openly expressed her feelings for you" Shirleen said quickly, not letting Weni speak.
"You even put the picture in your wallet, with a heart mark behind it, amazingly, how can you be so tough Weni ?" shirleen said, a tinge of fake smiles adorning her lips.
"Len..."
"I see why you look more disappointed than me when he and I split up, I understand you're the one who hurt the most, because you've given your beloved man to your best friend, you pinned her hopes on me to always make me happy, but unfortunately your expectations don't match reality." Shirleen was sobbing, no matter who was in the toilet other than her and Weni, it was fortunate that it was not so crowded.
"Len..."
"He you love, he hurt you too, you can't take it."
"Len, I'm sorry Len." Weni immediately hugged Shirleen tightly, no please don't, her friendship with Shirleen was really more important than anything.
"I am the guilty Wen, I am the guilty one" Shirleen said as she sobbed in Weni's arms.
"No Len, it's not your fault, a feeling can come at any time, I'm wrong can never throw this feeling away" said Weni.
"Year, how can you be this loud Wen, hysterics, you must be happy Weni, I will feel very guilty if you are not happy." Shirleen explained, today everything has been opened, Shirleen knew it all started from that day.
Flashbacks.
Shirleen wanted to clean her hands, as she felt sticky after preparing a cake for Jason's friends.
"By, I'm sorry to go to the toilet for a second yaaaa." she gave permission to her husband.
Jason and his companions still laughed at Yudha's strange smile-smiling behavior themselves like crazy, they did not know it was all clear because Yudha who had gotten double kisses from Weni, what a great start.
"Yes." responded Jason briefly, because he was also still at home listening to Afik and Angga teasing Yudha incessantly.
Arriving at the Toilet, he saw a photo he knew so well lying on the floor, a photo of Athar while still in college, why could he be here he thought.
He took the photo, it was strange because he did not have such a photo of Athar, he even burned all his memories with Athar.
She flipped over the photo, and to her surprise it turned out that the picture of her ex-husband belonged to Weni, with a writing she knew so well Loving you was a mistake, and ending with a picture of the heart as much as two seeds.
"Weni likes Mas Athar ?"
Flashback.
Seriate...
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