Trapped by the Love of Leaning
All of me.
What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
‘Cause I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around
through every move
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, I my head for you
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all, all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you
A song by John Legend, "All of me" was chosen by Jason to voice his heart to Shirleen, none of whom is perfect, neither Shirleen nor herself, but in his hope that he and Shireen can always accept each other as they are, good bad hopefully they can always survive.
In appreciation of all who were there praising Jason's performance, the media raced to find as much news as possible about Jason and Shirleen's marriage.
In a corner of the room, among the many invited guests, Athar breathed a sigh of relief, he was relieved when he saw the smile that adorned Shirleen's face.
Although his heart was tucked away in a bit of pain, it was not worth the relief at the moment.
Shirleen was happy, and she had to be happy.
He was about to step out, the plan was that he would not shake hands with Shirleen, he was ashamed.
"Athar.." call someone to him.
"Yes" he did not recognize the voice that called him, slowly he turned to see who the owner of the voice was.
"Pak Haris" he said a little surprised, how could someone who hated him so much now call him even look friendly smile at him.
"Thank you for letting go of our Shirleen, I hope you can get a good substitute" said Mr. Haris, initially he wanted to hate Athar, but after he traced it all that happened was because of his former games, all because of his mother Athar, the hatred had made his only child suffer greatly.
"He's happy" Athar said hesitantly.
"Yes, heemm let's sit here first, I want to tell you something" Mr. Haris asked.
Athar also said that he had long wanted to talk to his father Shirleen, like two people who were fine, but they did not get along very well, so he did not have a chance to do so.
Athar never hated, because after he married Shirleen, it was true that his mother never liked Shirleen exactly as what Mr. Haris feared when opposing his marriage to Shirleen first.
"What's the matter sir" asked Athar, in his heart unable to calm down, afraid that this middle-aged man before him would hurt his heart.
"Actually your mother didn't like Shirleen all this time because I, I was the first cause of it all, it all started because I took Aleyna from your father, your father and my wife were dating for a long time, they had even planned to get married, but because of a will that said that we, I mean that Shirleen and I had been betrothed since childhood, the relationship between your father and my wife had to end" said Mr. Haris, he said it was hard to say this, but since knowing his mother Athar was very sick, he felt he also needed to tell Athar this truth, no one would instigate Athar again he thought.
"Haahh, your father was traumatized, he was very cruel, then we heard before long your mother came, as if replacing the position of Aleyna my wife who might also be very imprinted in your father's heart"
"He knew very well that your father could not live without him" said Mr. Haris, his eyes pointing to his wife who was chatting with family in her home country.
"Your father once came to us, and told us to divorce, not to force us to divorce, but Nenaku did not want to, even though at that time our marriage had not been blessed with a child, but Aleyna chose me anyway"
"He also said that he would divorce your mother if my Nen would divorce me, if it was not wrong that your mother was pregnant with either a second or third child, but unfortunately my wife remained in her position, Nena wants to stay with me"
"Your mother was actually just a victim, but she was also wrong in her actions, which is why we can't let you marry Shirleen, our Ilen will definitely be used as a means for your mother to take revenge"
"When your father died, even your mother cursed my wife's name, saying she would always hate Aleyna's name in her entire life, how could we let you be together"
A single tear welled up, Athar was honestly so saddened to hear the truth, so this was why his mother disliked Shirleen so much, and even made her lose Shirleen.
"Our life never calmed down in the slightest when Shirleen was dating you, and that day came when Ilen we preferred you over her parents"
"We can only pray, may our Ilen always be in His protection"
"I'm sorry sir, I can't take good care of Shirleen, I let you down" Athar said, despite her and Riana's infidelity because of being framed, but she realized, she also had time to love Riana, loving another woman was a mistake she made, but Shirleen loved her very much.
"It's okay, you have released our Ilen from a pain, thank you" said Lirih Mr. Haris.
Despite hurting Athar, he must say so, so that everything is clear, so that Athar knows why he was so against his relationship and Shirleen.
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