Trapped by the Love of Leaning
I'm sure you can change By...
Jason clasped his mother's hand tightly, catching her how many times he wished she would wake up from a dream.
Sometimes Mama Mila is still delirious to call Jason, but not too repetitive as before.
"I'm here Ma!" exciting Jason. How could the middle-aged woman who was this morning still be fine come to him in the office, but currently lying weak.
"By, who's patient!" shirleen.
Jason looked down, I don't know what he was feeling at the moment, sorry but there was still hatred that stuck, but he also did not want his mother to be like that.
"Even Adrian's been calling me a few times, but I ignored him, I guess..."
"By... Shuttt, don't talk about it, everything that's gonna make you sick, don't talk about it anymore, now there's Mama who needs you, and Papa too. If you can, how about..."
"Don't do it By, he's gone!" Jason was still in his mind.
"Go away from you, but he's not really going anywhere, is he?" ask Shirleen. She was sure, even though her husband was trying to accept what had been decided, but in her heart there was still discrepancy.
"Don't be forced if you can't, it's going to be a lot of pain" Shirleen said, caressing Jason's chest gently, hinting that tightness must be feeling Jason right now.
"I'm..." Jason began to doubt, I don't know maybe his defense began to falter.
Shirleen chooses to turn Jason to the sofa, she will give a little understanding to her husband, sometimes there are times when we have to give up so we can stay sane in the face of reality.
Shirleen sat down and told Jason to lie on his lap.
"We told you a little bit, maybe our life problems are not the same, you hate your parents so much because they treated you unfairly. As for me, I didn't hate it but I had to leave that time."
"By, there wasn't a second I missed with no memory of my parents, when I decided to leave the house that day." Shirleen gently stroked her husband's hair.
"All I do is think I'm right, but that doesn't mean I think my parents are wrong. I just followed my heart, everything in my mind about Mas Athar back then for me has been very true."
"Don't equate me with her" Jason said.
Still got jealous... Possessively.
"I don't equate you with Mas Athar By!" sighs rang out, Jason must be holding back his jealousy at this moment.
Shirleen can discuss Athar in this situation.
"Tell me his name, what does that mean?" jason asked, but in a gentle tone, it seemed that Jason was not having the strength to be angry.
"Yes I'm sorry, I mean this way, like my parents who never agreed to my marriage with Mas Athar, they did that there must be a purpose even though to this day I don't know. But six years later I got a divorce, what they were afraid of happened, Mas Athar seemed to dump me."
"So did Papa, Papa doing that must have been a cause and a purpose, well even though it seemed to accidentally hurt your heart. Listen to me, if only you could take the positive side, you would be able to ease your grudge By, even if it doesn't just disappear."
"I don't like you talking this way." - Jason.
"By... You've been a parent, but you've never raised a child completely, don't be too judgmental, we never know in the future what will happen to our family, whether Jacob is not your real son, or not, although you never distinguish your affection but believe me, the blood relationship is thick, there is your blood flowing here." said Shirleen, herself took her husband's hand to gently rub her distended stomach.
"We can't blame someone too much even in the vision, that person is still wrong. You'll be the parent of your truly flesh-blooded future, are you sure that you'll be the most perfect parent, parents who will never hurt your children in their entire lives? By, doing wrong is human, there is no human being on this earth who is free from his name wrong, whether it is small or a big mistake, which is why God created the word sorry, to compensate for the wrong word."
"Ikhlas, willing, it is difficult, but there are times when we must try, so that our hearts are cleansed of vengeance, reducing a little sin that is increasing every day. Look at me, have I ever had a grudge against Mas Athar's parents or brothers? No, even if you know how they treat me, but I'm sincere, I leave everything to God, He's the fairest judge, I won't retaliate, but trust me God will always be with me and avenge their deeds, both in this world and in the hereafter."
"I'm not an angel by.." said Jason, his eyes closed when he felt the soft caress of the wife on his head.
Jason is hard-hearted, what else he hates, for him it is not that easy to forgive and forget everything.
Shirleen was annoyed at Jason, so why did she babble to give understanding from now on, if Jason still remained in his stance. It's okay, the important thing is to try.
"Well if that's what you want, I as a wife will always support whatever your decision, I just remind Papa's message before he leaves, never ignore Mama again, you have promised to do it, you promised me that, so I hope that Mama here should not hate anymore." Shirleen pointed at Jason's chest again, but the heart was not there, but it was always like that.
Jason was silent, he was actually filled when he heard all the words of his wife, although heavy but his heart was moved and there was a willingness to try.
But since he was Jason, someone who would not be so easily conquered, Shirleen was in vain doing it all.
Shirleen looked at Mama Mila's bed, her in-laws were still asleep with the infusion in her hand, her face seemed full of burden, Shirleen who saw it was really unbearable.
I'll try Ma, to get our family back in one piece, Mama be patient for a minute.
Jason appears to be asleep on Shirleen's lap, the night is rising, Shirleen sends a message to Mama to be able to get her Papa to pick up Ipah, Misca, and Jacob at her house, she will accompany her husband in the hospital guarding the in-laws.
Shirleen gently stroked the top of her husband's head.
How can you be this tough By, how can you get through all this, live in abnormality, I actually want to be angry too but unfortunately that's not my nature.
I'm sure you're like this because of your parents' lack of learning about how to deal with life, so you always follow whatever you want, act as you please.
I'm sure you can change...
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