Trapped by the Love of Leaning
I just want to accompany him.
Jason was still looking at his hand, today it was with his hand that he lifted Shirleen's body to take her to the Hospital, With his hand it was also how many times he tried to wake her, his wife, he could do anything with his hands, but looking at his hands was not even able to make Shirleen wake up eye-opening at this moment.
His loud and resolute voice was unable to make Shirleen realize, his eagle-like eyes were finally only able to see what had happened.
You hurt me...
You're the one who actually hurt me...
Stop all this By, stop me please...
Unknowingly, it was you who hurt me...
You hurt me...
For me, for Misca, for Jacob...
For the sake of those you always wait for his presence...
Shirleen is still being treated, there is not a single person Jason told about what happened to Shirleen, his wife's body is still lying weak, all the doctors in his hospital he has given to deal with Shirleen, he said, but the last thing he saw was Shirleen not waking up.
Jason, you've grown up son, you've become a father, there's a family that looks forward to your return every day after you're tired of work, there's a family that always welcomes you, there are cries and laughter that will enliven your residence, I apologize for keeping you out of control like this, but if you can understand a little bit the meaning of family you will know how painful it is to lose and you can sort out that the path you take is right or wrong.
The words of Mr. Fred at that time also clearly rang in his eyes, whether he did not know enough the meaning of a family.
I don't need revenge, I just need you to stay by my side...
Ah Shirleen, once again she had let her wife down.
Jason got up from his seat, he saw Shirleen who was still being handled by the medics from behind the glass window, not feeling her tears dripping, he could not do anything else if it was like this.
"Save her please, save my wife, save my baby." Jason muttered, his tears just kept falling, he was really crying this time, she was really crying, he was not strong to see the many sets of medical devices attached to his wife's body, and moreover it was his fault, all because of him.
"I'm wrong, I'm sorry By, I'll release that woman if you wake up later, you have to wake up By."
"Young Master, can we talk?" ask Doctor Eri who approached him.
Jason nodded then followed Doctor Eri's footsteps.
"I'll talk as a sister talking to her sister, listen Jason, your wife's condition is weakened, maybe you already know that, so immediately tell her parents about Miss Shirleen's condition, the fact is that Miss Shirleen had heart disease and somehow it went unnoticed early on, so the condition that Miss Shirleen was experiencing was cardiac arrest."
"This condition occurs due to electrical disturbances in the heart, which results in the heart pump stopping. As a result, blood flow throughout the body also stops."
"The heart rhythm disorder that makes the heart's ventricles just vibrate, not beat to pump blood, causing the heart to stop suddenly."
"Pray to God for your wife, and also so that the fetus in her birth is okay, we medics are trying to deal with your wife, whatever we will do, we will do, but you need to know that we are only doctors, our hands are not always magical, if God has willed anything can happen, be mature in thinking." Doctor Eri patted his cousin's sister's shoulder to strengthen.
"Can he be saved?" jason asked, that's all that can come out of his mouth.
"Just pray, and we will do our best" said Dr. Eri.
"He's not going to die, is he not going to leave me, is he?" Jason looked at his cousin expectantly.
Doctor Eri said, he who knows how Shirleen was handled, he who has gone through every detail of the process, wants him to encourage you by saying that yes your wife will live, but he was afraid that something bad would happen, he could not give hope to Jason while there Shirleen could not be ascertained his condition, with the possibility of life is only 20.
"You're not gonna give up, are you?"
Doctor Eri was silent, how he should answer the question, life is a deposit, and he could not do anything if God had willed.
"You didn't answer, why?" Jason is sobbing.
"I'm sorry Jason, although it's hard for me to say this, Shirleen can only save herself, we only do what we can, the rest only Shirleen and God know." said Doctor Eri.
In the end he has to say that, a responsibility is at stake if he is not honest about the patient's condition, instead he is more into bad thinking, but because that is the fact, he is already vigilant.
"No, he can't leave me, do anything, I command you all to do whatever Shirleen I have to stay alive."
Doctor Eri leaves Jason, he must return to deal with Shirleen, hopefully there is a miracle.
Jason immediately ran to follow doctor Eri, he felt he had to see Shirleen, and see the condition of his wife directly.
"I have to go inside too" Jason said.
"No Young Master, let us work" said Doctor Eri.
"I'm her husband!" jason firmly.
"At the Hospital, there is no status that Master who, you can't show your power here Young Master so I must always obey you, let us do our job well." Doctor Eri is no less strict.
"I beg you, let me in too, I want to see him, I want to apologize to him" Jason said expectantly.
But Doctor Eri does not care, because it is not allowed.
Jason looked again at Shirleen from behind the glass, still being handled, the heart shock device had also been used many times, seeing the reality before him Jason was so destroyed, behind this room his Shirleen was struggling between life and death, and Shirleen still had not reacted an inch.
Little known about the medical, Jason looked at the monitor screen displaying his wife's heart condition, very weak.
I have to go in, my Shirleen needs me...
No, my Shirleen won't leave me...
Once again Jason used his skills, he forced open the door of the room in his way, he did not care about the prohibition of doctor Eri.
Some nurses looked at him wondering if the door was not locked so he could enter, maybe that's what Jason could read to the shock of the medical experts there.
Jason just grabbed the PPE shirt that he had been looking for earlier because he was furious to enter, and then wore it complete with gloves and a mask.
"I just want to be with him!"
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