Trapped by the Love of Leaning
Athar's Dilemma.
Athar was still thinking about what he was talking about with Rudi this afternoon, no matter how hard he tried to forget everything, the shadow of Riana and her mother still filled his brain.
He was not inexhaustible, his brain contents were now filled with unsynchronized thoughts against his heart. His heart said no, but circumstances seemed to force him to agree to Rudi's invitation.
Long he was pensive in his car that was still not moving from the parking lot, had almost half an hour he was silent there, reluctant to go to the hospital to see his brother, had been, her brother's babble really makes her sick, even though she should be responsible for what happened to her mother.
He chose to remember Shirleen again, the woman was already happy unlike him who was currently unceasingly bemoaning life. He who hurt Shirleen he also must suffer, whether this is the result of his fruit playing fire.
If he had not betrayed Shirleen, perhaps her little family was the happiest, even though she was only a marketing manager at the time, it was fine because Shirleen never complained about everything, Shirleen always felt enough for everything she gave.
Looking back, Shirleen always made him feel loved, this afternoon he usually can't wait to go home, taste home-cooked dishes made by his wife while smiling proudly, Shirleen always knew how to pamper her tongue.
Carrying and spoiled with his little daughter, the atmosphere was the atmosphere he so longed for, a simple yet so happy family.
But now he is so lazy to go home, no one welcomes him again as before, only Sri who sometimes serves potluck dishes while babysitting Fahira, he can not expect much on his maid, he could not hope for the maid, taking care of Fahira very well is very grateful.
"Aaahhhh, all this is because of Mom"
Sometimes he still has not made peace with what his mother has done, it feels like the woman who has given birth to him had to make his life filled with guilt like this on the ex-wife. Just because her mother never liked Shirleen doesn't mean having to separate her and Shirleen in such a disgusting way.
He rubbed his face rough, he wanted to be angry at his mother, but his mother was dying at this time and unfortunately it was also because of him.
Lazily he began to drive his car to the hospital, he will obey the wishes of his brother as a form of responsibility.
"I don't like you acting like this Ma" Mr. Adrian is now interrogating his wife who is found trying to meet Shirleen.
"Pa, Jason is our son Pa, do you want him to attack you when you find out about your plan" Mama Mila no less sternly looked at her husband's bead eyes.
"Papa remembers when papa told her to stay away from Shirleen when Shirleen's status was still someone's wife, I won't be able to see her wrath Pa"
"Ma, you're just going to ruin my plan, nothing's going to happen with Jason and Shirleen, just be patient this little bit hasn't happened yet but you're already so scared"
"At the same time Shirleen is pregnant, it will not be good for her condition now, mama did not think of it huh" Mr. Adrian stared intently at his wife.
"And since you also think of Shirleen, you don't want everything to be late and Shirleen hates your child, you better explain everything from now on"
"The child does not have love, it is an obsession, exactly as he thinks"
"And it's also because mom always spoils Jason, so he doesn't like to be disputed like now"
"Pa enough Pa, we are the same you also spoil him from childhood, Jason lives in a state of always fulfilled from childhood, where maybe after adulthood papa will release everything he wants, he said, it would only make him angry and hateful"
"That's your thinking, before it's too late now he has to learn to be sincere about something he can't get" Mr. Adrian still continues with his thoughts, he will really separate Jason and Shirleen, he will really separate Jason, that's the only way.
"Pa..."
"Be quiet Ma, if you dare to secretly meet Shirleen again, do not expect a change from our child, papa gave up" Mr. Adrian passed by leaving his wife who seemed resigned.
He looked down in silence, heavy indeed but he had to do.
Jason was exactly like his late father, arrogant and invincible. The mistake was also too indulgent Jason from childhood, until it turns out Jason in the end is so difficult to control, he deeply regretted it.
Seriate...
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