Trapped by the Love of Leaning
I'm sorry Wen.
"Wen, I'm sorry yes !" yudha.
"Sorry why ?" ask Weni.
"Yes sorry because later in the afternoon I can not come to meet lo !" yudha said, there was a sense of disappointment that Weni saw from the eyes of the man who claimed to love her.
"Oh that one, just relax Yud, I'm here too, I also know how you are."
"I feel bad" murmured Yudha, who still could be heard by Weni.
"Just relax, I know !" weni.
Not bad you, but my feelings are not good, well you are here why, I'm afraid you don't get me Weni, I'm not ready.
Yudha smiled her smile, in her heart was still wary if Weni cut off the relationship that had not yet begun.
While Weni, she did not know what to start the conversation anymore, she was really stiff.
"Little..."
"Jude !"
The two stared at each other, at once Weni felt her heart was difficult to condition, even with Yudha being increasingly frightened, afraid of losing someone she had not had time to have.
Silent,
Silent,
Silent,
"Gue understand, you don't have any feelings are I the same ?" yudha said suddenly when they were silent for a long time, his intention to kill awkwardness but it turned out to be wrong, Weni even more awkward and did not know what to do if Yudha had spoken so.
"Heh, all this time I was too much like it was, sorry I am" said Yudha.
Weni was still silent, not that she was unwilling to respond, yet she was so confused at this moment.
"Gue realized I was wrong, shouldn't feel this exists, I'll be gone, and I'm the jerk if you get to me !"
"Gue was so scared that you left me, but I even wanted to leave you, evil !"
"Wen, you must be someone who deserves you, when you find the person later tidakin me yes, I want to ask the same help him to never make Weni I cry, I cry, I can accept that you can not be the same as me, but I can not accept if the person you choose even berakitin lo" said Yudha.
But who would have guessed that a second later Weni had a crush on her, she who was still lying at that time was quite surprised to get a sudden hug from Weni.
Weni's shoulders shook as she stroked it.
What her words had hurt Weni, I don't know why she could say such a remark, it just came out of her mouth, because the truth was that she wanted so much to see Weni happy, he remembered Afik and Angga saying that he was the most jerk man if he forced someone to be his girlfriend but soon he would leave.
"Hiks hiks, you are a jerk, you are a real jerk Yud." said Weni who was still in Yudha's arms.
"Yes I know, may you be happy yes, I will be happy if you can be happy, even though it is not the same me" said calm Yudha.
When Yudha said she was leaving, her ego did not accept, her eyes heated up for some reason.
And his defense collapsed when Yudha said the man could accept if he could not be with the woman he loved, but will not be able to accept if one day the woman is hurt by others who the woman chooses, really no one better understands what it feels like to be in such a position, he said, true what Shirleen said, what Yudha felt right now was what she felt for so many years.
It hurts, it hurts so much.
"I thought you'd survive and wouldn't give up like this, Jud, but what a fact, you're a jerk, you took my first kiss and you wanted to leave me, you have made me wish but you want to leave me, you have made this doubtful heart become convinced but instead you easily let go, you are evil, you jerk, you bastard, struggling is not as joking as Jud." said Weni, sobbing, then he took his bag which was on the nightstand, with tears in his eyes he left Yudha alone in his ward.
Yudha who saw Weni's movement realized, Weni had actually decided to accept it today, but she who was too afraid of being rejected Weni even made it seem like she wanted to break up the relationship.
Even though there was no intention at all of her to hurt, she was really just afraid that Weni would not be happy if she was with him, she would go to Germany to achieve her dream, it would be a jerk if he forced Weni too much to accept it.
But who would have thought that everything had changed, Weni answered her feelings today, and she simply destroyed the woman's feelings.
"Weni.." cried loudly, he pulled the infusion from his hand, in a hurry he tried to get up and stand chasing Weni, but only two steps of his foot walked, and he tried to get up, because his condition is still weak makes it easy to fall on the floor.
"VOLUNTARY !" His shouting.
Angga and Afik who had just come out looked around the Hospital area because they wanted to avoid the face-to-face drama that would make the soul of the singles both thrashed, faintly hearing Yudha's screams.
Angga and Afik frantically rushed straight to Yudha's ward.
Increasingly panicked again when he saw Yudha who was on the floor, men rarely cry but he saw a point of tears that fell because it welled in the eyes of Yudha.
They did not dare to joke anymore, both of them then raised Yudha's body to bring back to the bed.
"Lo call Doctor gih !" tell Angga to Afik.
Afik immediately rushed to the doctor's room to be asked to check on his best friend.
While Angga, still not in thought of what happened, he was eager to ask where Weni was, but he abandoned his intention to see Yudha as numb.
Love can indeed change everything, I will not accept if you are hurt again, events like this are repeated again, after leaving Sarah married this is how you are condition at that time Yud, like numbness.
I don't know what's going on, but no matter where I'm going to be for anyone who's confessing to this, you have to take responsibility, I can't accept.
Angga monologues in his heart, he has seen Yudha's condition like this, Yudha is very fragile not like himself, who if hurt can still sing cheerfully to cover all the wounds, Yudha is very fragile, Yudha is not that strong.
If it is love, this is how Yudha, may say Yudha is a weak man behind his cold face, because love he can feel at home without thinking about himself.
Angga felt he had to find out what was really going on, well later he would meet Weni to ask about the problems the two were facing, he said, he will not accept if Weni leaves Yudha just because he does not have the slightest feeling towards Yudha, if necessary he will force Weni to accept Yudha, yes whatever he will do, he said, he will not be able to face Yudha as he was three years ago, but please do not torment Yudha.
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