Trapped by the Love of Leaning
Envy of Roy.
Jason just immediately sought information about how to take steps for ablution, the correct prayer procedures, and his intentions.
His genius brain he forced to work, he saw the Latin writing with the recitation of a verse recited from the Arabic script, five minutes passed he seemed to have memorized it.
Roy is out there continuing his wudhunya, he actually knows what his young master is doing in the toilet, but he allows that, he does, he quite understood considering that his young master was a person who loved perfection so he did not want to make his young master feel the smallest, even though his young master did not really know much about his own religion.
He willfully does not knock on the door or call his young master, let his young master concentrate on what he has in his head.
Ceklek, the door was opened, Jason looked more relieved like someone who had just finished something, Roy tried to hold his smile.
"You have the wudhunya?" ask Jason to Roy.
"It's Young Master!" answer Roy.
Then without further ado, Jason began to read the intention and then ablution, Roy noticed and it turned out that nothing was wrong or reversed.
What a genius, to be able to memorize in five minutes.
Roy, however, did admire his Young Master.
Jason nodded, hinting for them to enter the Mushola, Roy according.
Both of them are ready with their respective prayer equipment, Jason asked to pray alone on the grounds that he was not accustomed to imitating.
"Other times the Young Master has to get used to being a prayer priest, Miss Shirleen and the Young Master's children can become his master later on, she said, Young Master will definitely feel peace in the heart when after finishing the prayer look back, then there is a wife and children who smile to be makmum." said Roy with a sweet smile, he had tried it, because at least he had also brought Shakira in kindness.
It feels right, he likes to smile longer when Shakira shakes the back of his hand.
Jason nodded even though he did not understand because he never did.
Then both also pray each, Jason who was still in the memorization stage will not be able to focus on his prayer but until the end of his prayer he did everything correctly.
Roy understood it was not easy, it was just a lesson, let God judge how his reward, most importantly his Young Master was willing to do.
Not forgetting to pray for Shirleen's kindness, Jason seemed to focus on that part alone.
O God, I know I have been very neglectful in Your religion, I have realized that I have been far from You, ignoring Your commandments, no matter Your prohibitions, no matter what, I know that you are testing me or perhaps you are teaching me a lesson in all the sins I have committed, but if I may offer, may I feel this pain, not my wife, not children.
I cannot lose them, just this once I ask, please save my children and my wife, I never surrender to You but this time I do, I beg God, rescue them.
I cannot promise, but I want to begin, I will change, O God, I will try my duty to always remember You, I will try to be always close to You.
This sinful servant, may he ask, indeed only You can turn things upside down, please save the wives and children of the servants of God.
Roy smiled at the honest face he missed so much, all this time abroad he often remembered how his young master lived without him, but he immediately dismissed the thought because for him his Young Master already had everything, his Young Master was also a great person would not bring any influence if he did not exist.
Now that the Young Master is in the stage of learning to mature, he believes God tested him because the Young Master must have been able to get through it all, and so that the Young Master was given guidance, it is not impossible that Miss Shirleen's pain is a guidance to her young master.
Roy was silent because now suddenly his young master had hugged him, Roy was confused by the circumstances that occurred, this was the second time they embraced, Roy was confused, after the first one himself asked then this time his own Young Master did.
"Young Master!" yells.
"Let it be like this, just now I feel happy but God wants to test me again." Jason hugged Roy.
"Young Master, Young Master is the chosen one, because Young Master can definitely get through it, just need to be patient, leave everything to God" said Roy.
"Let it be like this, I need a backrest, I don't know who but you, you know me best." I'm Jason.
After he finished praying earlier, Jason realized that he was very fragile, even to express his heart he did not know who to share it with, all this time he was not an open person about something in his life, with parents, for some reason since his mother separated him from Shirleen at that time, he was reluctant to just pour his heart out again on his mother.
He only needed Shirleen in his life, he often discussed anything, discussed many things with his wife, either in his spare time or before they went to bed, he only shared his problems with Shirleen alone, he only shared his problems with her, be it about the child to the office problems he only shared with Shirleen.
So how could it feel to lose Shirleen.
"Young Master is very strong, I'm sure, it's only a moment, Young Master will be happy later" said Roy calming.
"I sometimes envy you Roy, when I have everything, they say money and power can buy everything." - Jason.
Roy did not answer, he did not want to be patronizing, let his Young Master change his mindset slowly.
That there are some things in this world that cannot be bought with money or power, not always the powerful can do anything, there are times when money and power become worthless for several reasons.
Blessed Young Master, after this there must be a happy for Young Master.
"At this time the Young Master is at the bottom, given trials that it feels may not be able to live, remember God, surrender and be patient, be patient, but later if the Young Master is on top, if you find happiness matchless, do not forget that the Young Master has been on the bottom, always be humble and remember the Almighty, God is always close to us, we are the ones who sometimes do not realize that we are far away from him."
Roy gives advice, he releases a hug from his Young Master, wipe the tears of his Young Master who turned out to have flowed a little on the cheeks, Roy feels pain if his little brother is so fragile, not expecting Jason to be this sad, Young Master Jason who is fearless of anything, someone he greatly admires, even he has learned to be strong from a Jason Ares Adrian, "Until whenever I will try to always be at the side of Young Master, share, complain with me, I am ready to be a loyal listener." he said again.
"Young Master is my little sister, remember Young Master when I first worked for Young Master, Young Master is a very great person, not knowing the word surrender, strong and invincible, Young Master is a very powerful person, it's just a minute, it's a test and again Young Master can definitely beat him." said Roy, his eyes were already heating up, ah he couldn't.
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