Trapped by the Love of Leaning
Don't say it's By...
It was already very dark when Jason arrived at a house informed by Roy, this is where Shirleen had avoided him.
A village that looks very quiet, even though the new night shows at eleven, but no one has passed by measuring the road.
This time he knocked on the door, it would be impolite if he entered in his way considering that this house could not only be inhabited by Shirleen and her children and Maid who he had once assigned.
Shirleen who heard the sound of knocking on the door from the outside also woke up from her sleep, Bi Ida and Mr. Ramli did not stay tonight, glimpsed wall clock shows eleven malan, who's the one who's been visiting these nights. Is Mr Ramli or Mrs Ida ?
He awakens Ipah, to accompany him to open the door, but Ipah resolutely refuses, saying let himself open.
Actually in the second thought they agreed, what if the door was knocked by someone who had evil intentions, in this quiet village of criminals could easily commit a crime.
"If anything happens to me, Miss out the back door take Misca and Jacob to Mr. Ramli's house or keep the door locked, I'll scream out loud for help" order a porter before you go to open the door.
Whichever way Shirleen could let Ipah alone, however she only had Ipah here, Ipah was the only family for Shirleen.
Ifah went to the front, the sound of knocking was heard clearly, holding the door knob, slowly but surely the door began to open.
"Tu it Young Master..." Ifah lunglai, his legs like boneless, how could his Young Master know their whereabouts. Had something happened to the big madam there that the big madam was forced to tell their hiding place, there had been no news they could hear.
Jason did not care about the shock of Ipah, with still collecting the life of Ifah forced to obey when Young Master Jason dragged him by force as if asking for a point where his lover.
Arriving in front of a room door that Jason believes behind the barrier there are those sources of happiness, no sound, Jason stared intently at Ipah, making Ipah have to do something.
"Miss Shirleen, it's me, open it... Everything is safe"
Before long the door was opened, just as Ipah even Shilrleen might be more limp in seeing the reality before her now.
His lover, the person he was avoiding just casually stood before him.
"By.." Jason finally saw that face again. The face she missed so much.
Shirleen was really sculpting, just as easily as Jason found her. If this is how you want to hide in the ant hole is also free.
He takes Jason into another room in the house, hinting Ipah to look after Jacob and Misca. If there is no other choice, everything must be resolved.
He pulled the rough hand of his lover, Jason did not fight, he resigned whatever the woman would do.
"Do you want to come here ?" shirleen asked, now it's just him and Jason, as much as he can try to play the role.
"By, I want to take you home"
"I don't want to go home"
"By..."
"You know why I left you, I asked if you've changed ?"
"By..."
"Listen Jason, please very, very well, maybe I can accept you who are like this, but not with them, I won't let them know you with all your ugliness"
"Forget about the explanation, I asked, what am I to you ?" Shirleen asked firmly.
"By..." Trust me Jason is in the wrong position right now.
"You can't answer that because you're still very hesitant here, right, you can't even choose between me or your crazy job" Shirleen pointed right at Jason's chest.
"Now I'm not sure how you can say that you love me so much that you even want to build a house" withered as the word household building came out of his mouth, a dream that he had hoped to come true, his tears shed as he said so, he hated this situation. He hated to admit that he could not if he had to separate from this young man before him.
Jason bowed, he resigned. One thing Shirleen should know, she dislikes seeing her women at all.
"By, I'm sorry." he said softly.
Shirleen was still a hiccup crying, no, it was true that Jason was not that easy to leave his black world.
"Say what should I do ?" said Shirleen half-screaming, apparently she forgot that now she was not in the apartment, the river in her eyes was getting faster.
"Tell me what Jason's got to do, hikshake say, I obey what your parents say to part from you while, at least until you can change, tell me what else to do"
"By... You don't have to do that By" Jason argued, he never wanted to part from his lover, and he could see from Shirleen's attitude the same as it seemed, this longing was so torturous to them, he said, for him if it's hard why Shirleen should do it too.
"By..." Jason's hand stretched out to wipe away those tears. Tears that he somehow saw the condition of suffering.
"Stop Jason, don't make me sick any more, with your treatment like this even more making me suffer"
"If you can't change for me, may I ask for my children's sake, if you can't then forget, don't love me anymore, I'll try to let you go as much as possible"
"By, no, no don't By, don't say that" Jason riled, he hugged Shirleen tightly, he least liked Shirleen saying that.
The shoulder shook even more, Shirleen hated that her heart was finally anchored here, to someone who was hugging her now.
"What's my fault, what's my fault"
"Stop Jason, don't make me suffer more, have enough betrayed, don't tell me to let go of someone who has managed to occupy my heart"
"You're making me wish I could, stop Jason"
Shirleen chooses to mourn her fate, hoping that Jason will melt away, because she knows the man before her most dislikes seeing his tears fall.
Jason let out a long sigh, sure enough he hated those tears.
"Listen to me, if you can promise not to leave me again, then I can also promise to leave all that behind" Jason said, although heavy but finally the word slipped from his mouth.
Shirleen looked up, what was true that she had just heard.
Seriate...
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