Trapped by the Love of Leaning
Trying Understand.
Jason is now rampaging in his room, all the things in his room are destroyed scattered, he is upset and vented on all the dead things in his room.
The door to his room was locked, but his mother knew that his favorite son was angry because when Jason came home this afternoon he saw his son running into the room with a red face, he knew his son was ruffling the entire room, although in his room he did not hear anything because his room was wearing a silencer.
Mama Mila was standing at the door of her son's room, hesitant to knock on the door, but her curiosity was so high. Because for him if Jason's mad like this, it means Jason's not okay. Jason would have turned like a doormat if he had been really angry.
"Jason, open the door, son, get off to lunch first..." Mama Mila called her only son.
Not long before the door was opened by Jason, Mama Mila was surprised to see the state of Jason and his room was a mess, his hands were bleeding, and his, the extremely chaotic yet extremely cold face further added to the frightening aura of a Jason.
"Don't be like this, son, there's Mama..." Mama Mila stroked her son's cheek and hugged him tightly. Jason collapsed in his mother's arms.
"Speak, mama will always be there to listen to your grievances, don't be like this, you scare my dear mama" Mama Mila began to cry.
"Sick Ma" Indeed Jason is someone who is cold from the outside, but if he has loved someone he will be so easy to express himself, as when with his Mama and so will Shirleen.
"Kid's story, come on... Don't be like this" Mama Mila told Jason to get up and sit on her king-size bed.
Jason just bowed lethargic, really he was embarrassed to say everything with the Mama, even though maybe his mother already knew the problem of him chasing the wife of people from his Papa.
Jason did not dare to make a sound, his lips were so faint as to tell everything.
But for him only with Mamalah he can be open about all his problems.
"I love him so much Ma" Jason finally started to get his heart out.
Mama Dila just nodded, it seems that she now knows what problems her son is facing, because a few days before her husband had told her his favorite child loves who should not be loved by his son.
"Then" Mama Mila responded to Jason's words.
"I'm just a little brother to him" Jason started clenching his hands, he couldn't get what Shirleen said out of her mouth.
"Darling, however, taking someone else's property is not right, son, just like you, he also deserves to be happy, because something forced will never be good" Mama Mila began to give her advice.
"Ma, Shirleen is getting divorced, her husband is betraying her by cheating on her with another woman, then I come to comfort her, I come to bandage her wound, but she doesn't understand my feelings, everything I showed her was always ignored by her, I didn't want to be a friend or sister to Shirleen Ma, I loved her Ma" Now Jason can explain calmly.
"Son, listen, Mama, with you who love Shirleen Mama so much will accept Shirleen no matter what her status is, but plant it in your heart, remember this Mama's message, That Shirleen was a woman who had failed in her household, it was not easy for her to start something new, give her time to open her heart, she said, to recapitulate the failure in her household and try to learn to understand it but still try to get closer to her" Mama Mila gave support and advice to deal with her son's problems.
Jason was weakened, he felt rash in acting, he was very angry without knowing what Shirleen felt.
He always wanted to understand Shirleen, but he did not understand anything in Shirleen's life, maybe he knew everything about Shirleen, personal information and problems that Shirleen is facing can be immediately known by just flicking a finger, but the contents of Shirleen's heart he could not understand at all so far.
He pondered, now that he feared, Shirleen would be angry with him. And he didn't want that to happen.
Yes that's the thought of the boy, any adult if the name of the boy still has his selfish side. Although he will understand by accepting the advice of others, but the young soul always rebelled when what he did not like, what he wanted, when hope did not match reality.
He forgot, when he had dared to love someone, he had to dare to give up and get hurt. Because true love is when we see the person we love smiling happily and well, even though we have to withstand what is not in sync with our hearts though.
"I'm sorry By" Jason.
Seriate...