Trapped by the Love of Leaning
Not Mama Nak's will...
"Darling..." Yudha hugged Weni from behind, after a long time she was finally able to get to this stage.
The wall clock shows at eleven o'clock at night, although tired but Yudha was also curious and wanted to carry out the duties on the first day they were married, it was okay even if they had to overtime, Yudha sincerely.
Weni felt nervous, the woman closed her eyes hoping that everything would be fine.
And also a glimpse of Mama Vienna often flashed through his mind, charged by a promise, which Weni actually strongly disapproved of.
Does he have to be quiet while someone dear is suffering at this time, while he has to pretend not to care, how can he?
"Yud.." call Weni, still closing her eyes.
"Heemmm, why baby?" asked Yudha Parau, could she begin.
"I can't do it!" weni said slowly.
Yudha flinched, "Why?" ask the young man.
Weni turned her face to look at Yudha, slowly the tears were dripping, I'm sorry Ma, I can't do it, I can't hold the promise you hung me, inner Weni.
"Can we talk?" weni asked carefully.
Although a little upset because Weni did not seem to reciprocate her treatment, but Yudha did not want to show it, she just complied.
"What's wrong?"
Weni took a slow breath before starting to explain.
Well he will explain, what has happened, which he knows but Yudha does not know.
"It's about Mama!" said Weni. .
"Mama! Why?" ask wonder Yudha.
"Your mom is sick, Jud.." said Weni slowly.
"Huh?" Yudha looked at Weni need an explanation, how could Weni say that, while her mother looked fine.
"I'm sorry, I've kept this a secret from you!" lirih Weni. "I'm sorry Yudha!"
Regretful and also afraid that Weni felt, the woman was afraid that Yudha would be angry with her.
"Don't lie to Weni."
In fact, Yudha will not easily believe, although he also believes Weni can not play games.
"I'm not lying baby, Mama Vienna has terminal uterine cancer" said Weni, herself taking something from a bag she kept on the nightstand.
Giving an envelope to Yudha, her chest tight, and her mind continued to say sorry.
Yudha's trembling hands took the envelope from Weni's hands, hopefully what she feared was not true, if Weni lied even she would forgive, she said, I hope nothing happens to her parents who live with that one.
Slowly open himself, Yudha's eyes warmed up, her body collapsed on the spot if it wasn't held back by Weni, why? Why was it that after the departure of her Papa, she also had to swallow such a bitter pill again? Losing loved ones, why does luck seem to not side with him?
Yudha and Weni were at the hotel where they had the reception, Yudha who had been so excited to want the first night was now numb, her mind was already confused and just thinking about her Mama.
"You know, but why don't you tell me?" Yudha looked at Weni full of probing.
"I had to Yudha, Mama ngizinin I told you!" weni reasoned.
"So if something happens to Mama, then you want to say?" ask Yudha.
"It's not so Jud!" Weni choked, knowing that her secretive actions from Yudha were not a good thing, but how else, Weni was in a dilemma at the time, and now that her marriage has been done as what Mama Vienna wants, Weni feels it is time for her to be honest about the situation.
"Is this not why you were willing to follow me to Germany and agree to marriage, is it?" asked Yudha again, a sense of annoyance immediately burst forth. No, it was like a big rock was hitting right in the upper part of his heart, if that was the truth that Yudha really felt lied to.
"Yudha, I love you, not just because of your Mama, I really have changed the way I think, I decided to marry you purely out of love..." Weni held tightly to the hand of the young man who had officially become her husband this morning, hugging the body lovingly. Trying to convince through treatment.
"Udah Jud, I don't mean that, I swear to God, I have no intention of marriage to you because your parents, not Jud, this is purely my decision."
"Where's Mama, is Mama in the hospital?" ask Yudha.
"Home home! Jud sorry I also because I can't make you happy on the night of our bride, I can't keep this secret for too long, as if our event is over and for me you deserve to know." said Weni.
Yudha nodded in understanding, Weni doing that must also not be pure of her will, his wife was forced into circumstances.
"We go home who, I want to be with Mama, want to meet Mama!" yudha Rengek.
"Yes, we're home." Weni nodded in agreement.
The two packed, with the first night they were so eagerly waiting to be postponed, because neither Yudha nor Weni had any intention of continuing, thinking about Mama Vienna was so heavy.
About half an hour passed, finally the newlyweds arrived at the house, the house of Yudha's parents.
Seemed lonely, because it was already very late at night, slowly Yudha knocked on the door.
Chequek, czech,
"Den Yudha!" surprised the maid at Yudha's house, obviously not the newlyweds should enjoy their wedding night in the hotel room that has been provided, then why go home?
"Mom is Bi?" ask Yudha.
"Some, Mom's in the room!"
"Honey, you put this in our room, I'll go to Mama's room first." Yudha said.
"Yes!" answer Weni.
Yudha gasped, her heart warmed when Weni called her 'Mas', as she heard the small change between herself and Weni.
Smiling sweetly at the wife, Weni also returned the smile.
Yudha went to her mother's room, usually her mother's room was never locked. And sure enough, Yudha could enter the room without knocking on the door.
Slowly he entered, seeing his mother asleep, peaceful once that face, as if showing no pain.
But the eyes of Yudha heated when he saw the head of his mother who was almost bald, it turns out the news was not a lie, it turns out his wife did not lie to him, but Yudha was very hopeful that Weni's statement was not true.
"Mama.." called him slowly, Yudha peeked at the old man's only forehead.
Mama Vienna who felt a soft touch on her forehead was writhing, a little upset because she was so difficult to sleep, and at this time her sleep was even disturbed.
"Ughhh..." Mama Vienna's eyes were round, as she opened her eyes to wake up from her unconsciousness, instead seeing the face of her son who was looking at her with great compassion.
"Darling.." she cried in disbelief.
"Mama..."
Spontaneously, Yudha hugged her mother tightly. "Mom don't stay with me, Mama must be healed, Mama can't go leave me, hyks..." Yudha had no power to stem her tears, her defences were broken.
Mama Vienna too, the middle-aged woman was also unwilling to leave her only son.
Not the will of Mama Nak, not the will of Mama... Mama, just like you, can only hope for a miracle to come...
Seriate...
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