Trapped by the Love of Leaning
Ilove you...
"By, are you sleeping ?" jason asked his wife, the night rose, Shirleen was intending to close her eyes.
"Why ?" ask Shirleen raucously.
"There's something I want to talk about" Jason said.
Shirleen got serious, got up and sat leaning on the head of the bed, ready to listen to what her husband was going to say.
"What's up ?" tanyakanya.
"Last afternoon Misca and I went to Mas Athar's mother's house, and now Mas Athar lives in his mother's house" Jason began to explain what had happened, he did not want any misunderstanding if Shirleen found out from Misca or from others.
"In Mother's house, why didn't you stay in our house long ago" asked Shirleen.
"The story is quite long, which is definitely the point that for several months Mas Athar moved and settled in his mother's house, he also has a shop for his business" explained Jason.
"Wife ?" shirleen asks, Shirleen seems to be wondering if Athar and his wife moved to the former-in-law's house or Athar has separated from his wife.
Not what, he just wanted to know how the life of Misca's father, because at this time he was sincere and more grateful because he had Jason in his life, because, so she also hopes that her ex-husband can be happy as he feels now.
Despite suffering, he has the right to pity and if possible, if he is allowed to help, not as an ex-wife but as a fellow human being.
Truly he had made peace with his life, for him as long as Athar did not disturb his life he could still accept Athar as a friend for example.
"Riana's been dead a long time" I'm Jason, she's been holding this for a long time, keeping this a secret from Shirleen, even though she still doesn't feel anything about Riana's death, either, but he could not deny if he was a little contributed in the death of Riana.
For her it's not her fault, she just doesn't like hers being touched, don't blame her if Riana ends up pitiful.
"Died ?" Shirleen covered her mouth in disbelief, still she remembered the glory of Riana when bragging in the Mall at that time, arguing with her until she finally entered the hospital was also caused by the woman jal*ng, that, now is destiny so joking that those who consider themselves strong and win have even fallen first, because what, why so fast ?
"Yes, he died sick" said Jason, a bit of a lie.
"Well, is that right, then the baby ?" ask Shirleen again.
"I don't know By" Jason lied.
Lying if Jason says he does not know, because he is Jason, the life of people who have problems with him will certainly be known to the farthest point though.
Even he knows, Riana's son is currently in Dareen's best friend, he traces everything through his people.
All he did not know was who the father of the tiny baby named Fahira, for him it was no longer his business.
"Aahh, did Mas Athar's mother's house yesterday you didn't see a baby ?" ask Shirleen again.
"Mas Athar is in the hospital..."
"What ?" shocked by Shirleen, she unknowingly cut off her husband's words.
"He was in the hospital, his brother-in-law explained that Mas Athar was the victim of a stabbing" Jason said, he had indeed asked Rendi, well as a formality.
"Astagfirullah, so how's By, what's the situation ?" Shirleen seems to care deeply, unaware that her actions are upsetting Jason.
"He's past his critical period, it's just that Mas Athar still needs a blood donor because of a stab wound that he can cause him to lose a lot of blood" Jason explained honestly.
"You still care about him ?" ask Jason cynically.
"Mom isn't that By, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you jealous, I just..."
"It's okay By, I understand it's hard to forget someone who has occupied our hearts for a long time" Jason said.
"By.." said Shirleen, both of her hands clasped Jason's.
"You know, just like before, Mas Athar who once occupied the whole day when I was with him, not just because I loved him but for me it was a must" Shirleen stopped talking when she saw Jason lower his face. "Now that I am yours, I will do the same, give all my love to you, and make your name occupy this whole heart" Shirleen explained.
"I only care about her, it doesn't mean I still love her, it doesn't mean I still have feelings for her" Shirleen added.
"Yes By, I understand" Jason said.
I don't know, in his heart as if he could not accept when Shirleen seemed to care about Athar very much.
"Cup" Shilreen kissed her husband's soft lips, she understood Jason's sometimes childish nature, unable to easily accept when he thought of others, especially Athar is her ex-husband, someone from the past who lived together.
"I know, I can't prove it to you, but we're not just dating By, we're married"
"From the beginning I've said, marriage is not just about being a friend, but when I get married I promise I will only love my partner for life, wishing always with her and only death would separate, I can't tell you to believe, but I will, because I'm not promising you but promising God"
"I parted with Mas Athar, because he betrayed me, for me treason and infidelity is the price of death, I can accept any wrongdoing except treason, that's why I abandoned him"
Jason was silent, he was still listening to what his wife was saying.
"Honestly, in the beginning we decided to separate, the love was still there, the doubt had overshadowed this heart, how many times I cried in Weni's arms, spilling all the anxiety, she said, these tears always welled up and shed almost every night, when I always remembered it to kill my nights, honestly all I thought about was being able to do without him, and how Misca's fate would be"
Shirleen also wanted to express her heart so that there would be no more misunderstandings between her and Jason.
"You came, it's not easy to replace Mas Athar in the past, you also understand"
"For me as long as you can just see and love me enough, I'll do the same"
"I understand By, I'm just gonna love you, too, but I don't know it's so hard to accept that you care so much about other people" Jason said, to be honest with his wife.
"By, Mas Athar is Misca's father, try to imagine how Misca would feel if to lose her real father, maybe you could replace him, I'm also sure Misca would never lack affection, Misca said, but it is not very complete if Mas Athar as his biological father is also present in his life, in every growth and development"
"Jealousy is natural, but I can promise you that I have no feelings for Mas Athar, my concern for Misca, and my fellow human beings"
"I love you." said Jason, he just hugged his wife.
Jealousy is natural, but trusting each other is necessary.
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