Trapped by the Love of Leaning
The decision of Shirleen II
Sometimes, we have to feel what pain is then we realize that we are on the wrong path.
Sometimes what we think is good is not necessarily the best for us. I switched my life to dedicating myself to someone I thought was so good, I believed that he would treat me as well as he could. I deny even leaving the person who understands me the most, my first love was never wrong.
When he knew I was going to be hurt, he put his body together so I wouldn't go anywhere. But once again I denied it, I had been blind to the love of man, until I had forgotten my limits to love in this world.I chose to go, though my angel begged so much that he cried sobbing, I tried to give my angel an understanding that I would be fine. But my angels are never wrong, they are like my first love, they know what is good and bad for me.
Now, let me make amends... I'm too embarrassed to see you, and you should know I miss you so much. I really loved my first love and this angel
^^^^^From your children who always miss their home...^^^^^
Shirleen sobbed in her tears, she sent a letter to Julian's family home via postal service. He was too embarrassed to go home.
He felt that he was the son of a dissident, he still remembered how his father and his mother prevented him from marrying Athar, but he had fallen for Athar's sweet attitude until he ignored his parents.
Now he has to bear all the fruits of his guilt, he is very sincere now. It's okay to fail in the household for him, he did not regret at all separated from Mas Athar, he only regretted that he once desperately defended Mas Athar when the relationship was not sanctioned by his family.
Now in his life he has Misca, he promises Misca will not lack the slightest affection, he has also decided Mas Athar can still meet Misca as requested by Mas Athar when his rottenness is revealed.
Flashbacks
"Shirleen, I'm sorry !" Athar has now settled down in front of Shirleen.
"Sit down, don't be like this..." Shirleen held the hand of the man who would soon become her ex-husband "We are only separated, but you are still Misca's father, I have forgiven you Mas, I do not hate you at all, I am very strong now, that time when a message entered my phone, opened the disgrace that Mas had been covering up maybe yes, I was angry disappointed to hate Mas, but now I am fine, he said, and I didn't ask much from Mas, just Misca and let me go" Shirleen said as if she was perfectly fine.
"Shirleen, I love you, we can start from scratch dear" Athar tries to persuade Shirleen.
"Shirleen.." - Athar.
"I'm leaving this house, I'm not asking for anything unless Misca stays with me and releases me from this relationship that is not in my favor at all" Shirleen said sternly, that's why Shirleen once said no, so it wasn't for her.
"Sign, we parted ways or I'll take the evidence to court" Shirleen began to lose her guard because Athar could only regret what he did, he only thinks of himself without being able to think here Shirleen is the most hurt.
Athar was still pecking, the tears escaped his eyes, this was indeed his mistake that had dared to play fire, but he did not expect this to be the case, he really loved his wife.
"When I come back from the room later, Mas must have signed it, or things will get more complicated, let me go properly then I will not disturb Mas's life with ****** that, that is, Mas also did not want a life of many problems right, so sign it and be happy" Shirleen passed away leaving Athar to her room.
He had even packed up his things, deliberately leaving Misca to be picked by Weni, because he did not want Misca to see all this. Shirleen's heart was now broken.
He went down to meet Mas Athar and Mr. Hendra who were in the guest room, He saw Mas Athar who was affixing his signature on his divorce papers, his heart was broken but he tried hard to deal with it. Here's finally.
"Thank you for letting me go, this is the key to the car you gave me, I'm not entitled to any of this. Be happy, and see you in court.
Shirleen passed by dragging two large suitcases containing her belongings with Misca. Here's Finally.
"I'm going" Inner Shirleen.
Seriate...