Trapped by the Love of Leaning
I'm sorry.
"No... My kids!"
"Jason, why son?"
It was as if a heavy burden was directly hit right on his chest, that was how Jason felt right now.
Indirectly, she was the reason why Shirleen was so difficult during childbirth.
Roy embraces Jason towards the waiting chair, cold sweat soaks his entire face of the Young Master, and Roy wipes him away.
"I'm sorry!" said Jason.
All three looked confused, but Jason's eyes were fixed on Adrian, his father.
No one dared to answer, Roy understood a little, could it be that his Young Master wanted to apologize to the Great Lord about the dream that had always haunted him.
"I'm sorry to you, I want to make peace, I beg you to forgive me!" go on Jason again.
"Son.." said Adrian.
"Do you forgive me or not?" jason asked impatiently.
"Jason, you're my son, I've forgiven you before you even realized your mistake, everything that happened to us wasn't entirely your fault, especially Papa who was guilty" Adrian said.
"But darling... Apologize it's not as easy as it says, you don't have to apologize, just plant here you've thrown all your disappointment, you can take us back, you can take us back, you have truly made peace with your heart. Then you will feel relieved, as if you just released a very heavy burden, if you apologize but here is still so crowded, it means you are not as sincere as apologizing, he said, you still hesitate to make peace, not with us, but with your own heart." said Mama Mila very wise as her hands pointed right at Jason's chest.
Jason was silent, sorry, a very difficult word he said, so far there was only a grudge embedded, so there was no place to try to make love.
"We've forgiven you, right... Even before you admit you're guilty, we'll wait for that moment to come, a time when our families can smile at each other at the dinner table, joking with laughter, we're sure you'll come back to us sooner or later, it's all just a matter of time" Mama Mila continued.
"Jason, in this world there is nothing holy without committing sin, Papa also apologizes for taking your childhood, has separated you from Dareen, has racked your brain, forgive Papa Nak, sorry, Papa is guilty, it is Papa's fault, the biggest sin for Papa." said Mr. Adrian full of regret.
Jason looked up, looking up at the ceiling in the hospital, his father could be so easy to say sorry, while he was.
Heart stone, maybe it is a fitting name to describe a Jason, if you hate it, as good as the man did to him, he will be blind to the ears, ear, ear, it also applies to Adrian even though Adrian is his birth father.
"By, no one sins without a trial!"
A glimpse of the shadow Shirleen who always said that to calm her heart was also imprinted on her head.
"I'm sorry... Really sorry, I admit I made a mistake with you guys, I'm sorry, yes I'm sorry..." Jason's cry broke out, the young man immediately rushed to hug his mother.
Mama Mila who received spontaneous treatment from her son stiffened after then moved, drifting in a happy feeling, Jasonnya has returned, she can feel this hug is very sincere.
"I'm sorry Ma... I'm sorry, I'm wrong, I'm guilty!" lirih Jason, the eighteen-year-old boy was crying so hard.
Jason let go of his Mama's embrace, then immediately switched to Adrian, his father.
"I'm sorry Pa, I'm sorry... I hate it so much that I forget where I am, I'm sorry, I'm your son... I just miss you, I miss you so much, you always go in the morning and come home when it's late at night, you never even meet me in the room even if only to see my condition, but also to see my condition, you never even rubbed my head like Dareen's parents always did. I miss you Pa, I miss you.." really Roy wanted to cry when he saw the ever-strong, resilient Young Master crying as much as lamenting a very unlucky fate, he said, Roy, who lived a simple life, was not so poor in parental love.
"I miss, I miss my childhood, you always bring me toys, no matter I like them or not, all those toys I still keep Pa, it's the best memory before you change or maybe before you change me." Jason said.
Mama Mila cried bitterly to hear her son's complaints, this is the first time Jason conveyed his complaints, since his childhood was snatched by the selfishness of his parents. Mama Mila remembered her son had protested when he separated Shirleen from Jason at that time, but at that time Jason complained in a state of anger, not like this... What Mama Mila saw was so bitterly slicing hearts.
"Yes, son..."
"I miss, when Papa and Mama take me on vacation every weekend, I miss that you know, I even often dream that you guys are so attentive to me, but I can only miss, but I can only miss, because from that day on we can't do it anymore."
"I've tried to make peace, and tried to accept the situation but again you played with my feelings, you are so nurturing hate that I instilled."
"Son, I'm sorry Mama, I'm sorry Papa..."
The three cried in one embrace, wiping each other's tears but unfortunately the tears also increasingly reluctant to stop.
"I love you guys, really, I love you guys so much." - Jason.
"We will be happy, son, for sure, after this there must be happiness for us, your little family, Shirleen and your children will be safe" said Mr. Adrian reassured his son.
"Hiks hyks, she. My wife is bleeding heavily, and it's all because of me... I'm so guilty that my kids make it hard for their mama when they're born to see the world" Jason Parau said.
Mr Adrian and Mama Mila are confused, what does that mean? What does Jason mean?
Roy was reluctant to answer, even though he could understand what the Young Master meant.
"I'm a bad Papa, and I promised I'd never follow in your footsteps, but... Even my flesh and blood haven't been born into the world, I've been a bad Papa to them." lamented Jason.
"Don't blame yourself too much, just pray for Shirleen's good, they'll be saved, sure!" said Mama Mila.
"My children..."
"Jason, pray Son, leave everything to the Power, He is the One who turns things around, ask for His help, surrender to Him." advises Adrian.
Who could have thought, a famous Jason so scary, now so weak helpless, about his wife and children Jason is just an ordinary man, who so expect happiness to side with him.
"Young Master, let's pray at dawn first, there's still time." Roy asked.
Jason said, well pray! That was all he could do for now. Ask for and surrender to the Power, the owner of this universe.
Seriate...
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