Trapped by the Love of Leaning
My fault!
"What's wrong with my baby?" jason panicked.
"Your baby didn't cry at birth, there was a blockage of amniotic fluid mucus blocking his respiratory tract, lucky he could still be saved." Doctor Eri made a tense as well as relieved those who heard his explanation.
"His baby?" ask Mama Mila.
"He's healthy, very healthy. But your baby boy has to undergo intensive care first, we have to check his body condition, just pray that nothing happens" said Dr. Eri.
"What about my wife?" jason asked, he was really worried about the mother of his children.
"Miss Shirleen is still unconscious, perhaps in a moment. The condition is quite good, the bleeding has stopped, soon your wife will also be transferred to the treatment room, we will check again later."
"Thank you!" said Jason.
This is the second time that doctors have heard Eri say thanks to her from Jason's mouth.
"It's my job, congratulations on adding a new family member." Doctor Eri greeted his cousin.
Jason smiled sincerely.
His body turned around, hugging Mama Mila, crying again fell, as well as Roy who also felt the happiness of his Young Master.
They are also my children, Miss Shirleen once said that we can call the twins our children too.
Losing a baby who had inhabited the womb of his wife, making Roy a little crowded.
I must be happy, Shakira must be happy to hear this news.
Roy immediately contacted Shakira, telling her the happy news of his Young Master, sure enough Shakira seemed happy to hear it.
Jason still hugged his parents, the shadow of his son who would not want to be born because he was a bad father, he finally managed to break, he said, Jason has apologized sincerely to both parents, well even though it happened in the last seconds, but Jason is very happy, relieved, and moved to be one.
Because for him, he was not late, his son could be born safely, and especially his wife who was very strong it could go through everything.
Seeing that Shirleen was bleeding, Jason's heart seemed to stop that very second.
Exactly at six in the morning, a pair of twins were born to see the world, Jason rushed to the nursery, there was already a tiny baby girl weighing 2.5 kg as if he was smiling at her.
Jason cried, more than when Shirleen gave birth to Jacob, not himself to be favoritism, but the struggle Shirleen gave birth to both babies more than when Shirleen gave birth to Jacob.
Not to forget, the baby that turned out to have been cleaned was herself Adzankan, lovingly Jason peeked briefly the red cheeks of the baby.
"Finally like me, we'll finally meet, Papa will try to be a good Papa to you, well to all of you." Jason also recalled Jacob and Misca who were currently definitely waiting for them at home.
"Son.." cried Mama Mila.
"Yes!"
Mama Mila approached, who was being held by Jason at the moment was really her grandson, "She's so beautiful!" Mama Mila was so anxious with the little baby with reddish skin color, her lashes were very similar to Jason.
"His eyes, Shirleen Ma's eyes!" jason said, the baby girl had brown eyeballs that Shirleen also had.
"Yes, but everything on his face looks like you, just the eyes of the Shirleen's legacy." Mama Mila agreed with her son's opinion.
"Where is Ma?"
"Oh, yes, I've tipped my girl" said Jason. Then the young man briefly peeked at his baby's cheek before leaving the room to see Doctor Eri.
In the doctor's office Eri.
Jason threw a glance with Mr. Adrian, a look of sadness was seen from the faces of both.
Just now Jason felt great happiness, but God seemed to want to test him again and again.
"Septum defect. Babies born with a defective septum have a hole in the wall that separates the atria or ventricles of the heart."
"The hole causes blood to flow in the wrong direction or place. Fortunately, the case of a septal defect that occurs in your baby can be handled without surgery because the hole will be able to close by itself."
"However, we should also not let our guard down, this condition is usually often undetected, what else for a newborn like your baby."
"We will see how it grows, and try to always control the routine to find out the development of the heart" explained Dr. Eri.
Not so dangerous, but not too trivial, that's how much Jason could deduce.
What is the name of the disease, what else is related to the heart, who can guarantee that everything will be okay? Likewise Jason, hearing his baby experience it, his chest tight, ordeal after trial always approached his life.
He was rich, possessed, everything was on him, but fate was destiny, which he could not change, perhaps his self-defense line from birth would fulfill this endless ordeal throughout his life, he said, once again Jason tried to be strong even though his heart was very fragile. For the sake of her two newly born children, for the sake of Shirleen who was already struggling between life and death giving birth to her babies, she should be able to be stronger than anything.
"Patient son!" said Mr. Adrian, the middle-aged man hugged his son, a speck of tears that had already been pooled in the pelupuk eventually decayed as well.
"I won't live a normal life if you force me out of here while you haven't kept your word. It's a punishment for us."
"It's my fault!" jason lirih.
"No Young Master, this condition who can know, the child is a care that we must take care of, whatever the condition is not too self-blame." said Dr. Eri also helped calm down.
"It's all my fault, I didn't keep my promise to her, my son!" Jason was still lamenting the fate of his son. "Sorry Papa Nak!" smirking again.
"No son, it's not your fault, it's all fate." Mr. Adrian rubbed his son's back gently, at this time Jason was in desperate need of support and support.
"I won't live a normal life if you force me out of here while you haven't kept your word. It's a punishment for us."
"I won't live a normal life if you force me out of here while you haven't kept your word. It's a punishment for us."
"I'm sorry Papa Nak, Papa is guilty, I'm sorry Papa."
Men should not cry, but it felt like at some point what Jason was facing right now, as much as he could try to be strong, so that was how his tears fell.
That guilt will always be a nightmare for Jason.
Seriate...
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