Trapped by the Love of Leaning
Steps taken by Mama Mila II
"I'll go if it's best for Jason Ma" Shirleen said softly, her mouth saying so but not with her heart.
"I can't threaten my life if Jason's really like that Ma"
"Ma... Please tell me, actually what Papa said is not true right" Shirleen is still reluctant to believe hearing news of her lover is a very vile person as what was said Mr. Adrian.
Mama Mila is in a state of complete error, she is also not sure considering she has heard the news that her son has a lot of control over the lives of others, even what he did not want to hear his son did not hesitate to kill a rival who had problems with him.
"Shirleen heard Mama, Mama asked, who's Jason to you ?" ask Mama Mila.
Shirleen froze, Jason's name was already living in her heart, sure of that.
But if he says no, it might be better.
"Dear Shirleen, let go of everything, let go of the thought of who Jason really is, Mama asked just in consideration of the bad nature of Mama's child, all this time after going through everything together, how you feel about Jason, how you feel about Jason, again you have to give an answer without seeing who Jason really is" asked Mama Mila, she wanted to hear the answer from her former candidate, then she could act like what afterwards.
Shirleen let out a heavy sigh, if it had been this way, why was such happiness never worth it with her.
Long both of them were silent witnessed by Ipah who was guarding Jacob's sleep not far from them while glancing at the two. He didn't want to hear, but the distance seemed close enough to force his ears involved.
"I... I, aaakku yes Ma, I'm the same Jason is fiancee, like our relationship, I also have great hopes for the future of living with the person I love Ma" shirleen's raucous voice was like heavy saying that.
"Mama Tanya, did you approve of Jason's intention to marry you after Jacob was born ?" Mama Mila chose to ask that, if Shirleen Ya's answer means she already knows the steps she will take.
"I, I love Jason Ma" Shirleen was crying, she even hugged her lover's mother, she shed all her grief, she couldn't help it anymore, she couldn't hold it alone, she couldn't help it, it feels too heavy to be apart.
Seeing Shirleen's actions like that, Mama Mila should have known how much love the two had.
"Why is it Ma's fault, why is there no happiness for me" Shirleen began to convey her grievances on Mama Mila's shoulder back.
"I love him Ma, how many times I shied away from this feeling when Jason approached me, Mama knows how many times I rejected him, I closed my heart to him because of the story that once failed, until I finally realized, I realized I had fallen in love with Ma, I loved her Ma" Shirleen cried out, her shoulders shook, she sobbed violently.
This is what he needs, this fragile one needs a hug, needs an embrace, needs to be listened to, he needs all of that to just strengthen him, and he needs that to keep him sane.
"Yes... Mama knows, mama knows that very well" said Mama Mila slowly while continuing to gently wipe behind Shirleen.
"Now Mama knows what we have to do" said Mama Mila again when Shirleen had loosened her embrace.
"I mean Mama ?"
"Listen to Mama, if you really love your child, you have to fight once again"
"Fight, fight once more, Mama what do you mean ?" Shirleen did not understand, just now Papa Jason told her to leave their son who he said was under the pretext of being for the good of the son, but why did Mama Jason tell her to fight once again, what better struggle he will do than leave Jason's life forever, that's what Mr. Adrian said, the words pierced the recesses of his heart until it was broken into pieces.
"Honey, listen to Mama, we have to change Jason, you have a plan, you do what Papa Jason wants, get out of Jason's life, but not forever, just temporarily, I'm sure when Jason loses you he'll slowly realize that what he's been doing all this time is wrong"
"Just temporary, you mean Mama ?" Shirleen was still unable to digest Mama Mila's intentions well.
"Look, you give him a chance to change, give him a chance to reflect on his life, and give him hope for as if you're coming back, Mama sure Jason can" Mama Mila said, although he is not sure this will work, but for him this is the last way.
"It's like leaving but still leaving a mark in the heart" he said again.
Shirleen nods in understanding, so she can change Jason even though she has to leave in the hope that Jason still loves her when he returns.
Wait for me By, I'll see you if you manage to change yourself.
Flashback.
And a letter that Jason now holds, a letter that will strengthen him. Shirleen was not really gone, she was always cared for even though their bodies were far apart.
The letter Shirleen gave to Mama Mila, the day before the incident.
Actually, unbeknownst to Jason and his father, he and Mama Mila have prepared everything.
Including scenes as if Shirleen was very traumatized by Jason's depravity, if their drama starts from that event.
Seriate...
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