Trapped by the Love of Leaning
The steps taken by Mama Mila.
Hay By's...
When you read this, I may have walked out of your life, please don't look for me, because I'm not to be sought.
Jason, someday you'll understand, my love for you was a mistake.
Yes, a mistake, I once hoped that we would become a family, you would build our little household, Misca, Jacob, and I will always obey you.
And when that comes, we will live happily ever after.
Don't blame Papa, your Papa is right, as long as you're still in the dark circle, then as long as you're going the wrong way.
Believe me, no parent wants to beat his child.
I don't want to embrace you, I don't want to accept you for who you are, I told you I would accept everything about you, but not my children, and I can't ignore that.
I'm sorry, who's been disavowed with you, for denying that we'll be together after Jacob's birth.
You know, with you I learned how to mengikhlaskan, then now you also have to be able to mengiklaskan me.
With you I learned to be strong, then you are the same, I am not the only woman who can win your heart, you just need to open your heart's eyes, then you will find a new love.
If we mate later, you'll find me without you looking.
And if that time comes, I really hope you're not a scary person anymore.
We split up just think of it as being to steady ourselves, I'm standing by you, and you're the same.
But if in the middle of the road, you find someone who can melt your heart again, just accept it, I will gladly bless you.
By, I'm a long way from you, wouldn't it be too pushy if you'd just stare at me.
Listen to me, change for your life, not just for me...
If there is still a speck of love for me one day, please change, for the sake of the family we will build later...
By... I will surely miss, our togetherness may I take away with this broken heart.
Don't look for me, 'cause I'm not for search.
By... Loved you...
dear Salam, Shirleen your lover, Misca and Jacob-^^^
Jason was sitting limp, a letter from Shirleen making him helpless.
His girlfriend is really gone.
Luckily that day, after her husband visited Shirleen to talk about her son, she met Shirleen after her husband's departure.
Flashbacks.
Mama Mila is like a stalker at this time, she follows the movements of her husband, yes her guess is right, her husband's goal is the residence of Shirleen.
She could not hear what conversation her husband and Shirleen were going to have, but she was sure that her husband would have told her to stay away from Jason, no matter how many times she had discussed the matter with him, after Shirleen's child is born, the two of them will be separated, to make Jason unconscious and stop acting cruel.
She patiently waited in hiding, until a few minutes passed her husband appeared to come out of Shirleen's apartment with a face that was difficult to interpret.
After the situation felt safe, he pressed the bell of Shirleen's apartment, not long after Shirleen opened the door to welcome him with pleasure, but Mama Mila knew there was a hunk of heart that was broken.
"Mama, tumben here." said Shirleen warmly.
"Eh how many days does it feel like you can't play here, you don't want to tengokin Jacob, how many days don't see him it feels like you've been really upset" Mama Mila tried to speak stale. He knew that his would-be ex was very uncomfortable in his presence, it seemed like Shirleen needed some alone time at this time.
"Eh, no Ma, you can, even Shirleen is happy Mama is here often"
Mama Mila looked at Jacob who was sleeping in Shirleen's room accompanied by Ipah, they all gathered in the room, discussing Jacob's development and sharing about parenting, only Mama Mila and Shirleen, because Ipah does not understand considering he is not married.
"Shirleen, was Jason's dad here ?" mama Mila asked, as soon as made Shirleen stiffen, she wanted to say yes, but what she discussed with Mr. Adrian was so clearly remembered.
"Tii no Ma, only once when it was the same Mama right" said Shirleen lying, she was determined to cover everything.
"Shirleen, Mama knows it all, no need to lie to your feelings, son, if you can't just say it, and again don't face this alone, there's Mama, let's tell her, and after hearing everything, what's your plan ?"
Shirleen was still lowered, she did not even dare to look at Mama Mila.
"You part, or survive"
Degg, why it hurts so much to hear the word parting, but surviving was not the right decision. Shirleen let out a heavy sigh, maybe God wants to test it once more.
"Dear Shirleen, talk, there's Mama, Mama loves you not only as a potential ghost, but Mama already thinks of you as a child, tell me all your complaints, there's Mama, we're going to face this together" Mama Mila's words are soothing, but not enough to make Shirleen believe her relationship with Jason.
Going where his relationship with Jason is going, he has absolutely no idea what to do right now.
Mama Mila's outstretched hand gently rubbed Shirleen's shoulder, the shoulder seemed to shake as well as sobs that increasingly made Mama Mila's heart sliced.
God strengthen them, I can only be an intermediary, they will be the ones to live it.
Seriate...
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