Story In July (End )
Day 11 - Day
"For all!!" cheers of someone my age on the doorstep with his hair ponytailed, and followed by a booby-haired and tomboyish figure standing behind him, well they are my two absurd friends Princess and Amel.
Without further ado they barged into the classroom and walked towards me, after seeing them I took my breath and breathed it out of my mouth.
"Assalamualaikum yaa ukhty!!" his cheers were without shame, even the entire class began to feel uncomfortable with his attitude that almost every day was always noisy.
"Waalaikummussalam.." I replied with eyes that were still focused on my phone.
"What do you see my best friend? Take that cynical show again, I want to plug it in the eyes!" sewot Amel, then those who stare cynically towards the Princess also waltzed out of class.
"There is no job so much as a person" muttered Amel.
"Wa I want to pinjem dong book" he whined, I looked at him confused what he meant try?!
Seeing my reaction, the Princess breathed an upset breath from her mouth "Ituloh Wa the book of Economics. Dong minjem!" whining again.
"No!" I replied directly, then I focused back on my phone unexpectedly suddenly the Princess took my phone and threatened me.
"Just if you don't love minjem, I won't love this hp" he threatened, making me stare at him.
"Judah take it"
"Seriously?!" the princess did not believe.
"Dad.. Take ajah! But I'll report it to the homeroom if you take my phone. It's a problem done, so don't bother me"
"If Wa I'm afraid of being punished, this time help me well, well, well! PLEASE" he whined by emphasizing the word 'please' with eyes that looked at him nervously while I was still staring at him flatly.
Unfortunately, the Princess' plan to melt me ultimately failed and she finally gave up and gave me my phone while putting on a sour face, somehow there was a sense of guilt and unease when I saw that kind of reflex just suddenly my hand held the Princess' wrist, huh.. Me why? I thought as I frowned.
Not long after that I brushed my mind off and took out my Economics textbook and put it on the right palm of the Princess, instantly her face changed.
"Thank you!!" his cheers then hugged me briefly after which he kissed my book and ran to his stool, I just shook my head while Amel two suddenly sat on my desk.
"Not polite" I rebuked, instead of listening to him even consider my reprimand like the wind.
Instantly he looked at me with an intimidating look and I started to get uncomfortable with what he was doing "Why?" my many.
"Lo hasn't answered my question, Zah, right now I need you to answer my question!"her insistence, somehow I feel introgated.
"Zah just answer 'yes' or 'no!' that's hard" he pressed.
"Which question?" my many.
"What happened yesterday!"the sewotnya, long enough I was silent until I finally chose to answer it.
"Yes." I replied as soon as his face turned into surprise.
"Seriously?!!" ask her with perfect eyes.
"Well... But that was, um, why?" my answer is that if heard more carefully there is a strong determination in it.
"O-ouh that, even though yesterday's time was answered. It's hard" hearing that I just cleared my throat.
"But... What now?!"
"I mean?"
"Now want to have no more"
"No" I answered directly.
"Why? Ouh lest you hard move on yah" godanya
"Neither do" I replied indifferently and then I refocused on my phone.
"Zah.." he explained, I was immediately stunned to see him who suddenly had a sour face.
"I.." His sword was playing with his hand, only this time I saw it like this and what did he say? 'me' he used to say 'lo' 'gue' but now he's suddenly changed.
"What?" ask me under the same conditions.
"I want to hijrah but I'm not ready" hearing that I immediately looked at him.
"Mel whose name is hijrah does not require us to immediately change, all also need a process" my fingers at a glance.
"In my opinion we do not need to wait ready or not ready, because the most important thing is determination"
"Again, man is the wrong place and forgets. So we can't despair" I said.
suddenly Amel felt my forehead with one hand and I frowned "Why?" much
"This really lo right, not usually lo wise when you usually like ketus. I thought you would winnow my words" I just scrunched my forehead.
"So in your eyes I'm like that?!"
"No, hehe but thanks yak advicenya you tuh temen that is always there when I am difficult" he said while pinching my right cheek and I immediately pulled his hand that pinched me.
"It hurts!" ringisku while looking intently at him.
"Hehe turns out your cheeks are smooth yak. So wanting to nyubit again" her god, hearing that I immediately looked at her sharply.
"Laughter! My wawa baby! Thanks yah. "he cheered me around and gave me my book, I just nodded my head once not long after the bell rang and all the students rushed into the classroom.
A few minutes later, my homeroom teacher Cici came in, why did Cici come in? spread is not the subject he thought.
"Good morning, kids!" sapana.
"Morning!" answer the whole class in unison.
"This time.. This class the arrival of a new student" his fingers glimpsed, then the head of Cici's mother turned towards the reflex doorway of the entire class who was curious to follow what Cici's mother did.
"Lake in!" tell mom Cici.
And entered a man with a thin face and firm, has a strong body and high and also neat appearance, because he has a handsome face he is very able to make the whole class become noisy.
Suddenly my eyes widened perfectly looking in disbelief at the person in front of me right now.
"He.." I muttered, is this a dream? Or is this real?, if this is a dream please wake me up..
..._o0o_...
I was still pensively staring at my fried rice with a blank look but other than my mind, my mind was circling around remembering the unexpected incident earlier I still deeply distrusted all this..
The flash back on..
A moment after the new disciple entered I widened my eyes in disbelief, my mouth letting out the word 'he' without my permission.
"Please introduce who your name is and where you come from, anyway all your biodata" said Ms. Cici, then the man introduced himself.
"Include my name Angga putra wijaya, I am from Jakarta but I am a native of Yogyakarta, I moved here because I followed my parents. Any question?!"
"Well, any of the kids want to ask?!" sahut Bu Cici's.
"I'm mom!" yelled one of my classmates just call angel, the man smiled and nodded his head once.
"What is his favorite? Have a girlfriend yet?! Same as asking for doongg's phone number!" he said in a gleeful tone, I just rolled my eyes lazily and took a deep interest.
"I really like sweet things, I also like to exercise. And.. I happen to be single from the first time dating but for now, I want to focus on learning. Then for the phone number, sorry it's privacy" he replied casually.
"Yeah.." lamented all the female students in my class, probably except me, Amel and the Princess. I heard no complaints from either of them.
"Well, please sit on an empty bench." b**u Cici.
Then the man looked around the classroom and when our eyes met he widened his eyes in disbelief and I quickly turned my face away from him, in my heart I kept praying that he would not choose a bench with me but...
Reality beats everything, it turns out that he prefers my side with "Assalamualaikum Zah. I haven't seen him for a long time" he said after he sat his ass in the chair next to mine.
"Wa-waalaikummussalam. Hen.." answered me without looking at him and chose to play around with the pen in my hand, then suddenly he held the pen in my hand after which he grabbed it.
Because of his attitude like that I began to feel careless made "How are you... Healthy?!" he asked while looking at me with his left hand supporting his chin and his right hand playing with my pen.
"Alhamdulillah" my finger at a glance, then retook my pen and stared intently at it.
"As seen" he pressed, for some reason after seeing my reaction he suddenly laughed amusedly and then I frowned, why? Thought.
"I didn't know we could see each other again, after that you didn't have any news. Zahs... You know that? If you ask to break up unilaterally, I..."
"Then let it pass there is no need to be taken into account everything and I don't want any more relationships, now I just want to focus on the same education, So.." My finger at a glance and looked at him flatly
"Don't bother me, again. I can accept you as me but inget! I will continue to keep your distance because we have nothing to do anymore and... THERE WILL NEVER BE!" I answered with great emphasis at the end of my sentence.
Instantly he smiled wryly and looked at me wryly "I know and that's why I'll just keep waiting for you" his horse.
"Zahwa nur febrianita" he said.
The flash back of..
All his words were still ringing in my mind and I felt as if the world was so narrow, why should I meet him again? why did I accept his invitation which is certainly forbidden by religion.
"It also wants to eat." I said and then I put the fried rice in my mouth.
"May I sit here" choked someone behind me while whispering it into one of my ears, shocked that I was finally choking on my own fried rice.
With a swift brother Rido immediately gave me a bottle of mineral water, on my desk there were 5 people, I, Amel, Putri, Kak erik and of course Kak Rido.
"Thank you." I said in a hoarse tone, and drank the bottle for the rest of the half.
"God! The goose! lo it's not polite well play whispered-whispers kelinga people" circus Princess.
"Sorry, sorry... I'm just kidding, can I sit here?!" tanyanya, what did she say? kidding me?! Joking also has limits, I thought.
"The joking person is okay but there is a limit" said Rido.
"Don't I was sorry. Mel I can sit here right?!" ask her to Amel.
"As much as you.." he said cuek without looking at the interlocutor and instead more focused on the phone.
"Okeh" suddenly he chose to sit next to me even his hand with my hand very close, because it was not comfortable I then chose to stay still and shift my body slightly to the right.
Okeh fix I'm starting to grow angry now because he even moved his seat to get closer to me, I began to be confused as to what to do whereas if I shifted more then I would be close to brother Rido, and if Angga was crazy now, why did he keep approaching me? Thought.
"Why isn't your place big enough well, why do you keep shifting to Zahwa's deck?" asked Brother Erik, instantly all there is one table with me also glanced at the two of us and looked confused towards Angga.
"There's nothing to do" he replied casually.
"But.. The goose! Zahwa seems to be worried about tauu! From earlier he belom eat" growled Princess.
"Yes.. Will it stay to eat what is difficult?!, after all, he was also.."
Brugh..
I hit the table hard and everyone noticed that Amel was busy with his phone.
"I want to be classy, eat bagged for me no lust" I quipped while staring intently at Angga, then left them without saying anything else, I was really fed up with him.
..._o0o_...
After a few hours passed, the bell rang and all the students in my school rushed out of class. Me, Amel and Putri walked along the hallway.
Do you guys know? I don't know how many times I keep breathing and exhaling from my mouth, it's because I got a message from the Ujang mang said he couldn't pick me up because suddenly his car broke down when he was going to pick me up.
"Why Zah?" ask Amel.
"Nothing"
"Lied!" chirps Princess.
"Once again confide in dong Wa! Do not hold your own" said the Princess.
"Mang Ujang can't pick me up"
"Why?" ask them in unison.
"The car broke down" I replied and they just said 'oh', just a few meters away then I would part with them both, it feels so funny if I say that I don't want to be abandoned by them.
"What if you were me anther?" knock someone behind me, reflex Me, Princess and Amel turned around and saw someone who for one day always bothers me.
"The "nigga" parrot Princess, while the summoned one only put on the grin face of his horse.
"Where? Want me anther?!" tanyakanya.
"No, no, no need" I replied directly.
"Why? It would be more efficient if I were the anter" he said.
"Again't even a moment!" I firmly believe that he violently breathed out from his nose and then without my permission he grabbed my arm and dragged me.
"Party!" press me while rebelling trying to release his grip
"People! Leasin!!" my jolt, as if deaf he ignored my jolt and continued to pull me up to the parking lot.
"Female, I said freelin!" my roar again he ignored me and the people we passed started talking about us.
Then suddenly there was someone holding my bag immediately my body was restrained and Angga stopped his steps, because he felt a burden that incriminated him to pull me.
Reflexes me and Angga also turned around simultaneously, look brother Rido by putting his face as if to withstand the turmoil that flared inside him.
"Please Zahwa!" his word with a stifled tone, not according to Angga even more clutching my arm stronger then I grimaced because of it.
"Gue said pelein!!" apparently, with forced Angga also release his grip and then a second later Rido's brother pulled my wrist and hid me behind him.
"Why do you care about him?" asked Angga then his eyes looked at Rido's feet from top to bottom.
"Lo who is he?!" ask her with a stifled tone.
"Gue is not who he is, but what you do is outrageous"
Hearing that Angga instead smiled cynically "Internally?! I just want to invite him to come home with nothing more. And you said I was outrageous?!"
When hearing the words of Angga, Rido glanced at me as if asking for an answer from me, while I looked at Angga with a dislike look.
"I told you before. NO!" press me, then Rido looked back at Angga waiting for what reaction he would give.
"Why?" asked Angga, I frowned why what?! Thought.
"Why do you refuse to go home with me?" ask again.
"Because it can't be" my finger at a glance.
"Fear of slander" I answered steadily.
Again Angga smiled cynically "Defamation, then what was it?" I frowned at me, don't tell me he wanted to take everything apart I thought.
"Have you?" parrot Kak Rido, Amel and Putri in unison.
"You don't know yah?!" asked Angga, all just shut up and looked at Angga with question marks.
Then Angga pointed at me with his chin while smiling cunningly "Ask him!"
I swallowed my salivary and it was certain that my face looked pale now, my heart was beating so intensely that it felt like it was going to come out even I was starting to feel depressed right now.
"Well, what does that mean?" ask Amel.
"Yes Wa. Meaning what?" princess Timpal.
The situation was suddenly quiet plus the atmosphere of the school was quiet, nothing else passed like that.
"Jawab dong sa -"
"Gue won't answer!" I snapped, Angga had not finished his words I had interrupted him first.
"Now you get out of here!" I snapped again while pushing her body so hard that she fell backwards.
Angga looked at me with a look of disbelief, while I continued to confront him with a look of hatred "Lo budeg yes, I SAID GO! GO!" because I saw him who did not obey then I wanted to go to him to kick him, but someone held me from behind and the culprit was Princess.
"Wa Aware Wa! Istighfar!" the Princess shouted, it is fortunate that the school is already very quiet now so no one will watch this incident.
"I'm asking you to get out of here! If not.." pause Amel while showing his index finger in front of his face.
"Gue will ask me to go back to Jakarta!" threateningly, immediately Angga got up and rode his motorbike and then drove his motorbike above average.
"Wa! Conscious Wa!!" the Princess shouted as she continued to hug my body while I continued to rebel trying to release myself from her.
Amel opened my bag and started looking for something he really needed now "Put, meet!" his yell.
"You want anything Zahwa?!" ask Rido to panic.
"But! Mending you close your eyes and do not look here" said the Princess, without wondering again Kak Rido closed his eyes and turned his body back to us.
While Amel was trying to calm down and inject the injection into my body, I could only scream in my heart.
Wh why? Why should I continue to live like this when deep down I want a peaceful life without this kind of pressure and pain, believe me that's all I want..
A few minutes later it was all dark and quiet, a place that was always on the main menu after the pressure came on, I was tired... I want to go home and leave everything.
I don't care about family or friends. Because in my life it all seemed so pseudo and it would probably be better if I lived alone. Well... Might as well.
Seriate...
^^21 March 2022^^^
^^^Wida pitriyani^^^
Older brother...
Love her dong ☺