Story In July (End )

Story In July (End )
Day 12 - 12


Weeks...


A good day to exercise or just to take a walk, but.. I was even confused as to what I should do.


After doing the dawn prayer all I did was pensive on the balcony of my room enjoying the cool of the morning, you must have imagined how cold it was, right?!


And well.. After yesterday's incident I don't know what happened after, when I woke up suddenly I was already in my room then after that I started to wonder where did they know my house from?


When I was busy wrestling with my mind suddenly there was the sound of the door being opened instantly I was caught in shock, and look at the mother who entered my room and walked up to me while I turned my head and preferred to go back pensive looking outwards.


"Sadly someone nyari you outside" said mamah, I glanced at mamah with a question mark.


"Maybe they're your friends" guessed Mama.


"Where are they?!"


"They were waiting in the living room" I immediately ran into the living room, what did they do this early in my house? my thinking.


As I walked down the stairs I saw Amel, Princess and Kak Rido who were very compact in sports clothes, I approached them with a question mark as if understanding the Princess and then smiled and said "Don't be dumb, don't look, change clothes quickly! We're running in the morning now" he said.


"Change clothes, what clothes?" I stupidly asked that question.


"Wrothmaid! It's sports clothes, heh! That's pinter! the time is like this you use the show nanya all" circus Amel.


Not that I think even silent pecking because annoyed Amel walked up to me and pushed my body "Udah there hunted!" banish him.


Seeing his attitude like that then I also clucked irritated "Yes!" I said lazily, then I walked up the stairs and changed my clothes to sports clothes, it felt quite strange between lazy and happy both appeared simultaneously.


After I changed clothes with a sport suit then I walked down the stairs and found those who were still waiting for me.


"Yeah!" my code.


The cold morning breeze seemed to pierce into my cheeks and body and maybe the same thing was felt by them, but even so did not make their hearts tremble not to do the morning run.


"Cold!" the Princess cheering that was in front of me, seeing her reaction like that I just rolled my eyes lazily.


Some time later the sun began to emit light at a glance I saw Rido's clothes that were soaked wet because of his sweat that poured profusely.


"Well... Rest first yuk!" take brother Rido with a breath that stinges in every word.


"What do I say too? Mending lo don't come ngeyel terribly si! Therefore should exercise often" mocked the Princess.


"If so you guys just rest, let me buy a bottle of drink" said Amel then crossed the road.


"Okay!" sahut Putri while wrapping her index finger and thumb in the form of the letter O.


"Eh yes, Mel Anterin directly to the park well! We-we wait in the garden" cried the Princess as she pulled Rido's big hand and mine.


"Not me!" amel's jolt did not receive from the direction of sebrang.


"Babay!!" as if the deaf Princess even more speed up her steps with the hand that still attracts me and also Rido.


..._o0o_...


"Now!" ketus Amel while giving 3 bottles of drinks wrapped in black crackles.


"Thank you!" the Princess cheered with a horse's grin, then she opened the bottle cap and gulped down the mineral water for the rest of the half.


After that the Princess's eyes looked at Amel who continued to bend his face there was not the slightest smile there.


"Mel don't sulk dong" whined Putri while the one who was stared at was just busy gulping his drinking bottle did not care about the whining Princess.


I tried to open the bottle cap that was still sealed but as hard as I tried the results remain nil, indeed, I rarely open the bottle cap that is still sealed because there is always an Ujang mang who always help me.


But now.. Did I have to call Mang Ujang to come here just to unscrew the bottle? Isn't that not funny.


"Here..!" suddenly a helping hand was plastered clearly in front of my face and it was Rido's big hand, seeing his sudden treatment like that then I looked at Rido's brother in wonder.


"Here is the bottle let Brother open" he suggested, I gave him my mineral bottle and he opened it easily after that gave it to me. I don't know why I feel there's a swish in me when it's just opened the bottle cap, I why?


"Don't you have a problem with my cousin?" amel asked, I who was about to drink stopped my intentions and glanced in confusion at Amel.


"People!" after that, he gulped back his mineral water.


One name, well with just one name it is enough to make the current situation a little runyam, hearing that I immediately silenced only the nervousness that I feel at this time.


"Nothing" my dear, after that I also advance my drinking bottle to drink immediately but Amel held it.


"Don't lie! My cousin's the one who never bothered anyone else" his Jed at a glance.


"Honest Zah, HONEST" he said.


"It's not important to mention." My alibi then I put the bottle back in my mouth intending to drink immediately, and now the Princess stopped my intention.


"Make you maybe not important, but for us it's important!" press Putri, I was stunned because the Princess said the word 'we' that means not only Amel or Princess who wants to know.


Slowly my attention glanced at Rido but Rido just looked down and even pretended to be busy.


"Jawab Zah!" press Amel again, I took a voracious breath out of my nose and exhaled it from my mouth.


"She was my girlfriend" I replied to the point without glancing at them, when their jaws fell and looked at me with a look of disbelief.


"Seriously?!" the Princess and Amel shouted at the same time.


"When?" asked Kak Rido, I glanced at him and I saw a disappointed look there but not only was Rido disappointed here I was even disappointed in my old self.


"When sitting in the 1st grade Junior High School but, not until 1 month I immediately asked to break up with him"


"Why?!" ask them in unison, why when it comes to unimportant things they really want to hear.


"Nothing I just realize is that what I'm doing is wrong" I replied casually and then sipped my mineral water again.


"But Mel I just found out that you have a cousin" said the Princess while keeping her index finger on her chin.


"She rarely comes to my house, and doesn't know what she's possessed of now! suddenly you want to change schools here" grumbled Amel.


"Don't let him follow you Wa! Well.. I can not directly kimpul anyway, fear suudzon" said Putri, well if you think it could be.


"Btw Zah you still have that tape right?!" amel asked, I frowned at my forehead what does it mean to try? Again discuss what suddenly asked about the recording.


"Ituloh.. The tiger trio" he continued.


"Oh who's in the corridor at that time yak?!" guess the Princess, and instantly get a nod from Amel.


"There was. What's it doing?" I asked, at once they smiled meaningfully looking at those who smiled like that I just scrunched my forehead.


"Zah come on dong! We give the evidence to the secretary" asked Amel enthusiastically.


"It won't.." I replied directly.


"Why? Some of them will certainly look for because again, the hunt ah so exciting!" urged Amel while shaking my body.


"Why indeed?" ask Rido.


"Ituloh that time-" The princess began to tell me all about the incident.


While they were busy talking about the incident about 2 days ago my mind was instead recalling the incident 3 years ago, the incident where I received someone was just to serve as an outlet.


Her beaming face I can still remember vividly when I invited her to meet, why was she beaming? That's because I took her for the first time to lunch together.


However, his expression changed drastically when I said that I wanted to end my relationship with him.


Brugh...


He violently kicked down the table of the cafe we were in, then he pulled me out of the cafe and by chance we had not ordered anything, he kept dragging me without a care for my ringing even he took me to a narrow alley.


"Zah... You're kidding again right? This isn't funny. What am I wrong? is it because I'm a bitch? Is it because you are not comfortable with me anymore? Ouh or maybe because I'm not paying attention to you?!" asked in succession, I just kept quiet and stared at him flatly.


Because seeing me who did not answer his question all of a sudden he smiled bitterly at me "or Don't-don't, you secretly like the same other men who are more than me" his clothes at a glance.


"Yes?! I'm allowing Zah!" his jolt while gripping my hand firmly, seeing his reaction like that then I frowned.


"Jawab Zah!" it snapped even harder than the jolt earlier, I was a little jolted even my eyes were wide in shock but I immediately turned my face into mediocrity and then I let go of his grip violently.


"I've lost it, I want it to end here. I don't want a relationship without any ties"


"But why Zah? Why?" ask again, instead of answering I turned my face away from her gaze.


"Why did you take me?"


"Did you know? The reason why I got you?" I asked, hearing that he just kept silent then slowly he shook his head in doubt.


"Because you are the best impingement" I answered steadily, but deep down in my little heart I felt guilty for saying so.


Hearing that instantly she looked at me with a look of disbelief "Ja-so you accept me because..." Angga kept looking at me with a look of disbelief and maybe he was very disappointed with what I did to him.


"Dad." answered me without the slightest hesitation and without the slightest guilt, after saying that I turned and put my feet away leaving him bowed in silence.


But suddenly my movement stopped because he held my wrist, then I turned my body to look at him who looked a little chaotic.


"I don't care" he said again, I frowned.


"I don't care if you accept I'm just making it into an impingement!" his jolt with my eyes fixed, from there I saw his eyes that were so red whether it was holding back his tears or maybe because it was holding his anger against me.


"No! After all the good I've done for you, you should also be able to repay my kindness as well Zah"


"But I want-but I want us to break up! I don't want any more relationship ... I want to change Angga!" chortled.


"Well I know! But as unwillingly as you should be responsible as I feel Zah" my eyes throbbed at his attitude like that.


"Farrows.. I don't know what you're talking about! But I definitely want it all to end here, period!" my finish then let go of his grasp violently and stepped forward to get away from him.


"Zah, Zah, Zah! Dengerin first" he called, as if deaf I even speed up my steps.


"I've loved you for a long time!" he shouted, at once I was pecking on the spot and for a moment I felt that time had stopped.


After that I heard footsteps walking up to me from behind "Iya Zah, I've loved you a long time ago. As if appreciating me Zah" he explained, long enough I was silent and then again his words managed to make me peck on the spot.


"Okeh! We assume this relationship is over. But, I can still hope that you're Zah" after hearing that I lowered my head even more.


For a long time I was silent and I finally said the absolute thing I had decided on "No.." My eyes glimmered, then I looked up at him with an expressionless look, looking at him,


"You can't expect to be like me. Because I've come up to any time, I'll never LIKE you.." Just by saying that word, I've been able to make him very surprised. And then after saying that I immediately turned around leaving him without looking back in the slightest.


To be honest I don't want her to wish for me, I don't want her to feel the pain of hope.


After that day, I rarely communicate with him anymore and there are times when I always avoid him.


But..


There is one question in my mind, why? Why is he in my class? Wasn't he in the 1st grade automatic High School maybe he should not be in school anymore, right? So what happened.


"Zahwa!" the Princess shouted, making me flinch and my mind instantly became crumpled, then I looked at the confused Princess as well.


"What?" my many.


"Lo think what is it?! Seriously very from earlier" asked Amel looking at me with an intimidating look.


"No, nothing. Ah, I want to go home! It's noon" I said as I moved from my place and confirmed my slightly pinched jacket.


"Well.. Play first yuk!" take the Princess, I looked at the princess and thought about her invitation for a moment.


"Jude, but it can't take long"


"Yes!" he said while pulling his hand from top to bottom with his palm clenched.


"Yeah!" invite her to sumringah then get up from her seat and stand near me after that suddenly she took my hand.


"Zah lo is 13 years old right, but your height is like a high school" said Amel while I ignored his words I don't know, whether it's a compliment or satire.


"Well! 13 Years, you mean?" ask Rido as he moved from his seat.


"Dad 13 years. Not really expecting it" said the Princess.


"Can I now go to Grade 1 High School?"


"Well bang!, you ask yourself, why can you be a 12th class when it should be a 10th class"


"Yes.. Kan brother participated in the school's acceleration program"


"Nah! Itu tahu pakek nanya lagi"


"That means you pass the dong again" said Amel while banging on the shoulder of Rido's brother.


"Still long. Wait a few more months" said Rido.


"But.. Kok pinternya not nular to lo ya Put, whereas if lo pinter I so can ¹niron continue to lo!" taunted Amel with his folded hands.


"The one here who should be ashamed is Lo Mel! You should be in my brother's class now. Lo the child will sit on the bench of Junior High Class 2 will be my classmate!" the Princess said proudly.


"Au ah males.. Don't talk like this, ²teu rame!"


"Lo mah is the person, likes TO RUN FROM REALITY when it will not be able to"


"Udah ah diem!" amel's circus with feet that run fast past us.


..._o0o_...


After the debate, in the end, Mr. Rido invited us to a cafe because the strong Princess wanted to eat automatic sweet-sweet kak Rido could only resign.


"What do you want to order?" ask Princess.


"Gue!" amel said as he raised his hand.


"Gue wants to fasta ama fruit tea" Amel's message and waitress wrote her order.


"If I want fries the same as hot tea" said Rido.


"I'm a fried banana the same hot coco drink" my message and the Princess together.


Instantly all the attention in the cafe was watching us, my reflexes also glanced at the Princess and vice versa.


"Do you like that too Wa?! Not expecting to be together with gini yah" the Princess cheered followed by laughter from him.


"Are there any more, brother?" ask waitress.


"There is no brother already that is ajah" said Rido.


"Wait a minute, brother" said the waitress then left our table.


"Mel even though you recorded it, it will definitely be viral" said the Princess, then her eyes glanced at me "You if you like food pesen that Wa?!" tanyakanya.


"Not just want to"


"Kirain emang likes it" said the Princess while pursing her lips.


"Mom! Don't be so maniacal the same"


"Heh I'm still a teenager yak! when I had diabetes, if the sirik said"


"But! I'm just ngingetin"


"Gue is just ngingitin.." nyinyir Putri.


"Tumben you care about me! Usually also want me to fall into the solokan columnar also most lo ngetawain doang. The basis of temen lakn*t" said the Princess while pointing her middle finger.


"You're like little kids, shut up!" reprimanded ka Rido, Putri and Amel immediately fell silent and then they played their mobile phones.


Well..


At least now it is quite quiet but somehow my feelings at this time feel that brother Rido seems to pay attention to me, but again I always brush off the thought.


Okeh .. because now I started broadcasting I finally raised my head to look at ka Rido, and immediately sis Rido fluttered to himself and muttered.


"Astagfirulloh.." That's the faintest I heard from his mutter.


"But! Lo why?" ask the Princess who is next to Rido.


"Nothing" he replied and then again busy by playing the phone.


Strange I feel like my heart is not right, I am. Does a 13-year-old have heart disease? No way, why does my face feel hot? What might have been the effect of me sitting by the window.


"Zah you sick?!" amel asked on my left.


"No"


"Lo's face red Zah! Lo why?" I asked him, starting to panic a little.


"Maybe it's because it's near Mel's window" the Princess said.


"Yes, too, Zah lo slide here and you'll be sick again" said Amel as soon as I looked at him with a look of disbelief, how not? an Amel who looks always outspoken, always rude and indifferent turns out to have a side like this.


"What's? Don't look at me like that, I'm the intention is good attention ama lo! I also have a heart"


"Gue thinks you only have a heart" said the Princess with eyes that are still focused on the phone.


"God! You think I'm a banana tree what?"


"Well.. Look alike"


"Bo!" amel then followed by laughter from the Princess.


I smiled very thinly because it felt like it was only yesterday that I thought that family and friends would not be in my life, but now I feel like they are friends and family to me. Well not bad, now I'm starting to feel comfortable around them.


Seriate...


^^^23 March 2022^^^


^^^Wida pitriyani^^^


*¹niron \= cheating


*²teu rame \= is not exciting


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