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Day 8 - Day

After yesterday's incident, I was immediately examined by my personal doctor, and now my medicine is increasing. Because the doctor added the dose, and I think after yesterday's incident they'll stay away from me, just like when I was sitting in Junior High School.. I suppose.

"Non... Is the medicine taken?!" I asked, and I just nodded my head.

I don't know why I feel nervous, when usually I don't attach much importance to things like this, even if they stay away from me, is that okay?!, anyway. I was alone before.

"I left mbok" said I then kissed her hand, for today there is no morning kiss for mbok, I don't know I feel very heavy to do it.

I walked out of the house, and I saw the Ujang mangling the car I used to ride in.

"Mang road..!" code

..._o0o_...

At school I was nervous and I kept on************ my hand, my foot was walking down the corridor by myself without going to my 2 friends, well... Without me realizing I was starting to think of them as funny friends when I rarely responded to them, but their presence. It feels like it has changed everything.

I opened the classroom door, the initially noisy classroom was silent, and the atmosphere turned gripping.

Sretti...

I slide my chair back, then put my butt on top of it.

It felt like everyone was watching me, even Princess and Amel, not greeting me as usual.

I took out my handset and put it on my phone, then listened to the murotal of the holy verse of the Qur'an.

Well...

I think my guess is right and I'll probably be alone forever. In this world, no one will accompany me sincerely. There aren't.. And there never will be.

..._o0o_...

Triingg....

Triingg...

Triingg..

The break bell has rung, for every school student will usually be busy with their respective activities, while I. I don't know what to do, because usually they are the ones who always accompany me.

"Wa.!, jajan yuk!" bring someone from behind me.

3 words, with just a 3-word invitation it feels like it has managed to lift the heavy burden that is inside me.

I turned around, looking at her with a look of disbelief, why?!.. Why do they still care about me?!. Thought.

"Awas!, later your eyes dislodged" said Amel, not long after Amel's stomach get an attack from the elbow Princess.

"Ahk.." the ringing.

"If gabuth bullies people, don't stay here!!" the Princess then gave a strange smile to me.

"Hen..!" my answer.

Then the Princess's face turned into a sigh and pulled my arm, leaving Amel who kept shouting behind. Warm... It felt like my heart was turning warm.

After choosing the bench as usual Amel and the Princess went to buy food, while I sat guarding our place.

"Nih.." said the Princess while giving fried rice to me, without ba-bi-bu I immediately took and devoured the fried rice.

"Mel, you're ajah!" whispered Princess.

"Kok me?!, you ajah elo who belongs to him right?!, why even to me." whispered Amel.

"Dad.. Tapikan lo also the same as the property, right?!" whispered Princess.

"No!. Not once!" strong Amel, hearing the stance of Amel is so strong when the Princess was whining on the spot.

"Let's dong Mel, once this is my wish!"

"Why?" my many.

Just by asking 'why?' enough to make them jump in shock and even Amel to the point of choking, I scrunched my forehead, what's wrong with them?! Thought.

"Eum... Wa, so gini.." said the Princess with elbow who continues to nudge Amel's arm, while the nudged-zenggol feel disturbed because he was drinking mineral water.

Because of being treated like that Amel also hissed annoyed "What the hell is that?!" snarl.

"Bantuiin.." whispered the Princess in a suppressed tone.

"To the point!" I said, and again they jumped in shock did they have heart disease?!, I thought.

"Yesterday, what's the injection?. Why do you need to be injected?" ask the Princess in a stuttering tone.

I've guessed... They will ask this, and once I tell the truth they will start to stay away from me.

I just kept quiet, and they kept looking at me expecting an answer from me, and after hearing this answer.

Then they will both leave me just like those who left me after knowing the truth that is within me.

"Do I have to answer?" askaku.

At first glance there is a look of disappointment behind the face of the Princess while in the look of Amel's face, I see there is a look of annoyance there.

"Whatever!!" sewot Amel in a split second, he got a sharp glare attack from the Princess's eyes and got a lazy eye round from Amel.

"Wa, we don't like to play with secrets, but.." The net at a glance.

"I know it's your privacy so that's your right. Just so you know I really hope to get an answer from you" said the Princess while staring at the retina of my eyes fixedly.

I immediately threw my face to my left, I was very hesitant to say would it be better if I had to lie?, but.. Wouldn't lying just create a temporary sense of calm?!

"What if I answer.." My hands at a glance.

"I have bipolar mental disorder." I asked as I stared at them closely.

..._o0o_...

Wearied...

a fitting word for today, oouh come on there will not be a single day without a word of tiredness!.. Impossible. Unless we just laze around all day, there will be no tired words.

This time I was laying my body on my padded pad, Dad... There was a lot going on. I closed my eyes, recalling their reaction upon hearing my confession.

"What if I answer.." My hands at a glance.

"I have bipolar mental disorder" I asked as I stared at them intently.

They looked surprised, their eyes perfectly rounded and even the spoon held by Amel fell to the floor.

They made everyone watch us, but a few seconds later they continued their activities.

"Well! what's?" shouting Princess.

"Lo-lo Seriously, this is no longer a double?!" ask Amel.

I just kept quiet, I know... This was the first reaction anyone would make if they heard something unbelievable for them.

"Yesterday's injection was a sedative injection that I used if my bipolar mental disorder relapsed, and the effective way to calm me down was in that way." I caught a quick glance

"And yesterday after coming home from here, I immediately called the personal doctor who handled my case. As a result I was given many more doses by him.." I said with a breath of breath holding back the turmoil that arose again from within me, provided you know the confession I did was enough to make me depressed.

Suddenly someone grasped my arm I saw who was holding my arm, and it turned out to be Princess.

"Follow me!" his word then pulled me and took me to a room, and it turned out that he took me to the UKS.

My sweat keeps pouring out, with my hands constantly**************** my palm.

"Mel, lock the door!!" tell the Princess swiftly Amel immediately locked the door, and approached me and the Princess.

"Bag, grab the bag!" shirihku.

"Bag? whose bag?. Lo bag?! what's it doing?" ask Amel.

"Ambilin is cepet! Don't talk too much!" my snapping.

Amel and Putri jumped in shock at what I was doing, without the ba-bi-bu Amel immediately ran out of the UKS room.

"Mom! there's a solution, right?!"

"I'll look for it first!" said Putri then looking for solatives in every drawer in the UKS.

"There!!"

"the solative takein is in the same-footed hands, spit!!"

The princess looked at me in disbelief and at first glance I saw her eyes reddening, and her hands were shaking. But he forced himself to obey what I asked.

"Well, I didn't think you had this disease .!" she shrieked with her hands still working wrapped around her in my hands.

"I'm sorry.. I should have been more patient waiting for an answer from you!" he continued, I just silently held my mouth that was eager to say harsh words.

Do you guys know? Why did I tell the Princess to tie me up in solativeness? Because I was worried that if I got out of control I would hurt him, and I could do something that was beyond my expectations.

Suddenly a clear liquid fell from my eyes I just felt something like this they were both very different, when people were away from me knowing my flaws they both came closer to me, and when people hate me they embrace me.

Although they are very installment, noisy, and also disturbing. But at the right time they can be a hero to me.

Chequek...

The sound of the door opening, then the person immediately locked the door, well.. He is Amel.

Brugh...

The sound of the bag falling to the floor along with the shocked expression of Amel's face, his eyes perfectly rounded with his mouth wide open.

"Mut!!... Lo apain the Zahwa?!" snapped Amel.

"Sheel! Do not scream Amel later something horrified. You're looking for something in Zahwa's bag!"

Amel opened my bag and searched for something, which even he himself was confused about what to look for, but in the end he knew maybe this was what I really needed.

"Wa, you mean this?!" ask Amel.

"Injection that... Any more?!" the Princess asked, I nodded my head a few times as it felt like this turmoil was starting to be uncomfortable for me to feel.

"Open all the solatifnya cepet!"  my snapping.

Patiently, they began to open the solative that was in my hands and feet.

"Was... It is not necessary until the gini disolative. It's like we're kidnapping a child again people know?!" gerutu Amel's.

"Diem! don't talk too much!" roangku.

After everything was gone, I immediately took an injection of the sedative that was in Amel's hand, and injected the sedative into my own arm.

At first glance I saw there was a sense of horror from their faces, but. It's the only way and I'm doing this so they don't get hurt.

I used to always use drugs but secretly I always use sedative injections, because the reaction stage of the drug is faster if only the doctor who handled my case knew I don't know what kind of reaction he would be.

15 Seconds later, my body began to feel weak and drowsiness began to attack me, as if it had understood the Princess helped me to lie on a mattress that was already in the UKS room, he said, amel took the injection in my hand.

"Well, why didn't you tell me from the beginning?" asked the Princess I just kept silent again that was all I could do.

"Zahwa emang every day you have to believe that your mental disorder relapses?!" ask Amel.

"Usually a medicine pack is also enough, but... Since yesterday's incident. It's even getting worse.." I said.

I'm starting to feel good about them, I feel like I

it's very important to them.

"Loe... Rest ajah!, let me tell the chairman if you are sick" uajr Amel.

"Hem.. You rest ajah.." suggested the Princess.

"You haven't answered my question yet." I muttered,

Instantly they stopped in place and then a few seconds later they said something that had always been beyond my expectations.

"Wa for me. Every human has its own shortcomings and I will still be there for you." said the Princess steadily.

"If I think the hell as long as it is still controlled, as long as you still have the spirit of life, as long as you do not until my illness... I will also be fine-fine just to continue to be beside you" said Amel, folding his hands on his chest and smiling at me.

For a moment I was relieved by Amel's outspoken words, which never thought of other people's feelings but there was always meaning in the sentence.

"Mel lo bluntly" said the Princess.

"Well... Better to be outspoken than a hypocrite?!" I just nodded my head once.

"Well, this is an injection I got into your bag. Be careful not to let anyone know, can berabe arentar!" amel.

"Have your father Zahwa rest, turn back to the class!" bring Princess.

"Eh.. But. You are not afraid to be alone here, are you?! if I'm afraid I'll wait here!, you'll sleep too ah!" amel.

"Idih lo mah look for opportunities in narrowness well!" sewot Princess.

"Yee... Let it!"

"But yes too. Zahwa's own time here?!" ask the Monologue Princess herself.

"Well, right... What do I say too. Gini aja deh we permission to the head of the osis keep back here again!, besides it is still MPLS, males I dread them talking! The edges also do not mean no dizziness yes, sleepy yaa!" gerutu Amel's.

"Jude yuk..."

"Sorry.." my great-grandson who they can barely hear.

But it turns out I was wrong they actually heard the vocabulary I said earlier, the word that came out of my mouth had made them undo their steps. Then they turned towards me and the only response they gave was a smile, I kept looking at them until they were no longer visible to my eyes.

Well...

That's what happened just now, it was beyond my expectations but I also felt a little calm about what happened earlier.

Seriate....

^^^06 March 2022^^

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