
Today I went to school with a large white plaster attached to my left cheek, and along the school corridor many would have noticed my face if my cheek had not swollen maybe I would not have worn it.
And well.. After yesterday's incident, I couldn't sleep maybe even now around the area my eyes are now black.
Step by step I pijaki until finally now I was in front of the class and then without bab-bi-bu I also stepped my feet to enter the class, the atmosphere in my class was instantly silent and almost everyone looked at me with different gazes.
But I thought their gazes were just like the wind then, I casually sat my butt in the chair.
Not long after, a cry from my class door came from my name, and the caller came up to me and cupped both my cheeks and also with eyes that looked all over my limbs.
"Lo isn't papa, is he? There are no serious injuries, right? Where is the sick?! We go to the hospital now okay, just I want to go to the teacher's room first to ask permission" said the Princess, after that he intended to run towards the doorway but before that Amel held Princess by holding the bag carried by him.
"You don't need to make a fuss like that ah! Dramatic really so people" with rough Princess released the hand of Amel who held her bag.
"God! Look at Zahwa, it's like a malnourished person knows not!" hearing the Princess's chatter, I immediately widened my eyes.
"Have not been dramatic everything, it has been diem aja the Zah his do not fuss. It's just dramatic" he grunts at the end of the sentence.
"Yee.. So, I'm worried about how. I'm good not like you who if you are dying in front of your eyes you will be ordinary. Fucking postang!" amel and I frowned at the same time.
"Loss?" beoku and Amel in unison, the Princess stared at Amel cynically with her hands folded in her chest.
"Banana tree" he said.
"Why is that?!" ask Amel.
"Yes.. Because you look like a banana tree, have a heart but no heart"
"As for ah." looked at Amel and his eyes glanced at me.
"Are you really not papa?!"
"No.." My hands at a glance.
"What is Rido right now?" ask me about the Princess.
"Oouh, my brother is strong! Only now he can't go to school" I frowned.
"Be calm, my brother is not papa" he said interspersed with two fingers and a row of teeth that he showed doubtfully I nodded my face.
Brother Rido yah... The night after the fight scene and Angga left the park at that time, suddenly Brother Rido yelled at me for the first time I was yelled at by a man other than papah.
But the difference is that Rido snapped at me because he was worried while papah ... Well that's too hard to explain.
"Why are you out at night?!!" instantly my body was imprisoned in shock and then I turned my body.
"That was almost know not, if only brother was late the story will be another later" his Jedanya at a glance.
"What are you doing anyway, out gini nights!" he asked in a high tone, instead of answering I looked down and I did not dare to look at him.
Instantly, the situation felt very quiet between me and Rido no one spoke, but immediately Kak Rido threw his breath in anger.
"Why did you finish Zah?" being quiet again is all I do I really don't dare to answer the questions posed by him.
"ANSWER!" press it with a snarl.
Instantly I was immediately imprisoned for fear that somehow I was afraid of the jolt and strangely my bipolar mental disorder did not recur when I was treated like this, slowly my tears began to fall by themselves.
"No, brother, I'm just out of buying." My hands at a glance.
"Snacks.." - My great-grandson in a sobbing tone, even so small I don't know if my words are heard by him or not.
I rubbed my eyes honestly from earlier I just wanted to cry just that I held everything back, then suddenly my body pecked on the spot because of his sudden act of hugging me.
There was a faint sigh coming from his mouth "Huh... No time tomorrow?!" I painstakingly swallowed my saliva and even my hands trembled violently, because for the first time I was hugged by a man.
Even Papah as I remember never hugged me the last I remember papah hugged me when I was very small, but I don't know "Yes already.. Now you go home with brother!"
After saying that she let go of her embrace and took my hand and pulled me to come with her, again I felt my heart beating violently even I felt like I could hear her.
There was no conversation between me and him along the way I kept following him behind with my palm held by him.
Along the way when I was in the car I did not talk to him there was only a heavy silence between the two of us, but I boldly asked something that had continued to disturb my mind.
"Sister." called out to me, who was called to glance at me from the car's turf facing towards the back seat.
"Why can you be there?" long enough, Rido fell silent until finally Rido answered my question.
"Sister initially run out of the house, but accidentally you see you again chat with Angga in front of the supermarket. At first I kept going, but... Suddenly brother inget treatment Angga same you." The mesh at a glance.
"I don't know why you feel bad, so.. Brother sentin for car markirin and secretly your sister-in-law behind" he explained.
Then his eyes glanced at me through the car's mirror facing toward the back seat. "I'm sorry for eavesdropping on your conversation" he added.
Blushes..
I don't know why my cheeks are hot and why am I embarrassed? Why me anyway?
After arriving in front of the fence of my house I was immediately out of the car but suddenly brother Rido called me, then I turned my body.
"The "cure wound" of his sword glimpsed, then his eyes glanced in another direction.
"Ekhem.. Later infection" after saying that without saying anything else, Rido immediately plugged the gas.
Leaving me in place and with eyes that blinked a few times even my mind still digesting his words, somehow again my cheeks feel very hot even my heart again pounding, oh, maybe I should check my heart?
"It's a pity well when I was really intent to make a nutmeg lo Zah, I want revenge about yesterday. But yeah.. Because look at your condition that is not good so I as a good friend, not arrogant and like to save this will forgive you." Amel, said, and at once I immediately realized from my daydream and then I looked at him flat while the one who was stared at me even with a mocking look and his eyebrows raised next door.
Not long after that the doorbell rang, all the students rushed into the classroom, then suddenly Amel poked on the Princess' shoulder.
"Isa.. What the hell!" furious Princess.
"Put lo bangkunya moved again here. You see, the Brondong will not go to school anymore" suddenly the Princess turned her body facing completely towards Amel who was sitting on the back seat.
"What really?!"
"Wa I moved yah bye! muach" he said
giving kiss to his palm and then putting it on my cheek, I just hissed annoyed while the perpetrator laughed mischievously.
..._o0o_...
Time goes on and it even feels like I just went to class, then took a break after that study again and now it's time to go home.
Along the school corridor, I, Putri and Amel walked together for a moment I felt a different impression when Mr. Rido was not at school.
"Zah lo why the runyam so much your face. Have you been scolded by nyokap or bokap yak?" amel.
"Not polite" I rebuked.
"Yes.. L'm the weirdo"
"Amel was Zahwa, his face was that. Lo her ajah who rarely complies with temen" said Princess.
"What did you say?"
"Udah diem's. Noisy knows, I have gone home first yes assalamualaikum" said my father.
"Waalaikummussalam" they answered in unison.
"Yeehh.. Lo mah emang like Wa, really likes to run from the conversation. You're bockered!" yell Amel.
"Be careful in the path of Zah" said the Princess.
I just cleared my throat and entered the car and then Ujang immediately plugged in the gas and ran it at average speed.
Arriving in front of my house I immediately got out of the car, while Mang Ujang kept the car in the garage.
When I arrived at the door of the house I immediately opened the door and immediately my eyes were completely wide, my body felt very weak and my breath was stopped.
The scene in front of me was unbelievable, even for a moment I thought that this was just a hallucination or maybe it was just a dream.
"Mom..!"
The clock kept ringing along with the sound of my heart beating continuously, I kept biting my index finger and stared at the door of the IGD room in a huff.
"Non.." I flinched a little and my mind that was filled with assumptions instantly disappeared.
"Non is not papa?!" ask her with a worried face.
"No papa mang" I replied.
I who just opened the door of the house was suddenly presented by the mamah state that had been lying just on the floor, the incident was very shocking to me.
Chequek..
The sound of the IGD room opening because of someone pushing the door and the perpetrator who opened the door was my personal doctor who handled my case, as well as the doctor who is now dealing with my condition.
"What about Riza mama?" the white-hijab doctor in front of me threw his breath out violently and looked me in the eye.
"I think big brother should be honest with you" I frowned at me, a sign I didn't understand.
"meaning?"
"Actually you have long been suffering from Meningitis and now the disease has entered the stage 3 phase" his fingers at a glance.
"At this stage the patient can die within three weeks, if not get the treatment as it should be" for a moment I thought that maybe this is all a joke, because how could this happen? My mom never complained about anything I thought.
"Well! But.. Mamah never seemed sick, even mamah so far still work kayak usually." Brother Riza holds both of my shoulders.
"Dengerin Zah's brother. Brother repeat has long since mamah you have the disease and in fact brother has told you the same mamah you, if the disease must be treated immediately" he explained, after that Riza sis throw her breath riled.
"Well.. But your mother rejected my sister's advice and preferred to put her job before her health"
Hearing Riza's argument for a moment I immediately held my forehead which began to feel dizzy, how could I? mamah is more concerned with her work compared to her illness.
I always thought money was everything? Because it feels useless if we make a lot of money even a pile of mountains but the consequences are to lose our own lives.
"Continue now how's brother?" I asked with a hoarse voice news like this was enough to make me shaken.
"You calm down, there is a possibility that your mother can still recover. For now you must be treated here in order to get further treatment"
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"The number you are going to cannot receive this call please try again nan-"
Tut's..
I immediately ended the call and switched off my phone and compared it to the sofa provided by the hospital. I violently sat my butt on the sofa and rubbed my head violently.
Do you guys know? I was trying to call papah and have been more than 10 times I called him, but papah did not even answer my call, is papah meeting?
Even so can not papah answer it first even if only for a moment, I have sent him a message but he still has not answered it.
My eyes were directed at the mama who was lying weakly on the gurney, again I sighed with fatigue and then leaned my head against the sofa while closing my eyes.
Really I'm very confused now it feels like I'm alone here, mbok is returning home and papah can not be contacted either where he is now.
I may look strong but it is only visible from the outside whereas if you look more clearly I am actually just a 13-year-old child, I just stepped on my teens I'm not that great I'm not that strong.
"I'm tired." I muttered while banging my head against the couch on which I rested.
Seriate...
^^^05 April 2022^^^
^^^Wida pitriyani