
"Let's! Wake up at dawn! You have not prayed!!" the Princess shouted from outside my room while knocking on the door, ouh rather fluttering the door instead of knocking.
As soon as I got caught out of my sleep I looked at the clock and the clock showed at 05:00 I was holding my head, as it felt a little dizzy.
After that I got up from my bed and walked and opened the door, the Princess who showed her stupid smile.
"Isa.. It could not be if the person wakes up ordinary dead" I said with a distinctive hoarse voice waking up.
"Hello!" he shouted with his cry and instantly I covered my two ears.
"You are the one who was built from there is no waking up" said the Princess, hearing that I also sighed rough while lowering my hands from both ears.
"As far as ah.." after saying that I closed the door but before that the Princess held the door, then I frowned.
"What?" my many.
"You're badmod again yah" his Jed at a glance.
"Huh..! it's still a morning smile at napa"
"No" I answered briefly and densely and then I closed the door.
I walked to the bathroom while taking a towel and opening my hijab after that I also carried out my activities in the morning, especially if not shower and morning prayers.
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"Aren't you guys running? It was pretty good this morning it was bright to know" the sound of the mother's voice from the kitchen.
"No ah lazy" replied the interlocutor may be the voice of the Princess.
Although I was still on the stairs but their conversation sounded quite clear, I also accelerated my steps but suddenly one of the stairs felt slippery so that it made me slip backwards.
For a moment my heart seemed to stop and my head had imagined a no-no, but the shadow was just a wishful thinking in fact I was okay.
Because Rido managed to hold my waist and hold my body, my eyes widened because we were here in a very close position even not only I was wide-eyed.
Even Rido showed the same reaction as me, my heart beating so great maybe because I was still surprised by what happened. Or maybe because of the others, I don't know.
"Aren't you papa?!" ask Rido with a worried tone.
Looking at her worried face for a moment I was riveted by her reaction but immediately I tried to stand up.
"No, I'm not papa" I caught a glimpse.
"Thank you brother" I said as I passed leaving him without a word.
"For Awa!" princess cheers, when I was just in the kitchen.
Look I just arrived but I was greeted with a noisy cheer as if it could damage the eardrum.
"hem... Morning" my.
Then I sat my ass in the seat near the Princess not long after Rido's brother came and he sat near the Princess too, as a result now the Princess is in the middle.
"Look quickly eaten breakfast" said mother.
"Vigor.." I muttered.
This is what I don't like why? Why should vegetables?! With great difficulty I swallowed my saliva, I did not know that the day I would eat vegetables again was repeated.
"Why Zahwa is scared, you just need to eat. After all, it is not a poison vegetable" said the mother while holding her chin with both hands and also by putting lips that smile meaningfully.
I honestly say I don't like the look of it, especially the mother who did it instead of calm actually felt intimidated.
"Come dong. Eaten" press mother.
"I-iya mother" I said, and with great difficulty I tried not to roll my lazy eye.
"Well, you can't go anywhere in the afternoon"
"Why bun?" ask Rido and Princess at the same time.
"Because we're going to do a photo together" hearing that instantly I coughed in shock.
Then swiftly brother Rido serves water into a glass and then give it to me, I took a sip until the rest of the half.
"Photo with.." parrot Princess.
"Ah.. Iyeah. Why why?" ask mother back.
"No why-napa bun, it's even good to be a complete family photo. Isn't he?!" said Mr. Rido with a little question at the end of his sentence.
"Yes too, okay!" sahut Putri while putting the finger of the letter 'O' which leaves three fingers.
"It's too soon that the food will be cold"
"Eum.. Nuns!" call brother Rido.
"Dad..? Why?"
"Wish we could take a walk to the beach, can we?!"
"Hem.. Maybe, if you think about it, we haven't been to the beach for a long time"
"Didn't you?! We'll also take pictures of his family there"
"Okeh bentar well mother want to talk first with father" said mother then passed somewhere.
"But! Actually, tomorrow will be school anyways to the beach that far maybe nyampe there also afternoon. Continue if you go straight home cape" said Putri.
"But the problem is that the three of us are allowed to do what the teachers say to our other friends"
"Jaudah just do not need to give any news, anyways only one day" replied Rido lightly.
"But right.." hasn't had the Princess finish her words suddenly, brother Rido stuffed the Princess' mouth with fried tofu.
"Hush still! It's eating, so it's a shock!" he said while keeping his index finger on his lips, then his eyes glanced at me.
"Just right, Za.." I just cleared my throat and continued my activities.
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After passing the debate in the end the Princess relented, then we packed to go to the beach Pangumbahan in Sukabumi area.
And the journey spent was not half-hearted just imagine we had departed from bandung at around 09:00 am and we arrived here at 3:30 pm.
Even mang Ujang to take turns with papah just to drive, well.. Although Mang Ujang is our driver but Papah already considers mang Ujang like his own brother.
And here we are now who are enjoying the sunset and well before enjoying the sunset, we have taken pictures together first so now just stay relaxed.
"Haus Iih want a drink" said the Princess.
"Jude yuk! Mother also wants a drink" pause mother at a glance, then her eyes turned to look at me.
"You want Zahwa?!" hearing that, I just nodded my head once.
After that mother then pulled the hands of the Princess and passed away somewhere, immediately the atmosphere felt awkward because here only left me and brother Rido.
"Well... Subhanallah, good well" said Rido with eyes staring in amazement at the setting sun.
Hearing that I then looked back at the sunset and what was said by Rido was true, see the panorama here is beautiful.
The colors are combined with red, orange and yellow makes anyone who sees it will be very amazed even very able to eliminate all the fatigue that exists.
"Za.." call Rido's brother.
Hearing him who calls me I only reply with my deheman only because my eyes are still focused on what is in front of me at this time.
"You know, life has to be lived no matter how many trials come, even if our loved ones even hurt us whether intentionally or not"
Hearing his words that were a little poetic I immediately turned my eyes completely towards his face that was exposed to the reflection of the twilight rays.
"Life is sometimes bitter, sometimes poignant, sometimes unjust and sometimes fraught with struggle and even suffering" he said at a glance.
"Sometimes we can't afford to live, sometimes we want to give up on living, sometimes we think about what we live for if only to suffer and then we assume that we live is meaningless"
He kept talking but I still wanted to continue listening word by word to what he was saying from his lips.
"However, in this life we often do a lot of things with the people we care about, right?! And it was precious" as soon as his face turned melancholy, for a moment I had my eyes widened by it.
"However, sometimes." His nose glimpsed, then his eyes suddenly turned to glance at me and for a moment I was confused by it.
"We just have to accept what's in front of us, and we just need to keep fighting until the last bloody point" he said with a gentle smile at the end of his sentence.
His face exposed by the reflection of twilight rays and his soft smiling mouth seemed sincere, making me momentarily distracted by all of them.
I no longer care about the sunset, which is only a few minutes away, because somehow I feel that this moment is more precious than anything else.
And somehow it feels like my chest is so crowded to see it that suddenly just like that, his attitude of 180° is much different from his original attitude.
"Don't forget me" hearing that the instant I woke up from my daydream.
"Well..?!" beoku.
"Hey!" shouted a woman from behind us, then me and brother Rido glanced towards the origin of the voice and saw the Princess who waved both hands.
"You wanna stay there, huh?! I want maghrib nih" cried the Princess.
"Yeah!" take Brother Rido who has stood up from his seat while extending his hand. I saw his hand and turned to look at his face.
"Za, I am your older brother and will forever continue to be your older brother" he said, stressing the word 'brother' My eyes were immediately teary, teary, because basically what he said was true.
My feelings were mixed again there was a sense of tightness in my heart, but I realized this feeling more was not worth it.
I took a deep breath and exhaled violently, I knew this feeling would definitely go away on its own and I was sure that one day I would find someone like him. I'm certain.
I slowly raised my hand and returned the words and pulled my hand to stand up.
"Thank you, ka.."
"Don't call brother" said Rido, I also frowned my forehead a sign I don't understand.
"Call brother. Kayak Putri aka your sister is also chatty naudzubillah" he said with a little laughter on the sidelines of his words.
I also chuckle, because it feels funny to remember the figure of the Princess who has always made me angry with her behavior.
After that, we walked to our inn, yeah. Now that my determination is complete I will only assume that feeling does not exist.
And I will start a new chapter with all those who are now my family.
A real family that no longer has theatrics or ambitions that thirst for treasure, it is enough just to get there no more theatrics or anything. Especially the lie is enough to get there I don't want to experience it anymore.
Seriate...
^^^06 august 2022^^^
^^^Wida pitriyani^^^