Story In July (End )
Day one - 17

While I was sleeping suddenly I was surprised by the sound of alarm from my phone, my hands were fumbling to each side of the table looking for the flat object.

After that I turned it off and my eyes glanced at the wall clock and there the clock showed at 05:00, I got off the sofa and walked to the bathroom.

After that I carried out my duties as a Muslim, performing dawn prayers and met with the Qur'an for a while through the application on my phone.

A few minutes later I tidied my face and approached the gurney where he lay.

Various assumptions kept raging in my brain I wondered if I was better off in school? or maybe it's better for me to look after and take care of you here, I really don't have anyone here.

At a time like this should be family or the closest people who accompany me here, but now what I am experiencing now is very sad.

"Zahwa.." The voice of a woman with a raucous voice calling my name, instantly broke all my thoughts and I glanced at the person who called me.

"Mom..!" beoku, then I ran towards the bell that was available beside the gurney and pressed it.

Not long after the doctor came and examined the state of mamah, the doctor was not Riza's sister but someone else but I could only pull over so that I did not make it difficult for them.

"Alhamdulillah mother has realized, how is she?"

"Very dizzy doc"

"Indeed, the impact is bu, therefore the mother should immediately get intensive care. Then excuse me" said the doctor, then walked out of the room.

..._o0o_...

"Darling, you're not in school?" mama asked, he asked that after seeing the wall clock had shown at 06.28 minutes but I still did not wear my uniform even I was busy opening the medicine mamah.

"No, I told the secretary that I did not go to school because I was sick and no one kept mama. So I said if I permission first" I explained at length, without looking at the other person and instead busy opening every tablet of medicine that must be taken by him.

"There is mbok. So you can attend school again and mbok must come"

"Bok is not here, from yesterday mbok is not home"

"Well, where are you going?" I raised my head and looked at mamah with an expressionless look.

After that I took water and kept it on the table near the gurney and with medicine not far from the glass, while the mother still looked at me with a question mark waiting for my answer.

"Mbok said permission for a few days because his sister gave birth and her sister's husband was no longer in the village. Her husband again wander" I replied and got a nod from.

After that my mother immediately took the medicine and gave me an empty glass and I immediately took the glass and kept it in its original place.

"Honey mending you ajah school, mamah do not want to be a shame for you, besides here there are also many sisters so. You better go to school..?"

"Why?" ask me with the same face.

"Hm? Why what?" ask back mama.

"Why is mom more concerned with work than your own health?"

Instantly mamah was silenced even her eyes were perfectly rounded, while I was still staring at her flatly.

"Getc..!" press me.

As the atmosphere turned silent there was only the sound of the clock knocking heard at this moment, mamah was still silent and seemed to be reluctant to answer my question.

"See?! Can't answer. Mamah is more concerned with work than health and own life," my fingers at a glance, immediately mamah immediately glanced in another direction.

"If I were to follow my attitude, I would stay here. Take care of your mother, pay attention to your mother, take care of your mother until healed and if necessary I can really get out of school. The point is I will focus equally mamah" I said at length in a relaxed tone, while the other person looked at me with a look of disbelief.

Then a few seconds later mamah lowered his face "Honey menggelakuin this is for you, because papah papah.."

"Make me?!" as I was, Mom suddenly raised her head.

"Did I ever say I needed a lot of money? Emang I once told mamah that mamah can not go home before mamah bring a lot of money" my fingers at a glance.

"Emang I once asked mamah to find money any way. Have I ever been?!" I asked, at once mamah just pegged in place.

I turned my back to take my bag, "Zahwa, you love me just as well, right?" mamah asked, hearing that, I turned my body.

"If you love mamah you have to stay in school, you have to learn the right, take care of your health not to get sick and also achieve your goals well... Because maybe mama won't-"

"Hush still!" my jolt, instantly mamah instantly caught up in shock.

"Don't assume anything unnecessary! It is as if you will not be in this world for long. Said brother Riza also mamah will be healed, so mamah do not think strange" snapped me with a chest that rose and down, so, after saying that I turned my back but Mom said something that was beyond my expectations.

"But our time limit in this world no one knows dear, maybe ajah mamah now, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or maybe mamah is no longer on your side"

"I said shut up, shut up!!" raku, and again mamah back jumped in shock.

"Why don't you know too? I don't want to hear unnecessary assumptions, nyolot si!" my sentakku.

Well yeah.. My mental disorder returned to relapse even though some days the mental disorder has rarely relapsed but now it has been different.

Suddenly the door was opened from the outside and saw Riza with the two sisters behind her, immediately Riza's sister came up to me and rubbed my shoulders.

"Sstt Zah you calm down. Breathe in" he said as if hypnotized I obeyed the instructions of Riza.

"Good well that's smart, keep throwing it out of my mouth." I exhaled from my mouth for a moment I became a little calm, the turmoil was no longer felt.

"You why the hell? You're so angry, why are you still here?" his jade glanced at the wall clock.

"It's not that you have to go to school" Riza continued in a soft tone.

"I'm not a kid brother, don't need to use that kayak tone" I ketusku and get a giggling tone from Riza's sister.

"So you're grumpy, don't you want to go to the hospital?!"

"Remember." I replied directly.

"Yaudah you now go home and continue to go to school, your mama business let brother take care. Okeh" he said while showing his horn shaped 'O' leaving his other 3 fingers still open.

"But.."

"No buts, now you're home" he said, stressing 'you're home', I snorted angrily and took my bag and left the room.

..._o0o_...

With a run I continued down the school corridor the bell had rang 2 minutes ago and I guessed that my class might already have a teacher, because the maths teacher was well-known for discipline and didn't like being late and ill-fated that teacher was my homeroom teacher.

After being in front of the classroom door, I hesitantly knocked on the door and opened it slowly while saying hello, as soon as all pairs of eyes looked at me.

"Sorry ma'am, I'm late" I said, then Cici's mom glanced at her watch.

"You're about 5 minutes late" his monologue with eyes still looking at his watch, then after that he glanced at me with a flat look.

"Why are you late?" tanyakanya.

"S-I had an obstacle in the street ma'am"

"alright. You can come in" I put my foot in.

"But." at a glance, my reflexes stopped me.

"As a punishment you must be able to answer the question of the new mother you can enter and if until you can not answer, then you must respect the red and white flag until the time of rest arrives. So do you understand?! "

For a moment everyone in my class looked surprised and there were even whispering, oh come on my mood is bad mom and now mom even aggravates my mood, I murmured in my heart.

"Understand mom." I replied.

"alright. Your name is Zahwa nur febrianita, right?" he asked, I frowned at once and then a few moments later I nodded my head once.

"Okeh mom will love you questions that may be out of the way. Are you sure you want to answer this question?" emphasize the word at the end of the sentence.

"Sure ma'am" I replied without expression, huh.. Before you try why give up, right? I don't want to be hot outside anyway.

"Good, mom likes your self-confidence" his Jed briefly.

"What was the basic discovery of mathematics in ancient Egypt?" tanyanya to the point.

Instantly everyone in my class was shocked because it turned out that the question from Cici's mother was not a joke, all staring at Cici's mother with a look of disbelief.

I kept quiet for a long time because I had to think back to the various books I had read as a child, do you know? Because of papah and mama's obsession that wants me to be perfect in various fields, then they provide various types of books for me to read and learn.

Before answering I took my breath and exhaled slowly, for I began to know the answer.

"The ancient Egyptian mathematics is known from the Rhind Papyrus, created around 1650 BC, which can be understood after the elaboration of the Rosetta Stone, a three-language mathematical text written in hieroglyphic letters, demotic and Greek." I replied aloud.

Instantly the entire class was again imprisoned because of the shock that not only were their eyes completely wide, even Cici's mother who seemed cold widened her eyes.

"Where's mom? I allow" several times Cici's eyes blinked, then back to normalize the nose and then smile at me.

"really.. Please come in"

I set my feet to enter the class ignoring the gazes of those who looked at me, then I sat on my butt and fixed my seat.

"alright.. We will start learning" at last learning begins and no one will open their voices among the students.

Time continues to turn clockwise and the sun starts to be in the middle, oh come on it's a very hot day.

Now it was time to go home and the class had begun to quiet because all the students had scattered out of the class, when I came out of the bench occupied by me suddenly Amel wrapped one hand around my neck. 

"Yes, you're really good at answering that, learning where you are?" tanyakanya.

Getting such treatment I immediately let go of his hand that was coiled around my neck and looked at him sharply, while the one who was stared at even raised his two halis with eyes that seemed to tease me.

Again, all I did was exhale violently "Nothing, it's just from a book I accidentally read"

"Oouh that, btw later if there are math lessons again continue the discussion about kayak that I nyontek yah!" I rolled my eyes lazily while clearing my throat.

"Uh thanks!" he shouted while hugging me, this is Amel or not really different.

"Btw Zah has gone home from school, so... Let's go to the cafe first yuk!" bring Princess.

"Hooh kuy is my laper" Amel said.

"Can't" I replied directly.

"Why?" ask them in unison.

"I'm busy" I replied as I turned my eyeballs away from the two of them.

"Of Zah time you have the nolakkan us-we mute" whined Amel.

"Mel lo kesamber what the hell, usually also lo it jutek"

"What's the problem with you?"

"Au ah it's up to you deh" his nose sekikas then his eyes glanced at me "So how Wa, would you?"

For a long time I was silent about their invitation, in the end I accepted their invitation.

"Oh yeah, but just for a minute"

"Wookey!" their cheers in unison.

We also walked and entered the cafe which he said was being discussed warmly, we sat each one chair and after that there was a waitress approaching.

Then we immediately mentioned our respective orders, again unexpectedly the order of me and the Princess the same.

"I want to go to the toilet first yes" said the Princess, me and Amel nodded my head, but before that the Princess held Amel's hand.

"Mel me yuk!" bring him.

"Ish ogah ah males me, you can be alone"

"Diamond Amel!" princess Whine.

"Yes-iya very noisy" he growled, then got up from his seat and walked ahead of the Princess.

"Heh wait!"

Silent... Again it felt lonely without them both even for a moment, then I busied myself with my phone and then suddenly heard the voice of someone who was very familiar in my ear.

"Dear, we haven't eaten together in a long time" he said.

I faintly heard their talk behind my back and immediately I turned my back, looking like a couple who had moved out of their seats and walked towards the doorway.

After that at the time on the doorstep the man had come out first with a position that was still behind me, because he opened the door for the woman and the woman walked out first.

It was a pity because I only saw clearly the woman's face not with her man

"I'm like a papah voice" my monologue, then in a second I twirled my head several times, because it felt impossible if it was papah instead of him outside the city maybe I just misheard what I thought.

"Dor!!!" yell Amel.

Immediately I was imprisoned in shock, while the perpetrator laughed out loud and then I looked at him with a look.

"Dor!!!" yell Amel.

Immediately I was imprisoned in shock, while the perpetrator laughed out loud and then I looked at him with a look.

"Liet dong Zah! That's why don't dream"

Then Amel and the Princess sat down at their respective places, while I was still busy with my phone.

"Wawa can't minjem hp her?" asked the Princess, I then frowned and looked at her in wonder.

"But ajob"

Without thinking anything I immediately give my phone, then the Princess immediately look for the camera application on my phone.

"Okeh is ready. Cis bean bun-"

"Guil!" amel cheers while hooking his arm around my neck while I who got a sudden attack from Amel instantly widened my eyes with a gaping mouth.

Czechoslovak...

Finally the results came out to look me who in the fose is very concerned while they are stylish with cool, cool, then without asking permission from me first the Princess with as good as her will even immediately make the photo as a wallpaper lock screen my phone then after that she gave it to me.

"Now! Be careful when replaced. Not even bosen what? Walpaper phone does not pack photos from the album itself. Kayak men ajah" grumbled the Princess.

Then a few minutes later came our ordered food, then without the ba-bi-bu Amel and Putri directly devoured their order.

While I was still staring at the photo of my screen lock wallpaper and then without me noticing the thin smile rising on my face even my heart began to feel warm, I looked up my head glancing towards those who were focused on their food.

"Why not eat Zah? If you don't want to say please let me help you but still. Lo paid for it! I just help out" said Amel, then his hand was ready to take my plate but I quickly hit his hand and the victim grimaced in pain

"It's so cruel!" sewotnya.

"You see my face, do I care?"

"Iish. base temen laknat" his great-grandson but still my ears.

"Put I want a story" I said, as soon as the Princess raised her head and focused her attention on me.

"So there are people who want me to curse, what mending I just cancel about cheating love to him?" sindirku, Amel who felt insinuated was directly staring at me with a surprised look.

"Yes, yeah, well Zah don't dong, I'm just kidding"

"Hem.." dehemku by turning my lazy eyeball.

While the Princess instead laughed out loud at the quarrel between me and Amel, oouh more precisely may not be called a quarrel, because it was I who actually liked to tease Amel.

I want to continue at a time like this, I want to continue to feel together like this so that I can forget all my problems even if only for a moment.

Seriate....

^^10 April 2022^^^

^^^Wida pitriyani^^^