Story In July (End )
Day one - 15

"Is your head still hurting?!" ask Amel.

"Not really.."

"Tumben lo attention Mel, usually also cuek." seduced Princess while nudging Amel's arm.

"Yeah... This will be different, the time when Zah suffered a concussion because of me" elak Amel with his leisure, not long later Amel get a punch on his back to make him stagger forward and the culprit is none other than the Princess.

"Lo really, really, by the way! You know not if the speech is a prayer" circus Princess while pitting her two palms.

"Yes-in by now.. You're different if you talk about people who have started learning religious knowledge" hearing Amel's words I also reflexively looked at the Princess, who was stared at even turned her face and covered her face with one hand.

"W-what the hell is that good?! You see, science is mandatory, after all there is no age limit"

"Study where?" I asked, a while later I frowned because I was not usually interested in other people's affairs.

"Not anywhere at all, just studying at home" his clothes at a glance, I just nodded my head, then the Princess said something beyond my expectations. "It was taught by my brother"

Instantly I widened my eyes and glanced at the Princess with eyes that were still perfectly wide, who glanced at me with a look of wonder because I saw my reaction as if I did not believe.

"I don't think so, do you?" his god while pointing his index finger at my face.

"Actually the time my brother was still sitting on the bench in SD, my brother was in school while nyantri but last year my brother was no longer nyantri" 

"Why?"

"There is! Hehe"

"That's the sign your brother is pinter! Not like ¹Lemot!" ame tease, with word emphasis at the end of the sentence.

"What hell! Denger well I was the least like compared-bandingin" he jolted.

"Even if it's normal." great-granddaughter.

At first glance I glanced at his face for a moment I was stunned to see him, because the expression on his face was so sour.

During the school corridor we walked hand in hand did not feel we were in front of the class, we also walked towards our respective benches and of course the Princess is still my neighbor with me while Angga is still my neighbor with Amel.

But there was one thing that bothered my mind, why didn't the pest enter the classroom? He usually comes early.

Not long after, the bell rang and all the students in my school rushed into their classes. At the same time Ms. Cici also entered my class she is a math teacher and our homeroom teacher, well... Breakfast has begun.

..._o0o_...

Time goes like flowing water does not feel now it is time to go home and well there is something surprising for today, the pest.. Ah errat I mean Angga.

He's not in school today.. It's good because yesterday's incident my head was still very sick, at least with him not in school I can relax my head, brain, mind, or whatever.. Maybe I can relax everything that's inside me.

"Zah lo kemambet. From that moment you smile, smile yourself so creeps me see" said Amel, then I looked at Amel with a look of wonder when I was smiling?, I thought.

"Why did you see me like that? Don't tell me you don't realize well if you've been smiling yourself" he said again.

"Yaa, come on Mel. Rarely can you see Zahwa smiling like that. Maybe he's some more kasmaran dana!" princess Timpal.

"Oh yeah, why don't I think about it" his Jeda, then Amel kept his hand on my shoulder.

"Well.. So how's?" tanyakanya.

"I mean?" my many.

"Let's go... Masa lo insensitive si" he growled while hitting my shoulder so hard so hard, my shoulder that was hit by him even pushed forward.

"Isa.. What the hell" my gap.

"MJ!"

"MJ?" beoku.

"Maemunah Tax!" I just frowned at me what does that mean? That's all I have in mind.

"Lo it's katro, slow, or kudet the time yes PJ ajah do not knowu!" furious Amel even so excited even he felt like clawing my face.

"Mel actually he's still innocent how to know such a thing. Even though he is our classmate ya tetep ajah dalemnya right he is still a kencur child" said Putri with eyes busy with his cellphone.

"I'm sorry about deck. Brother is wrong with you" said Amel while patting the tip of my head.

"Isa.. Whataan si" was uncomfortable with me while removing his hand from the top of my head.

"It's only natural that I don't know, I've never been slang let alone had a temen" 

"Why?" ask them simultaneously.

"Barring" I replied with eyes that glanced the other way.

"meaning? I don't understand Zah" said Amel, instantly I immediately sighed violently.

"Udahlah.. The little boy understands. Hye!" without saying another word I immediately entered the car and covered the door.

"God! Zah outrageous ya lo! Lo who bocil yu aja you call me bocil" joked Amel outside my car.

"Heh out lo! Denger well from long ago I have never been called bocil ama anyone. Out lo!" amel jolted from the outside, I only chuckled and smiled triumphantly and also by showing him my middle finger.

Amel who saw it suddenly widened his eyes even he tried to open the car, but the results were nil because I swiftly locked the car door.

"Mang street!" my cheer with the padangan still glanced out the window, instead of turning on the car mang Ujang even look at my behavior from the car's turf facing the back seat.

Because I felt the car did not go immediately then I glanced towards the Ujang mang "Mang Jalan!" my peek.

Mang Ujang suddenly realized and immediately mang Ujang turned on the car and then drove forward, I continued to glance behind Amel who gave his middle finger to me.

As soon as my laughter broke to see him like that, to be honest I never thought that having fun with others could be this fun.

I wiped the tip of my eyes that slightly let out tears even my stomach was painful, I fixed my sitting position and fixed my hijab on the mirror, then unexpectedly my eyes and mang Ujang eyes met each other.

Mang Ujang gawked at me, but several times his eyes remained focused forward with the courage I asked him.

"Why mang?"

"Non-nothing. Mang was just shocked to die this time when Ujang loi non Zahwa laughed" I frowned.

"Emang yes?"

"Yes neng... From the first every time non Zahwa school came home just frowning, the effect was like all the burden of the family was borne equally neng"

Hearing that then I leaned my body on the car seat and then I exhaled violently but also softly, if thoughtful it was true.

I rarely express myself even if joking with mbok, never cracked up like that even if joking always mbok who started it first.

Maybe you can imagine what it feels like a child who has just turned 6 years old has been responsible for continuing to maintain the dignity and good name of his family on his shoulders, no?!

My childhood was not filled with play or jokes and laughter like other children, my childhood was spent just learning, learning, and learning. What about you guys? Are you the same as me?

Ckits...

The sound of car tires rubbing against my asphalt, I opened the car door and stepped my foot to enter my house.

I continued walking until I arrived at the door but as soon as I opened the door and I was presented with a home atmosphere that was no stranger to me.

Well.. This atmosphere was no longer strange to me because I was used to it, I lazily stepped my feet to go inside and as soon as my feet climbed a flight of stairs suddenly someone called me.

"Non Zahwa"

My reflexes turned me around, I saw him with his big bag. Seeing it like that then I frowned, as if understanding even said something.

"No-non Zahwa, mbok want permission to go home because his sister mbok want to be born" he said at a glance.

"Te-continue there is nothing nemenin, because her husband again wander ja-so. Mbok wants to be there for 1 week non, same.. Anu it.." mbok seemed hesitant to say it of course I know what mbok need now.

"Mbok.." called me down the stairs and approached him.

"Bok sit down first, Zahwa wants to go up" I asked, then mbok sat his ass on the sofa at the guest table.

While I went back up the stairs to my room to look for something in the drawer, after finding it I came out of my room and went down the stairs then approached mbok, after which I sat next to mbok.

"Mbok will most likely be long if you wait for the same mamah transfer, so.." my fingers at a glance then give the brown envelope that is in my grasp and give it to mbok.

"This is Zahwa's money but mbok use ajah, make the cost of maternity, the cost of mbok return home, the same as possible for other purposes"

"Wad... It can't be non. Can't do this is the monthly money belongs to non.." His fingers at a glance.

"Udah for non-adjah" refused while slightly pushing the brown envelope held by me.

"Udah.. Accept the favor" I forced as I pushed back the brown envelope.

"I'll ask you later to be the same mom. Nih.." I said but mbok still refused because I felt uncomfortable finally I took the right hand mbok and kept the brown envelope on her.

"Mmd! There was no rejection, already accept the invitation" said I who began to feel annoyed.

With a heavy heart he accepted it and then he embraced me and cried maybe because I was moved, sometimes I always wonder why people always do it when they are happy?

"²Haturnuhun nyaa Non.. I helped him" he said with a sigh, while I just nodded my head and he let go of his embrace with me.

"Sorry to be sure you're taking nicotine.."

"No mbok, Mbok did not ngerepotin" I said with a smile and then we went and stepped together until the front gate of the house.

Do you guys know? Mbok is sometimes very stubborn, even though I have forced mbok to be delivered to the terminal by Mang Ujang but mbok refused.

"Mbok pamit yes non. Assalamualaikum"

"Waalaikummussalam" my finger at a glance.

"Mmd!" call me, mbok who wants to enter the taxi was immediately undo his intentions and look at me.

"Be careful" hearing that, he smiled warmly and nodded his head.

After that mbok entered the car and closed the door, not long after the taxi began to go at average speed and slowly the car was no longer visible to both eyes.

..._o0o_...

Well... This is where I was with the tv on showing a jackie chan movie and of course you guys must have known about that movie? 

No matter what the call from, I suddenly imagined snacks and sweet foods might just be chocolate or something.

Immediately I looked for a jacket and put on my simple hijab, well... Anyway, the supermarket was pretty close from here and I took the house keys and locked the house.

The cold night wind actually feels very cool for me, if only you knew I was out at night maybe he would lecture me.

Along the way I walked casually and the situation here was quite gripping, because the side of the condition was quite dark, quiet and maybe because the residents of the complex here were already in their dreams.

It did not feel like I was on the side of the road I crossed the street carefully, then entered the supermarket and chose the snacks I wanted to buy, after which I gave them to the cashier and paid for them.

"Thank you for shopping" said the cashier kindly, I only responded with a nod and a smile at the same time.

After that I walked out and suddenly there was the sound of someone calling me, then I turned my body and saw a figure that one day was invisible to me.

"Figures" I muttered with my frown, while the one called out smiled warmly at me.

"Eumm... Zah, there's something I want to talk about."

"No! Nothing to say, I've lost I don't want anything to do with you" I finished.

After saying that I also stepped my feet intending to go away but he intercepted me by holding my wrist, lucky my jacket was long so our hands did not hold each other.

"Zah listen! I know it... But this is important Zah! Please once this is done, after this I will not bother you anymore" slowly I began to relax my face again.

"Jaudah spit! I don't have much time" I said as I folded my arms around my chest.

"Eum... Let's sit down yuk! Not good for many people"

As soon as I regained my senses, I nodded my head once after that I walked behind him, inexplicably bringing me to safety that was quite close to the complex.

He sat himself in the garden chair that had been provided, while I actually stood far enough from his reach to see my attitude like that then Angga threw his breath violently.

"Well, to be honest, I'm actually going to study abroad tomorrow"

Instantly I widened my eyes in shock not in shock because he would be far away from me but other things, how could he go to college and now is not he still in high school? that's what I was thinking.

"Huh?" beoku I did not think about what was in his mind and then he said something that I did not expect.

"I actually graduated last year, Zah. But.. Because I know you moved in the end I followed you here and I intend to make your heart again Zah, the intention is I want to invite you to come with me out of our country to school together there Zah"

"People! You are crazy, you... I don't think the same way you think!" my spoken.

"Zah I know you don't want to date me so.." The Jed took a quick glance, then he got out of his place and squatted down in front of me looking at his attitude like that then I frowned.

"What are you doing?" my many.

Suddenly, she took out a love ring box and opened it and showed it to me, in the same position.

"Zahwa nur febrianita, will you marry me?" he said, I was immediately struck by what he said, what did he say? Be married?

"HUH!" I screamed in disbelief even with my mouth gaping wide, it really felt like I wanted to laugh hearing that.

"Don't joke this isn't funny" I pressed.

"I'm not kidding Zah anymore, I'm serious. Not married now but later"

It feels so strange on the other hand I want to laugh and on the other hand I want to be very angry, say what should I do? Can I laugh with her silly attitude?

"Sorry Angga, I can't. Please don't bother me anymore." I said, then I walked past but not long after Angga instead yelled annoyed while rubbing his hair violently.

"Why are you selfish, Zah? What do I not have from Rido?!" hearing that for a moment I immediately stopped my steps and frowned and looked at him with a look of wonder.

"Huh?" beoku.

"Jawab honestly Zah, you like him?" ask with an emphasized tone.

"This has nothing to do with Rido" I said.

"Remain.." The net at a glance.

"You call him big brother, that instant you're the same as him?"

"Udah is quite Angga! The point is that I'm the same brother Rido has nothing to do with" my finish and then I turn back my steps.

"Oouh is clear for now maybe not yet. But it might be something else later, you mean?!" again I stopped my intention to step up.

And then I pinched my temple that felt dizzy, it felt useless if I continued to argue with him it would only increase the assumption.

"It's up to you to do what, I'm sure I just want to say NO. DISTURBINGLY. ME" press me.

I turned my back and began to step on my feet, but suddenly he held my arm and pulled out a handkerchief from his pants pocket when I saw that my feeling began to feel bad.

"What do you want to do?!"

"I'm sorry Zah if in a good way you still like this. I had no other choice" hearing that I shook my forehead.

Not long after that he started to bring a handkerchief closer to my nose, but soon I immediately rebelled and the fate was that he locked my body. So that I could not release myself from him even the groceries I bought earlier were damaged by being trampled by me.

I kept trying to rebel while in my heart I kept praying for help, honestly for a moment I felt desperate because it was so lonely and it would probably be impossible for people to see me.

Not long after that 'BRUGH' sound was heard so loud, it turned out that it was the sound of a punch that landed quite hard on Angga's left cheek.

Instantly Angga staggered to his left and I fell not far from Angga, I quickly stood up and took cover behind the man who hit Angga earlier.

"Sial*n lo Rido! Don't interfere in the affairs of the cave!" snarled Angga, then moved from his place.

"Brengs*k yes! You do crazy things like that" snapped Rido.

"Keep why huh! Don't interfere!"

"Gue will interfere, wherever you do this is wrong!"

As if deaf Angga actually roared annoyed and ran towards Rido with one of his hands clenched, he said, sprightly, Rido slightly pushed me away while his hand resisted the blow delivered by Angga.

"Conscious Angga, I don't want to hurt you!" as if deaf Angga even screams annoyed and increasingly sends his punch.

"Lots of bacot lo bangs*t!" shouted Angga.

Fights between them continue to occur, ouh not precisely the Angga who is more throw punch after punch towards the brother of Rido.

While brother Rido was busy dodging and occasionally threw a punch towards Angga, until shortly afterwards brother Rido fell on the ground while Angga continued to torment him.

mercilessly Angga continued to torture Rido who although he began to cough, as if not satisfied Angga just grabbed the collar of Rido's clothes and forced him to stand.

"Wake you!" shouted Angga.

With the weakened state of Rido's body trying to stand up and look at Angga with an expressionless gaze, I saw that there was so much sweat pouring from his body that his condition was very concerning.

Once again Angga was about to throw his punch towards the opponent, but before that somehow my body felt to move on its own and even protect Kak Rido from the blow Angga.

Brugh....

The blow hit my left cheek even I fell to my right side and my head hit the other garden chair.

"Zahwa!" rido shouted, then he came up to me and even embraced me

I grimaced in pain because my left cheek area was so painful that even my head was very painful probably because it hit the garden chair, at a glance I saw Angga who was looking at me with a look of disbelief even he started to step back.

"Zah.." she said, I glanced at him.

"Are you willing to admit it for her?!" I did not care what he said and chose to wipe the tip of my lips that felt very painful and even bleed a little.

"Zah answer me! Why are you willing to do that?" snapped Angga, instantly me and brother Rido looked at him simultaneously.

"I didn't expect Zah, I really didn't expect it!" jedanya.

"Why are you willing to get hurt just for her?" snapped again.

With all my might I tried to stand up, and approached him and smiled wryly at him.

"Because I can't see someone precious to me getting hurt" I said.

As soon as he widened his eyes as if he did not believe what I said earlier, my words were very painful for him.

For a long time he was silent and looked at me with a sad look "I lost Zah, if that means I've lost" his nose at a glance.

"That means I'm no longer valuable, but Zah let me hug you. Once ajah!" the door with teary eyes.

Hearing her request, I immediately shook my head, then put my hands in front of my chest.

"Sorry Angga we're not muhrim"

5 words...

With just those 5 words I had destroyed everything and made him suffer even more, after which he immediately fell silent and then a while later he turned his body around.

"If so, goodbye Zah now I won't bother you anymore, and after this incident it means I've lost" he said.

At first glance I saw his body slightly shaking, honestly there was a bad feeling in me. Yet... I try to be mediocre.

Only one that I know for sure if he is my soul mate then maybe Alloh will send it again for me, well... At least that's what I think.

Slowly but surely Angga began to move his legs, while I continued to look at his shoulders until he was no longer visible to my eyes.

Seriate...

^^29 March 2022^^^

^^^Wida pitriyani^^^

* ¹lemot \= his mind is slow.

A kind brother... Like his dong, hehe( __________b