Story In July (End )
Day one - 20

"Mmd! I left" my saying, even the man who was washing dishes stopped his activities, then glanced at me.

"Non ate..?"

"Later to die" before mbok said something I immediately took off to walk out of the house.

"Jalan mang.." I said and then I went straight into the car.

"Ready non-lah" he said then entered the front seat after turning on the car, mang Ujang also began to plow gas down the complex road and split the density of the highway.

I rubbed my nose a few times because it felt a little clogged, maybe because of yesterday's rain.

Not long after that Mang Ujang glanced at me through the rear view mirror facing the back seat "Non is sick..?" hearing Ujang's question, I raised my head.

"Soalnya tumben non pack sweater, daritadi non also coughs the same sneeze continues. If non-sick mending do not maxain school non..!"

"No, I'm just a common cold and I'll heal myself"

After I said that even Ujang refocused on his wheel, maybe he knew what my stubbornness was like.

I finally got to school and I opened the car door and walked down the corridor. Today is still morning but the school atmosphere is quite crowded, maybe because today is Monday so they come to school from early morning.

When I got to the classroom I went to my seat, then a few minutes later my two friends came.

Fuck up! Though they just came but have invited me to fight, well... If they hadn't cheated on me for a day, they might have been critical.

Who here is always the victim of your friend's pranks? If there is a fix we one server.

Not long after the school bell rang indicating that the ceremony was about to begin, then me and my two absurd friends also walked down the corridor together to the middle of the field. But do not forget also before leaving I have opened the sweater because if not possible this sweater will be confiscated, oh no!

The very bright weather and the heat of the sun, has succeeded in making all the bodies of students and schoolgirls flooded by their sweat that poured with a rush.

"For mandate. Rest in place of motion!" shouted the head of the osis coincidentally he was now responsible for becoming the leader of the ceremony today.

All also follow the directions given by the ceremonial leader and who becomes the bearer of the mandate is .... The headmaster then instantly all the students sighed tiredly.

Because who doesn't know the president? The mandate alone is very long and not infrequently there are always many victims of fainting who if the bearer of the mandate is the vice president.

A few minutes later my head was suddenly dizzy and my eyes were twitching, probably the influence of my body condition that was not fit.

And finally I staggered forward and my head also hit the ground hard, as a result I lost consciousness and everything became pitch black.

..._o0o_...

Slowly I opened my eyes and the light from the window managed to get into both my eyes, I slowly woke up and rubbed my head because it felt a little dizzy.

"Udah good..?" ask someone.

I glanced at the source of the voice and it turned out to be Beni, the head of my class, instead of answering I continued the activity of rubbing my head.

"It hurts, huh? Maybe because of the impact earlier" his fingers glimpsed.

"When it hurts again do not allow yourself to join the ceremony"

I try not to twist my lazy eye, I'm this dizzy again is even addressed my grumbling in the heart.

"What time is it?" my many.

"Hour 09 pas. Why why?"

"Nothing"

I got off the bed and suddenly my body staggered forward, but Beni swiftly held my wrist reflexively I immediately brushed it off.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean bua-"

"Yes not papa. Thanks" as I.

"Udah! Mending a break first. Also rest a little bit"

I was silent for a while maybe what he said was true I also sat my body back on the mattress that is available in this room.

"Why is it here?" as if understanding Beni was smiling at me.

"I'm PMR, so I have to take care of the sick"

"But it can be someone else"

"Everything was unwilling, so well out of worry so I-" Beni suddenly stopped her speech.

"Because I'm better now, so you can go"

"I don't want to be here" he replied quickly.

"Beni, mending you go away"

"Why? Are you uncomfortable?" the head of this class is very stubborn.

"Dad" I replied without glancing at him.

"Zah, I'm leaving but before that, there's something I want to talk about" I glanced at him lazily and he started looking at me seriously.

For a long time he was silent and then he started saying what he wanted to say "I like you" I widened my eyes and looked at him with a look of disbelief.

"Th-you mean..?"

"I know it's sudden, so... I'll wait for your answer" after saying that he started to step his foot.

"Wait on! You're double-calling again? Seriously, this isn't funny" I pressed.

"I'm serious Zah." he turned and faced me.

"I'm serious!" coined.

He looked at me seriously but I looked at him lazily and flatly "Thank you for liking me, but I don't want any relationship" I replied.

Hearing that Beni was silent for a moment then he sighed furiously, after which his eyes also glanced at me with a sad look.

"Sorry to bother you"

After saying that he passed leaving me alone in the UKS, after he peegi I immediately rubbed my head violently it really feels like my head is very dizzy.

"Basic!" muttered.

Finally the bell came home but I was still in the same place with the same condition, not long after Amel and the Princess came to me.

I turned my attention towards them and immediately I was stunned on the spot to see someone behind them.

"Why was my bag taken with Rido?" my many.

"That's what I told you" replied the Princess.

I let out a heavy sigh and Rido gave me the bag he was holding, I put on my bag and got out of the bed.

"Well, do you want to go home now? You don't want to check first rowdy" asked Amel.

"What are you possessed for today? Tumben lo attention" chirped the Princess.

"Bawel so bad lo! Sometimes I'm weird at the same time, I'm wrong attention, I'm wrong too. I have to do what!"

"Yes yes sorry. Don't take the sewot every time"

Just now I stepped suddenly my head was dizzy and I almost fell, but quickly Rido grabbed my wrist.

"Defaulted! Uh detachable!" latah Princess.

"See what I said! Ngeyel si.." timpal Amel.

I glanced at my wrist and down the big enough hand that held my hand, as if I understood that Rido immediately let go of his hand.

"Sorry, reflexes" said Rido, I only nodded my head once.

Then suddenly my phone rang and showed the name of the mang Ujang there, then I immediately answered the call.

"Yes, mang..?" ask me to the point.

"Roof.. Sorry non, mang can not pick up because the car broke down" said Mang Ujang behind the phone.

I was silent for a long time "Yes no papa" I replied.

"I'm sorry well non.." after Mang Ujang said that, I also ended the connection of the call.

"Why..?" ask Princess.

"Mang Ujang can't pick up. His car broke down"

"Oouh yaudah with me, because you bring a car" pause Princess at a glance.

"Isn't bang..?"

"Hem, we're complex anyway"

..._o0o_...

And here I am now in the room of the Princess who nuanced all shades of pink, almost all the decorations of the room are all pink ranging from dolls, pillows, mattresses, study tables and so on the basis of pink maniacs.

"Where? My room is neat, right?  Fragrant right?! Doesn't smell, does it? I'm not a slob, am I?" princess sumringah asked while shaking my body.

"Please!" I said because I was getting uncomfortable with his attitude.

"Answer answer!" princess Whine.

"Hem.." I answered lazily.

"Yes it's whose room dong used to be." he said proudly, after hearing the Princess say it again I tried not to twist my lazy eye and replace it with a rough sigh.

"Oh yeah, you must be hungry, right? Bentar, I went down first well" Princess also moved from her place and walked towards the door.

Then suddenly he stopped his steps then turned to face me "If you need anything come downstairs well." I only nodded my head once.

After the departure of the Princess the atmosphere turned into a quiet my eyes wandering around looking at each side of the Princess' room. At first glance I think that the Princess may be very spoiled by both parents, because on each side of this room is filled with dolls.

A few minutes had passed but the Princess was not yet seen, because I was bored I finally moved from my place and intended to follow her to the kitchen.

Arriving in the kitchen I saw neither the Princess nor anyone, I was suddenly startled by the voice of a woman calling me from behind me.

"Who are you looking for?" ask the woman.

And when I turned my eyes were immediately stunned because the face of the woman in front of me today was very similar to the woman I saw when I was in the cafe at that time.

"Hey! Why are you daydreaming?" ask the woman again, then I jumped in shock.

"I'm looking for a Princess" I replied spontaneously.

"Astagfirulloh that son must have forgotten that you are still here, because it just so happens that his father Princess just returned from out of town, the, so maybe because he was so excited his father came home he forgot that you were still here" he explained, hearing that I could only smile clumsily. Well... It's also natural I thought.

"Well, I am aunty, if so I go home. Fear bothers me" my finger at a glance.

"Sa-I say goodbye to aunty assalamualaikum" pamitku.

I just stepped one leg suddenly my right arm was held by the mother Princess "Where are you going? Been here first. All acquaintances with aunt's husband"

"No, no aunt.."

"Uda ayok!!" axed it.

I haven't had time to say anything else, auntie has pulled my arm so inevitably I follow her behind.

Arriving there I saw a pair of men and one woman, but more surprising that the woman was the Princess and was sitting on the lap of one of the men.

Seeing that my eyes were immediately wide open perfectly because seeing those who looked very close did not even look the slightest bit awkward.

My heart raced very fast, my body died of lice, while my hands trembled very violently. This scene in front of me was beyond my expectations.

"Dear look at it. This is Putput's friend"

I widened my eyes even more, when the woman called one of the men there with the name 'honey' doubtfully I glanced at the woman who was holding my arm.

While those who were initially busy with jokes and laughter, immediately stopped their activities and glanced at me simultaneously.

Then the man who was going through the Princess in his lap immediately stood up from his seat and with wide eyes in shock.

"Laughter.." I looked at her lips as she said that, well... He is my papah.

I took off the woman's grip and took a few steps back, but I accidentally grabbed the urn behind me, and the sound of the urn falling down roared through the room of this house.

I accidentally stepped on one of the shards of the urn and fresh blood flowed from the soles of my feet, it was painful indeed but not comparable to the pain in my heart.

I could only grimace in pain as the pain grew even more so, even my tears broke instantly but not because of this pain alone but because of the pain in my heart.

With splinters I tried to sit down to release the fragments of the urn that stuck on me, even the size of the urn fragments attached was quite large.

"Zahwa!" shouted the Princess, then ran towards me as well as Rido's brother who before the Princess shouted even Rido's foot had run up to me.

"Dech Zahwa! You're not papa?" ask Rido worried.

"I'm not papa" I replied quickly.

"What's wrong? That's your bloody foot and the flakes are also stuck!" shouted the hysterical princess.

At first glance I glanced at the papah and after hearing the screams of Princess Papah ran up to me, then my eyes again glanced at Rido's feet who intended to help me to pull out the fragments of the urn.

"Udah really no papa, I can unplug it myself" prevent me.

But as if deaf brother Rido did not listen to my words just very carefully, brother Rido tried to pull out the fragments of the urn.

I closed my eyes withstanding the pain and friction felt in each movement, and in the end the debris was pulled from the soles of my feet.

After that I tried to stand intending to leave this house immediately, but my wrist was held back by the Princess.

"Where are you going? Outside of the rain, mending you here only first so that the wound can be rotated"

"No need.." My hands glimpsed while releasing the Princess' grasp, then I glanced at the papah who was looking at me with a sad look.

"I don't need medicine, make me pain because this wound is not how much" I replied instantly papah directly subdued his gaze.

"I'm saying goodbye" I told the Princess.

With the limp path I walked away from them, every step I took was painful even as if I was stepping on a thorn instead of a floor.

My feet hurt, my heart was broken, there were so many questions in my head and I wanted so many explanations from him that I was sick of just looking at his face.

Now there are only a few steps left then I will soon arrive at the doorway, even the sound of rain falling heavily outside is very clearly heard by my two ears.

"Laughter." Call someone behind me.

As if deaf I am not looking back but I am even more accelerating my pace to get away from this place even though in a limp.

"Laughter!" call her again while holding my right wrist, then pull my hand so I can face her.

Instantly his eyes widened from looking at my reddened eyes, without saying any more papah and then pulled me into his arms.

"Sorry papah Wawa.." lirihnya, in his embrace that I keep trying to rebel.

"Detach.." press me but as if deaf papah even further strengthen his embrace.

"Deliver!"  my snapping.

"Sorry papah son, Maafin papah" he said again while pecking at the top of my head.

"Please!" I snapped again with a hand that continued to push Papah's body, to release me from his embrace and in the end I managed to escape from his embrace.

"I'm not your son, who are you? Why are you suddenly hugging me like that? Isn't that disrespectful?"

"No... Not that Wawa!" he said with a hand that was intending to hold my arm but I immediately brushed it off.

"No?! Not what does sir mean? I told you I don't know my father. I just met my dad for the first time"

"It's enough Zahwa! I want to be serious with you!" his jolt.

"Okeh now we're getting serious. Seriously the pah.. I'm amazed by papah, I'm amazed by the thickness of papah's face!"

"Congratulations!" I said while clapping in front of him, as if giving appreciation for his hard work.

"Congratulations! You win, you are the first man to destroy me" I said with a smile.

"Hopefully be happy with your new family, and well you just calm down your secret will be safe with me"

"Let's just say I'm not in this world, I won't even disturb your life at all. Let alone bother to depend only I will not do it" after saying that I also ran out of the house ignoring the pain that was running on my feet.

I kept running through the rain, every step I took and every tear was flowing by itself.

I closed my eyes withstanding the tightness that felt in my chest, even several times I hit my chest which was very painful.

Then when I opened my eyes suddenly there was a car driving towards me and the driver was shocked, with a swift driver braked his car even the sound of his scream until it was clearly heard in my ear.

But the result was still nil because the car finally hit me after that I was pushed back, my head hit the asphalt and I felt something coming out of the back of my head.

The water that fell from the sky soaked my face and wetted my body more, my head felt very sick, my heart was beating very hard, and to breathe alone felt very heavy.

Suddenly my vision blurred and then everything looked black and dark, I was so tormented by all this.

I'm starting to think...

Is... Is this the end of my life?

Seriate...

^^^03 june 2022^^^

^^^Wida pitriyani^^^