Story In July (End )
Day to - 5

'Tringg' The voice that sounded so loud and loud was slitting into my eardrum, it was the sound of the alarm clock from my phone ringing a few times. Slowly my hand fumbled to my left side with my eyes still closed.

In the end my hand found what I was looking for immediately I turned off the alarm on my phone. I lazily tried to wake up from my deep sleep and repeatedly rubbed my eyes.

With a careless step I walked to the bathroom to carry out my duties, which was more precisely to perform the dawn prayer.

After performing the dawn prayer I also met al-Qur'an, then a few minutes later there was the sound of someone knocking on my door from outside.

"Get in." I said, then I resumed my speech.

Then the perpetrator opened the door and looked mamahku with neat clothes and also hair neatly arranged.

He if going to travel never wear a hijab even though I have tried to reprimand him, but the mamah answer remains the same, namely sultry.

Honestly I was quite disappointed with what he said but I never forced him again, most importantly I told him.

And now I began to suspect that mamah might be leaving, mamah walked over to my bed and sat beside my bed.

"Honey, someone wants to talk to you" said mamah.

I stopped my activities and kept the Qur'an back in its place and let go of my face and folded it, after which I approached the mamah and sat near it.

"What's wrong?" ask to the point with a face without expression.

"Eum... That, mamah--" said mamah stammering while glancing down.

"You go" as I.

Suddenly mamah was aghast at the shock as if someone who was falling for stealing something, then the attitude of mamah turned into a wave and also looked panicked.

"Ma-Mamah was not there for long, only 3 days. He said there was a problem at the papah office in Jakarta continue mamah also 'right lately it has not been a long time to check the mamah salon" his fingers at a glance, with eyes that do not glance at me at all it is instead busy*************** his wrist.

"So mamah also want to check the mamah salon shop that is there. But..! If you want to come also can, later mamah same papah try to go home spit" explained mamah with the same condition.

Mamah raised her face and turned towards me, mamah looked at my eyes closely then 2 seconds later I turned my face forward while slightly throwing a rough breath.

"No. I want to stay here!" reject me.

"But here you may be alone Wawa" suddenly heard a heavy but slightly hoarse voice in the direction of the doorway, and it was the voice of my papah who had been there since when.

"Yes I know. And that's normal. So you do not need to worry, besides here there will also be mbok who always take care of me from childhood even until now" I replied.

From the tail of my eyes I saw mamah and papa looking at each other, then they exhaled a heavy breath simultaneously.

"Honey.." call mamah, then hold both my palms.

"Are you still angry? Pleases... Forgive all our mistakes when we used to love" his fingers at a glance.

"We know we were wrong, but we're trying to change now, baby. We beg you not to torture us with this attitude of yours" again mamah gave a pause to his words, then took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"Yes, we do understand it. But.. How long do you want to be like this?" lirih mamah while looking at me with teary eyes.

"Mamah you are right Wawa" interrupted papah, then walked up to us both then sat his butt beside my left and so I was in the middle of them.

"Honest of all, Papah always pays attention to you. And papah is starting to think that maybe you're burdened?" papah.

"Dad pah" as I.

"I'm very burdened. Not only burdened, even more I feel that I live in hell" I said cynically, then immediately papah and mamah glanced at me with a gaze I could not read.

After saying that I also smiled "It feels funny well, why papah even silent? And why should I act so rude first you two realize"

Roughly standing up from my seat I tried to control every emotion that ran through me, both of my eyes were piling up a clear liquid and I was trying to hold it down which if I couldn't stand it might fall off by itself.

"And again, I don't hate you guys at all I just need some time alone. That'sthat's all. Was wrong?" I always lie about what I really feel. Because what I think I'm saying isn't it they should already know what I want.

Again I heard their heavy sighs as if they were trying to remove every weight that had been placed on their shoulders.

"Well, we'll go back to our room again. There are some things that we have not prepared" said papah, hearing the statement I turned towards papah.

"Now?" I asked, papah nodded slowly with a little hesitation

"What time? " tanyaku.

"At 07 am" Papah replied as if he understood my question.

After that mamah and papah sauntered away from my room and before coming out, papah had patted my shoulder twice and then resumed his steps and closed the door of my room.

I cowered limply on the floor and drowned my head above the folds of my hand, I felt a sensation of a quiet room even a little gripping. But that's okay because I'm used to it.

..._o0o_...

"Darling, later when the same mama papah go, you do not forget to take medicine" said mamah while applying bread with chocolate jam and keep it on the plate in front of papah.

"Hen.." I answered while stirring the fried rice in front of me.

"Laughter remember well, you also have to keep your diet. Remember to eat regularly, do not keep in mind eating, just you eat..!" mandat papah while sipping black coffee and then biting the bread that has been prepared by the mama.

"Hen.." I replied still with the same position and activities.

"Keep, later if there is any papah or mamah phone" he said.

"Hen.." I answered still in the same position.

"Did you hear me?!" yell mamah and papah together.

I was surprised by the shock and then because of my reflexes I closed both my ears, even the spoon I was holding was thrown back.

"Yeah, yeah! Listen" I replied.

I let out a rough sigh and got down from my chair, then took back the spoon I accidentally threw earlier.

"Hey, what's that gonna do? do not make the spoon dirty, keep it in the wastapel so that it will be the same in the wash" said mamah.

I rolled my eyes puffed up and I kept the spoon pasted and took a new spoon after that I returned to my seat.

"Laughter, are you sure you don't want to come?!" ask the man on my left.

"No" I answered still firmly with my stance, but this time I answered the question from the interlocutor while looking at his face but with a face without expression.

I was a little stunned as I saw her smiling face but her bead eyes were saying something else, at first glance I saw there was a look of worry and guilt that combined into one.But I immediately put on an ordinary face, as if not knowing anything.

"Darling! Quickly finish the breakfast continues to be taken by medicine" said mamah.

I put my fried rice in my mouth, and a few minutes later I was finally able to finish it.

Then I took the medicine that I always have to drink every day, sometimes my eyes throbbed because they held the bitter taste of the medicine.

"Why Wawa? Bitter well, it is obviously bitter the name is also medicine. That sweet thing is papah!" pause papah at a glance.

"Girl again!" continue with pride.

"Hem... Not only sweet and beautiful even though he had been married several times.. Oops!" mama while closing her mouth and also holding back laughter.

I was a little interested in what you said and I was quite surprised, even so surprised my mouth formed the letter O with rounded eyes.

"Huh..?" beoku who without me knowing, mamah and papah glanced at me simultaneously instantaneously mamah face a little sumringah I repeat a little.

"Dear dear, you're not lying! Mamah knows this from your grandmother he said when your papah was young, far away papah you were not married to your mother papah this he said often left out of marriage" pause mama at a glance.

"Look at the news, they chose another man more... Echem. GWANTENG FROM PAPAH" press mamah while staring cynically at papah.

"What's mah? Ancient stories don't need to be told!!" furious papah with a reddened face, maybe papah resisted the embarrassment I thought.

Mamah who saw the expression of papah laughed out loud even her voice echoed throughout the kitchen room.

My heart suddenly felt rustling, there was a warm feeling there even my heart was beating quite violently, then I held my chest and it turned out that my heart was even felt by the palm of my hand.

"Laughter! You why?" asked papah in panic, for a second I immediately shook my head, then papah put a suspicious look at me.

Not long after, a loud voice sounded loud and so clear from the direction of the papah watch.

"Udah at 07:00, yaudah mah yuk..!" bring papah, I also deliver papah and mamah to the front door of the house.

"Honey mama left first. Remember the message mamah yah" said mamah as he reached out his hand and I welcomed mamah's hand and kissed her.

"Laughter, papah left first.remember! MESSAGE PAPAH EARLIER" press papah with eyes that glare.

"Don't glare later his eyes fall" I said without expression.

"Well.. If it falls just plug it again right..?!" papah said, I just stared at Papah flatly.

Then Papah also did the same thing as mama that stretched out his hand so I could kiss him, when I had kissed his sturdy hand suddenly papah pulled the nape of my head and something happened.

'Cup' a short kiss landed on my forehead and as soon as my breath stopped, my body suddenly just pecked and my heart felt more and more beating, even my face felt very hot.

But there was pleasure in me when I did it.

"Lohs... I why?" my thinking.

"Wawa you why? Cie blush yeah?!" goda papah with sumringah, then laugh out loud.

"N-canny!!" choking me with a voice that seemed to suffocate for a second I held my neck and cleared my throat a few times.

"Dear you blush well?! Sweet boy mamah also well it turns out" sedu mamah, hearing that I was upset

"What si? The guy I answered no" my elak.

"Dad deh iyah, where there is maling ngaku" papah quipped.

"Damf... Who is the victim of whom" I said, who did not want to lose and by putting on a flat face.

"Yes, let's say that Papah is NOT ANOTHER MAN!!" press Papah, again I just stared at the flat papah why even so there, I thought.

"Uh-alah, yuk pah! keburung kosangan nih" invite mamah.

"Judek.. Assalamualaikum princes" said papah while stroking the tip of my head, then approached his car and went inside along with my mamah.

I ran out of the fence and pulled out the car that was traveling at an average speed, I kept watching it until it was no longer visible to my eyes.

Suddenly a clear liquid fell by itself, I immediately rubbed one of my eyes and noticed my hand that had been rubbed earlier.

"Why am I crying?" I shriveled, then I clenched my hand that had been rubbed earlier.

All the feelings that happened at that time were so pseudo, on the other hand I wanted to continue like this but on the other hand also my hatred towards them was too great that I never cared about them.

And I don't know...

That moment was the last moment for me when I was with them.

Seriate...

^^21 February 2022^^^

^^^Wida pitriyani^^^

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