Story In July (End )
Day one - 30

The morning began to greet and the glare of sunlight began to disturb my eyes that were still closed, slowly I began to open my eyes and the first sight of my eyes was that of Rido, who was asleep, sitting on my left side.

I slowly moved my left hand and gently rubbed her hair, looking at her who was asleep like that for a moment I felt very calm.

If I remember what happened yesterday I honestly don't remember much but there's one I still remember, it's him who was always with me until the sedative shot was done.

Long enough I was in the same position until finally the eyes of brother Rido slowly began to open, then I immediately pulled back my hand and turned my face towards the window.

"Za it turns out you've woken up" he said in a hoarse voice while rubbing his eyes.

At the same time I tried to sit my body and she moved the pillow behind me.

"Aren't you praying at dawn?!"

"Yes pray dong, just somehow even overslept" he said while showing his white teeth after that.

Silence, the atmosphere turned into silence no longer there was a conversation between us. Well maybe because I'm a typical person who rarely speaks lightly.

"Abang/Snake. Uh!" my words and Rido coincide with different calls.

"You go first" said Rido.

"No! Brother first"

"No, no, no! You go first"

"Abang aja du-" my words immediately stopped because brother Rido suddenly just held my lips with his index finger.

"Udah, you go first" she finished while lowering her index finger from my lips.

For a moment I was stunned by his blatant actions, but a moment later I began to realize that the person in front of me was not someone else but my own brother.

"Anged all night here?" my question, then hesitantly he nodded his head with a knotty smile that he created on his lips.

"Yep but not only brother doang kok, Princess, father and mother also nemenin you here. They're just going home first"

After that the state returned to silence there was no conversation between us, even I would have played only my fingers.

"Oh yeah how are you feeling now?" tanyakanya.

"Nothing strange, just ordinary" heard that and then he smiled gently back at me.

"Abschool not?" my many.

"No, heheh" he replied, ending with a whimper at the end of his sentence.

"Oh Iyah Amel same Erik said they wanted to come here" he added.

Hearing that, I frowned, "They want to do something here?" I stupidly asked that.

Instantly I grimaced for getting a she who suddenly just flicked my forehead "Aws sick" my ringis.

"You're a school lesson ajah easily understand the time of things like this just don't understand. They came here to see you Zahwa!" press brother Rido.

"Yes don't use nyentil too" I said with a flat face look.

The situation returned to silence but brother Rido continued to watch me closely, because I felt uncomfortable I turned my face towards the window.

"Why do kak-brangs see that kayak?" I asked in the same position, really I'm not used to calling him brother.

"Your hair is nice deck" he said.

I instantly widened my eyes and slowly looked at her, and for a moment I was stunned to see her looking at me with her melancholy look.

A few seconds later he closed his eyes and lowered his head, after which he stood up from his place.

"Abang go firstwell" she said then walked towards the doorway.

"Where?" my question is, the reflex he stopped his steps and then turned towards me.

"Biasalah the call of nature" he answered interspersed with a light laugh at the end of his sentence, after which he also came out of my room.

I slowly moved my hand to hold my hair because I was not wearing the hijab at the moment, then I laid my body back and turned my face to look out the window.

"Why does my family feel like strangers?" own monologue.

Although in reality they are my family yet why do I often feel that they are like strangers.

..._o0o_...

"Assalamualaikum ya gravedom!" the cheer of someone who suddenly entered, made everyone in my room turn their attention towards someone who had just entered it.

"Eh! Excuse me. Kirain only has Zahwa here" he said clumsily.

Then everyone in my room shook their heads several times, including the nurse and the doctor who was checking on me.

"Sir, your temen is tilting all..!" whisper sister Riza.

"He's not my friend" my great-grandson.

"What really?! Though brother is grateful you have such a tea, well maybe you just metamor them"

Hearing Brother Riza say that I exhaled from my mouth violently "Huh.. Fuck up!" muttered.

"The injury on the foot is still wet so try not to get water first well" said the doctor who examined the wound on the soles of my feet.

"Good dock" said papah.

"So I'll excuse you" she said and was followed by one sister behind her.

Then the doctor walked to the doorway but before that the doctor held one of Amel's shoulders and smiled at him.

"Waalaikummussalam.." said the doctor, then Amel who got the treatment immediately smiled clumsily at him.

After that the doctor came out of my room and followed by Riza's sister who also came out of my room.

"Crazy, that doctor's smile is horrified" Amel's own monologue.

"Eat him next time if he enters the room of the man said the right greeting do not like that" said Erik.

"I don't know, brother, if it turns out that Zahwa again checked"

"Heh Zah! You are not sure if you enter a mulu hospital" added Amel.

Hearing Amel's words immediately Erik's feet could only pat his forehead while shaking his head several times, while exhaling a tired breath from his mouth.

"It's not helpful, it's destroyed already his grammar" the monologue of Erik's brother.

"No. No bosen, even exciting here continues to be able to trouble everyone" I replied, then papah, mother, brother Rido and brother Erik who heard it also stared flat at me.

"Widiih god job" Amel cheered as he showed me his thumbs interspersed with a loud laugh at the end of his sentence.

"Hadeh, your child is full of mas" said the mother.

"My son is your son too" papah said.

"Oh yeah I brought it under my hands, I'm fine?!" said Amel while giving a crackle that contains apples in it.

"Hem thank you, thank you, well" I said as I received the swipe and kept it on top of the drawer next to the gurney.

"Wouldn't I peel it off?! I brought a folding knife because" Amel bargained, while showing me a folding knife.

"Can"

"here! Let me just peel" bargained brother Rido, then Amel also gave the folding knife to brother Rido.

"Btw Zah was a killer sir giving an impromptu reply, how I am auto confused dong! Because you are the same Princess is not a school yaudah I do not want to die, rather than think iyakan" said Amel.

"Hem is as bad as it is" I replied, while receiving an apple whose skin had been peeled by Rido's brother.

"Woy to dong!" said Amel, while taking an apple whose skin has been peeled.

"God! Bad elbow lo ater, yes time the food that has been given is eaten lag-" circus Rido.

"Why did you peel the skin? Though the skin is also a vitamin" between Amel.

"I don't know what the habit is" said Rido.

After that, not long after that, a door was opened violently by someone and who else if not him.

"Bang is called Mang Ujang tuh, he said sneak here" said the Princess as she walked towards me.

Hearing that then I frowned, why did mang Ujang call Rido's brother? That's what's on my mind.

"Ouh iyah bentar" said Rido, while standing from his place and out of my room followed by papah and mother who also followed him behind.

"Why did Mang Ujang call brother?" my many.

"I don't know, there may be important business times" replied the Princess as she walked towards the black crackle and took one apple from there.

"How can you call him brother?!" ask Amel.

I immediately rolled my lips and turned my face towards the window "Heh! I am ama lo"

"Eum Mel's. Not do not want a story but a long story" said the Princess.

"Yaa abbreviated to kali" furious Amel.

Long enough Princess was silent maybe she won't explain it now "Amel.." call me.

The owner of the name also shifted his attention towards me "Can 'clearly wait later" I said expressionlessly.

"Yes up to you" he said, then go back to devouring apples that have been peeled and cut by brother Rido.

Instantly when things turned awkward no one started another conversation between us and not long after brother Erik opened the conversation.

"Ekhem... Why are they eaten the same as you? It's not that for Zahwa's deck" Erik said, raising his eyebrows next door.

At once the attention of Amel and the Princess directly directed towards Erik's brother "Either his name is also charity, is it Zah!" sahut Amel's.

Hearing that I just ate it flat then I rolled my lazy eye "Suit up..!"

..._o0o_...

Time continued to run and rotate clockwise, now the clouds began to show a yellowish color mixed with a reddish color.

"Mel you're not going home?" ask the Princess, and the person concerned does not care at all about the question given by the Princess. Instead, he was even more busy with his own phone.

"Dah afternoon nih enthused mommy nyariin loh" added Putri, again Amel was just busy with his cellphone.

Because it was upset that the Princess finally grabbed Amel's cellphone "Lo denger no heck!" sentak Putri's.

"Dad! A very big onion. My people are not budeg too" jolted Amel back.

"Well, why don't you just turn away?"

"The problem is I'm confused to go home ama greeting, right I was ushered here with my driver. But my driver said he could not pick up because his car suddenly broke down" explained Amel.

"I wonder, so expensive to buy a car but still broke down! I've been selling it for a long time" geurutu Amel.

"Jaudah just ride the angkot aja what hard si!" furious Princess.

"No, no, no! Don't want ah males! You have to be stuck again"

"Yaudah pesen ojol ajah"

"I don't want me! You know not now there are many cases of abuse, if suddenly ojol it menggelechin me how? Don't want ah!"

Hearing the words of Amel sontak Putri breathed a tired breath "Yes continue now how? Mang ujang kan again nganterin mommy same dad go home. So Mang Ujang can not nganterin lo"

"Jaudah you go home with brother-in-law, because we are also in the same direction" said Erik's brother.

"Okeh let's go!" amel answered directly.

"What the hell lo! Smiles like a rowdy" Amel's circus.

"Lo find another chance?" princess Goda.

"What chance?!!" ask Amel clumsy.

"Hehe is not ah not so, calm me is sensitive!" said the Princess while smiling sweetly meaningfully.

Then not long after that Amel immediately smiled sweetly also towards Princess "Pinter also lo! Tumben sensitive"

"Woo yeah obviously, whose son dong used to be!"

"Sip! But this is a yak secret"

"Let's just brodi, I'm not gonna leak anyway"

"Judah if I want to pull yak, bye!"

"May success!" whispered Princess.

Hearing the whisper of the Princess, Amel immediately showed her thumb to the Princess after that Amel immediately took to go out of my room and so did Erik's brother who followed her behind.

"A boil was not unexpected, it turns out that Amel began tingling what a doctor sir"

"Sir doctor?!" beoku.

"Ituloh brother Erik! He wants to be an eh-doctor!" The princess closed her mouth.

"Yes keceplosan" Princess monologue.

Hearing that I immediately clucked as "Silent, I knew from the beginning" said me while moving the wheelchair I was sitting in.

"Know what?" ask the Princess while walking towards me.

"Know that Amel likes Erik's brother"

"Huh?! Really from when?" ask again while pushing my wheelchair to get out of my room.

Hearing the Princess's question I immediately exhaled a tired breath "From the moment we like to eat together with Brother Erik in the hour of rest"

"Oouh. Where are we going! I just pushed you to do it"

"We walk ajah males in the room continues"

"Ready!"

Long enough we continued walking down the aisle of the hospital then not long after a serious conversation from the direction of one room, and what makes me curious is that there is a sound of Mr. Rido from the direction of the room.

"Rido listen to me, you must immediately go to New York because there the facilities will be very guaranteed for you" said the man in white uniform who was sitting opposite Rido.

Instead of saying that Rido actually kept his head down "Rido you listened to me, right?"

Again brother Rido did not say at all even he did not flinch at all "Hear your condition is--"

Suddenly the Princess pulled my wheelchair back, then I looked in wonder at her "Daughter what are you doing?" my many.

"Eum..Maybe we should just leave from here deh" said the bumbling princess without looking at me.

Hearing this, I frowned, then I ignored his words and chose to move my wheelchair back to the room.

But again the Princess held my wheelchair, then I glanced resentfully at her "You did it!"

"I-I want to pee, anterin me dong!" princess Pinta suddenly.

"You can set it up, why ask to be delivered all?"

"But I don't want to be alone. I don't know where the toilet is"

"You are so strange! What is the difficulty of staying in my room, anyway stay nanya to the sisters who pass by if you do not know" I growled.

"I want to hear their conversation" I said.

After that I moved my wheelchair again but again the Princess held my wheelchair, I was very upset with her actions. So I tried to stand on both my feet.

"Wa don't stand up, you'll bleed again!"

As if I was deaf I just continued to force myself to approach the room, I was really curious about their conversation. Once I was near the doorway I opened the door a little wider.

"Rido why don't you obey, do you know? your heart is getting weaker and weaker today" the doctor exasperated.

For a moment I was stunned by what the doctor said, what did he say, heart? Mean what? That's the question I have in mind.

"I understand, but maybe it will only be in vain anyway I don't want to be far from anyone in my life" said Rido while looking at the doctor in front of him without even blinking.

As soon as my heart stopped beating, it felt like I was hard to breathe even my body was shaking so violently.

"Wa! I said jang-an" The princess was very stunned by my expression.

"What was that? Meaning what?" I asked, looking at the door with a sad look.

"Ashva ... Have you heard everything?"

I slowly walked back and stared blankly at the door and accidentally nudged the nun who was carrying the file book.

"Ouch! Your deck's okay?" ask the sister.

And not long after that came the sight of brother Rido who had just come out of the room, and immediately his eyes widened perfectly because he saw me.

"Zahwa" beanie.

Then his eyes came down on my feet which were still wrapped in bandages "Why are you standing? The doctor said 'you're jan-"

"Why lie? Why are you lying?" as if.

Instantly Rido swallowed his saliva "What do you mean? What did you lie about?" tanyanya while scratching her nape.

"Bang, Zahwa already knows" whispered the Princess but with eyes that looked the other way.

"Huh?" parrot of Rido.

"Not to turn the conversation away, why? Why did you never tell me if you were actually your sister." I immediately fell silent, I felt like I could not say it.

Long enough brother Rido silent "We obrolin this later now you have to sit in a wheelchair first well, look at your wounds bleed again"

Brother Rido's hand stretched out to hold my hand but before that I had brushed it off "Why is everyone always lying to me? I know I'm stupid! But that doesn't mean I should always be lied to or fooled, does it?!" my sentakku.

"Zahwa" parrot Princess.

"Daughter, didn't you say that you never like to play secrets? Then why are you even denying your own words?"

"That-that's.."

"Udahlah Za, how else is this 'is it the fate of my brother, besides the brother who asked them to make this a secret from you even-"

"It's not fair, so you just want me to know about your illness when you're gone? Huh?!" as for hearing that, Rido just lowered his face.

Seeing his reaction like that I then grumbled annoyed "Basic selfish!" press me with eyes that stare hatefully at him.

After saying that I immediately ran away from them and ignored the pain that was running through my legs, even I ignored the cries of those who kept calling me.

..._o0o_...

People say sometimes we have to lie for the good of others, but I don't accept that statement. Because to me a lie is a lie, a kindness from him?

I was disappointed with them, why they wisely reasoned that what they did was right.

"Za." call someone behind me.

As if I was deaf I did not glance at him even just to answer his call, I still remained in the same position that is sitting in the hospital garden chair with an empty view towards the front.

My ears heard footsteps approaching me and the steps stopped right in front of me, then he crouched down in front of me.

"Z.Y..!" call again.

Again I didn't flinch at all "Abang knows you're mad at brother, but brother---"

"Go!" as if.

"Dengerin first"

"Go!" 

"You should be shaken"

"Go!!" my jolt, while staring intently at him.

At once Rido's brother pecked on the spot because he saw my eyes that stared intently at him "Yeah. Brother will go, even away from you"

Hearing that then my eyes turned sad "Dek everything that has happened is not our will, all happened reel of the will of Allah" his sword at a glance.

"Abang knows your brother is selfish, but you're doing this because you don't want to worry"

Slowly his hands stretched out and cupped both of my cheeks "Human life is not eternal, but his memories will always be eternal"

Slowly my tears began to fall by themselves then I immediately closed my eyes with my left arm.

To be honest, I was angry not because of his lies, but I was angry because I accepted all the facts, so that in the end my tears represented everything.

I started sobbing because of all that reality, my chest really hurt. Very! Just yesterday I lost a mother.

Although she was not my real mother, she was still a mother who raised me, albeit in a different way.

Not long later I felt someone holding me in his arms, with the position of him standing while I was still sitting in the garden seat.

Slowly my hand stretched out to return her embrace and shed everything I felt "Why? Why did everyone leave, brother? Just yesterday I lost someone and now I'm going to add one more, I'm alone. I don't have anyone anymore"

"Hey don't tell me that! Says who you are. There will be a mother, father, daughter, Amel and many more"

"But still, I don't want to lose my brother. Don't want to!" isakku.

Brother Rido's hand began to gently stroke the tip of my head covered by my hijab "Sorry I am Za. Sorry for making you comfortable with me"

"I don't want to know, anyway brother must survive. I want you to live, don't go home yet"

"You can't be selfish Za"

"I don't care, once. Permission I make selfish brother" as I.

Long enough brother Rido was silent until at last suddenly his brother Rido tightened his arms against me and exhaled tired breath from his mouth "Hah.. Za wants no matter what the condition is, you don't be selfish well." His guard was fleeting.

"I'm sorry Zahwa..."

Not long after I felt Rido's heavy body and his embrace towards me suddenly loose.

"Sister? A brother? You why?" my many.

But the so-called did not budge at all, I painstakingly sat Brother Rido beside me.

"Sister! Brother get up brother! This sister is not funny. Brother!" my jolt while shaking his body.

Not long after, there was a cry from the Princess who called Brother Rido "Abang, bang get up bang! Don't make me worry"

"Daughter call a doctor!" myrag.

The princess immediately nodded and went out of nowhere, then a while later came the hospital parties and brought Rido into the room using a gurney.

Seriate....

^^^29 august 2022^^^

^^^Wida pitriyani^^^