Story In July (End )
Day one - 25

The sound of the morning prayer rang dimly in my ears and then slowly I began to open my eyes, I glanced towards my right and the Princess was still asleep soundly.

Long enough I was pensive while listening to the sound of the Adhan from the direction of the mosque near here, after that I left my place and then I looked for a towel from my suitcase after that I went to the bathroom and took a morning shower.

A few minutes later I finally finished with my morning bath, out of initiative from where I wanted to take a morning shower even to do shampooing.

After wearing clothes I immediately perform dawn prayers and do not forget also I perform dawn qobla prayers, long enough I carry out my activities until finally my eyes diverted towards the Princess who was still asleep with a fast.

I got up from my place while folding my face and my face, after that I combed my hair while walking towards the Princess.

Just before that suddenly there was the sound of the door being knocked from the outside I undo my intention to wake the Princess, I walked towards the door while combing my hair.

Just when in front of the door I turned the key and pulled the door, then I glanced at the perpetrator who knocked on the door and immediately my eyes widened in shock to see who was the perpetrator who knocked on the door earlier.

For a moment I was stunned by the person I was facing right now because he was wearing a gray robe and a white peci, even he himself was wide-eyed to see me.

"Ka-kak Rido" muttered.

The one called out just looked at me without blinking at all, at that moment I realized because I did not wear my hijab and showed my hair that decomposed long and wavy immediately I went back into the room and closed the door.

"Why Wa?" ask the Princess in a hoarse voice.

As if deaf I actually went to the bathroom leaving the Princess who felt confused herself, in the bathroom I cried myself somehow I even wanted to cry here.

"Who..!" call the Princess behind me as soon as I'm caught in shock.

"You why Wa? How crying?!" asked again for a moment I looked at the Princess in tears and came back crying.

"Wa!" call Princess.

"Jawab Wa..!" insist Princess.

"No idea!" my snapping.

"Do you not know?!"

"I don't know Put, I don't know why I cry" I replied with a whimper in every word.

As if understanding the Princess also pulled me into her arms, rubbing my head.

"I understand Wa, I understand. But calm well.." His fingers glimpsed "Don't cry"

I know for everyone this might seem dramatic or in other words people might think I'm exaggerated or something, but if only they knew how I felt they might understand.

I know it's wrong, I should have learned to adapt to everything that's happening now but anyway it's been very difficult for me.

And to be honest, I've never shown my hair to anyone but Papah.

..._o0o_...

After the incident I was back to being ordinary and as usual I acted as if nothing had happened, now everyone was gathering for breakfast.

Even the Princess was seen wearing scout clothes neatly and with horse-painted hair but here Rido's brother has not been seen even the nose is not yet, maybe he is still preparing in his room.

Soon papah came with a black suitcase that he always carried when he was going to the office, then papah sat in an empty chair and followed by the mother who sat next to the papah.

"Where's the coffee?" ask papah, I also directly glanced towards papah.

"Can't!" mother sahut.

"This one time is a bun.."

"Can't! Just drink the milk do not drink coffee and then the cholesterol will rise" hear that papah immediately look somber, do you know.. I just wanted to say that but it seems like you already know.

Huh...

I should have realized she must have known, but.. Quite unexpectedly it turns out that the mother is not like mama, mamah never forbid anything on papah I repeat never!

"For all!" greet someone who has just arrived.

Hearing the greeting, all who were at the table turned their eyes towards someone who greeted earlier, then they returned the greeting with the word 'morning' except me because I was not used to it.

After saying that the person who greeted me earlier then sat down in the seat near me exactly beside me, do you know who he is?! Who is none other than and not someone is Rido's brother.

"Loh Za, don't you wear a uniform?" tanyakanya.

"Don't call Za dong. He is your sister Ido" said Mother.

"Eum.. But the same call to bun, Ido ajah to adek also sometimes call Putri" said Rido.

"Hus! Who says brother likes to call me adek Sometimes also call him 'lo' "

"Eeeh it will fit again outside if inside the house yaaa usual adek, how the!"

"Mother doesn't want to know anyway you two have to call Zahwa adek, period"

"Well me too..?!" ask the Princess while pointing at herself.

"Dad, you too" heard that the Princess immediately put her lips forward while chewing her bread.

"Yes, Iyah" Rido took a quick glance, then he turned his gaze towards me.

"Ouh on deck, why don't you wear a uniform?!" ask Rido, when I will answer Rido's question suddenly papah answered first.

"Wawa should not go to school, said doctor Riza actually Wawa has not fully recovered so Wawa must recover completely before she can go to school again" explained papah.

"Oouh that, okay.. But why haven't you eaten yet?" hearing that, I glanced at my plate and it was true that I had not eaten anything.

Because usually mamah has prepared breakfast on my side so when I'm going to school I just stay to eat it, I just eat it, but here it is different here everyone takes each except papah because papah is always prepared by the mother.

As if understanding papah then saying something I never expected.

"Even if eating must be prepared first he ate" said papah, I immediately glanced at papah and papah even smiled at me.

"Sip! Let brother ready for breakfast" said brother Rido while carrying bread and will polish it with strawberry jam.

"L-yes..?"

"Don't use strawberry jam Wawa likes to use chocolate jam if the strawberries he rarely used"

"Ouh ready pah.." said brother Rido then smeared his bread with chocolate jam.

"Whoa! You are so good, Wa! Papah knows very well what your habits are the same as what you like" said the Princess while holding her chin.

"Put..! You forgot yah..?" said mother.

"Dad, yes." After that the Princess rose from her place and kissed the mother's cheek and also papah.

"I'm leaving well, assalamualaikum" said the Princess.

"God! Adek wait!" shouted brother Rido, immediately Brother Rido took bread and sipped chocolate milk until it runs out and after that do not forget brother Rido shaking hands with Father and mother.

And something happened, after brother Rido shaking hands with papah and sister Rido then stroked the tip of my head.

"Let his bread continue to take medicine to heal quickly" he said with a smile at the end of his sentence.

After that Rido walked away with bread in his hand, for a moment my heart was still hunting and even beating very hard.

Huh...

If you could please hate me brother so that I no longer continue like this it would probably be better if I felt the pain of being hated, rather than having to feel an overabundance like this.

Long enough I wrestled with my mind suddenly papah calling my name made me immediately imprisoned and turned my eyes completely towards papah.

"Why you?" ask papah.

"No-one" my dear then I immediately devoured the bread that Rido had prepared earlier.

"Then I go first, Bun"

"yes brother, ouh iyah the room that Zahwa wants to occupy the toilet has a problem when he wants to be benerinnya. You see, if Zahwa should continue to room the same Princess"

"Dad knows, yesterday I called a handyman so later he said he would come here. Yaudah father went first assalamualaikum" papah pamit, then papah came up to me and rubbed the shoots of my head at a glance then the papah sauntered away until his shoulders were no longer visible.

"Resid.. Ouh iyah, where's the cure..?"

"Let's go, I can do it myself" I replied, smiling with compulsion.

"It's okay to help mommy..?!" he said with his hands in the shape of the letter 'O'.

I smiled and replied that the medicine was in my suitcase, and the mother walked away leaving me alone here.

Not long after I realized why I have not seen mbok this morning?!, usually mbok always look paced but here look other mbok daritadi not seen, is it possible mbok back to his hometown?! Thought.

Not long after the aunt of the housekeeper came to the dining table probably to tidy up the breakfast table. Uh and it turns out that my guess is right.

"Bi.." call me.

"Yes, non..?"

"Auntie knows not the woman from yesterday?!" my aunt seemed to remember something.

"Oouh that woman who is often called mbok?!" I nodded my head too.

"Mbok said he returned to his hometown non"

Instantly I stood up from my place with shocked eyes, I really can't believe what I'm hearing right now even though I'm angry and disappointed in you but anyway he's the one who raised me and the youth who's always been there for me.

"When did it go?" ask me with a hoarse tone.

"Wa-time last night non"

Instantly my body felt weak and I was back in my chair this reality is really heavy for me, why should mbok return to his hometown? And will mbok not come back here again?, various assumptions continue to rage in my head.

"You're calm, zahwa"

Hearing that I turned my body and saw the mother who smiled when I saw her.

"Mother.."

"Mbok will come here again anyway, at night he said mbok want to go home. Mommy already forbid mbok not to go home but mbok remain strong as the stand, continue mbok also said he would come again if Zahwa was not angry again the same mbok" explained mother.

"Bun" call me.

"Hum..?"

"All this is because I should be able to be more emotionally resistant, if only at that time I could be calmer maybe mbok will not go home"

That's right, I should be wiser in dealing with a problem and I think Riza's sister is also right I'm a selfish and childish person.

Not long after that my mother pulled me into her arms, for a moment I widened my eyes because for the second time I felt her embrace again.

And once again my heart calmed down, it turned out that what the righteous say in a mother's arms is a cure for all your pain.

"You're not wrong, honey. Papah is not wrong and mbok is also not wrong, the point is that everything that has happened is no one is guilty" his Jeda at a glance.

"Because what? Since all of this is fate, you just have to accept then after that let go and forget"

"Remain my son's spirit, you are stronger than my mother's" he said, then I felt a brief kiss on my head.

Well...

Mother is right, if still shackled by the mass then there will be nothing that ends will only cause endless pain.

Seriate...

^^27 July 2022^^^

^^^Wida pitriyani^^^