Story In July (End )
Day one - 26

"Lohs.. Put you not wearing a uniform?!" ask mother.

Sontak papah and I who was doing breakfast also glanced at the Princess, she said, not long after that followed Rido who followed him behind and he immediately sat his butt in an empty seat and again he sat near me.

"You too Ido, aren't you in school?!" ask mother again.

"Today the teachers again meeting bun so the school is off" replied Mr. Rido while taking bread and applying chocolate jam on it.

"Good dong so you can help Zahwa with aunt" papah chirped.

"Help what reward..?!" asked brother Rido while storing the bread that he was smearing earlier to my plate and then I frowned my forehead.

"Yeah because the zahwa will move to an empty room next to your room Rido" replied papah.

"Well?!!" paro kak Rido and Putri together sontak mother and papah was imprisoned because of shock.

"This is why! I love to scream like that" Mother's circus.

"Bun, why did Awa have to move?" ask Princess.

"Why indeed? Yes good. Then kasian right Zahwa if you have to continue to room with you and you will also already on ¹gede"

"Not that bun, that is... I'd be lonely if Awa had to move to another room"

"That Zahwa wants to move rooms instead of moving provinces, how is it" the Princess also sings her mouth and then devours the bread she holds greedily.

Well that's the Princess, if she is angry then she will devour her food greedily but it seems that mother and papah do not know well the nature of their absurd child.

After my breakfast, Princess, brother Rido and aunt were carried in royong lifting and moving my belongings to my new room.

"the real grandfather dong! Daritadi bring his stuff is not really mulu how if something is broken!" said brother Rido.

I don't know how many times brother Rido continues to nag the Princess but the one who is being romped is even acting indifferent as if to consider the nagging of Kak Rido as the last wind.

I just breathe slowly because I know that Princess is a typical person who does not want to work aka lazy, just imagine at school she prefers to pay a fine than doing pickets.

"Z.Y..!" call brother Rido, I turned my body towards him.

"Don't carry heavy ones" he said as he lifted a cardboard box containing my school textbooks.

Hearing that I just nodded and resumed my delayed work, but when I lifted my suitcase I felt something creeping on my leg.

I slowly glanced at my feet and it turned out that it was the little creature that everyone feared the most, what else if not...

"AAA COCKROACH!" I shouted, I swiftly patted the cockroach to get away from my feet.

"Why Za!" shouted Rido's brother and approached me.

"So there's a cockroach!" my screams.

"Where!" shouted Rido then went up on the Princess' bed.

Seeing that my eyes were perfectly rounded even my mouth was gaping, what is this?! Why be the worst brother Rido here, I admit I was afraid of cockroaches but I never got to the whole thing as well. Thought.

"Why Wa..?" ask Princess.

"There's a cockroach Put"

"Where?!" putri sumringah asked with looking eyes.

"It's in.."

"Don't tell Zahwa!" sidelines Rido while shouting and with a condition that is still faithful standing on the soft mattress Princess.

I frowned why?! Why the princess cannot know. Thought.

"She's Zahwa's jail, don't tell me"

"No iih Wa, I think it's good that I just want to throw that cockroach so don't be horrified brother. I told you where the cockroach ran off to"

"To..."

"Don't you know!!" yell brother Rido.

again my mouth was silenced and the Princess rolled her eyes lazily and then looked for the cockroach towards the toilet where the cockroach went earlier.

"It's right?!" the Princess cheered, holding the cockroach antennae I saw her nod my head several times.

And not long after that suddenly the look on the face of Princess smiling ignorantly, I frowned what was with the look of her face.

"Wa. Huh!" he said while bringing the cockroach closer to my face reflex I took one step back.

"Heheh you're afraid of the one like Wa?!"

"Keep away!" press me, and then he puts his lips forward.

"Well, no ah. You are just mediocre, if brother.." pause the Princess at a glance while glancing at Kak Rido with the look of a face that still smiles ignorantly.

"What lo! No jauhin?!" said Mr. Rido while holding the bolster.

"Heheh is calm this bang is just a COCKROACH. Yes, men are afraid of cockroaches do not play lo mah bang" mocked the Princess while emphasizing the word 'cockroach'.

"Mom! I'm serious, yeah... Away with the cockroaches!"

"Cieee whose language turns into 'lo' 'gue' instead of 'branch' 'fork' padahalkan is still at home loh bang" seduks Putri.

For the first time I just found out that Rido is very phobic with cockroaches, since I have continued to hold my laughter because somehow it feels impolite to laugh at others.

"Mom! No way!!" snapped brother Rido.

"Uuh if I don't want to" said the Princess as she walked towards Rido's brother.

Because seeing the Princess who was getting closer to him finally Rido jumped from the bed and ran out of the room.

"But! This is his cockroach want to acquaintance with brother he said" shouted the Princess as she ran chasing Rido's brother out of the room.

I also walked out of the room and saw those below running around, I think I saw the real family atmosphere here.

Honestly, it was the first time I saw and felt this kind of atmosphere, in my house where I had no one to joke with even with mbok, I rarely joked like this.

After all, I was busy with my work so I always spent my time with books in my room, or repeated all the lessons I learned at school just that there was nothing else.

Bottom line...

You could say I'm a lonely human being, huh... Sounds silly yeah. Forget it.

..._o0o_...

"That's dong. Beresin is really not ngasal" said mother while eating chips and sitting in a plastic chair.

"Yes bun.." said the Princess and brother Rido lazily.

Now everyone is in my new room and here the mother acts as her foreman, brother Rido and the Princess is in charge of moving my things from the Princess' room to my new room while I just tidy up.

"Would you?!" asked the mother while thrusting the cassava chips that she was eating, I just replied with a sleigh and resumed my work.

Do you guys know...

After the incident, the mother finally scolded the two of them for accidentally breaking Rido's urn.

"Yeah it's over, mother wants to go down first well" said mother.

After saying that the mother passed out of my room leaving me, Princess and sister Rido.

"Mom! Help your brother to bring 2 more cardboard boxes in your room" said Rido.

"Diddeliver! Don't want ah cape"

"Uda ayok!" force Rido while pulling the Princess' hand.

After they left I started tidying up my things but before that there was one box that caught my attention, I opened the box and it was a birthday present I gave when I was a kid.

I also intend to keep the box on top of the closet and because the closet is very high in the end I also pulled the plastic chair that mother sat down earlier.

Then I climbed up the chair carefully while holding the purple-colored box, then stored it very carefully as well.

By the time I had kept it suddenly my head was dizzy and made my balance disturbed, even my vision suddenly black as a result I staggered backward.

"Let's go!!" scream someone.

I realized a little but my body felt floating and my vision began to look clear again.

"Aren't you papa?!" ask Rido worried.

I didn't answer her question because I was focused on her worried gaze which looked very clear.

"Za." call him again.

Instantly I woke up and it turns out I was in his carry because brother Rido managed to catch me before I fell.

"No papa is just dizzy" I replied while avoiding his gaze, then after that Rido walked and put me on my bed.

"Are you really not papa?!" ask Princess.

"No, just a little dizzy" I answered while holding my head because it felt like my head was starting to hurt now.

"Why did you get on that chair? What if it was not caught" said Rido.

"Iih it's a bang that matters now Zahwa is okay" said the Princess.

Hearing that Rido sighed violently but with a look of worry and anger that blended together.

"Astagfirulloh why is this?!" mother's screams suddenly came and sat down near me.

"Bone! Awa fell from the chair but fortunately my brother immediately caught Awa" said Putri.

"You sick?!" ask mom while holding my forehead.

"No papa mom just dizzy a little" I replied as I released her hand that held my forehead.

"Don't lie!"

"Dad I didn't lie. Seriously, I'm not papa" kekeh me then mom looked at me with a look. 

"Mother may Awa soybean times, because it will also be healed" said Princess and sister Rido and mother also looked at the Princess together.

"Hem, maybe. Okeh already well tomorrow again clean up so aunty aja who settle"

"But-but bund.."

"Hush still! Now you rest continue to sleep" interrupted mother.

"His Zahwanya's sleepy god!" mother's word.

Kak Rido nodded then put me to sleep in my Qing size mattress after that mother and Princess also walked out of the room while Rido instead sat in the plastic chair that I climbed earlier.

"Why didn't you come out?" my many.

".... You ngusir?!" ask brother Rido.

"Ne-no"

The atmosphere turned silent and then I started to close my eyes and choose to sleep, well maybe it's better not to turn awkward and also that way Rido's brother will go.

Long enough I close my eyes but I do not feel drowsiness at all huhah natural course I do not take a nap too often.

When I wanted to open my eyes suddenly I felt a brief kiss on my head covered with hijab, and then I heard a very unexpected word.

"I love you.." he said.

My breath was instantly stifled and my heart was beating so violently, I even knew who was saying that and that was what made my heart beat so much more.

Somehow there's pleasure in me even my face it feels so hot I don't even know what's wrong with my face.

My mouth feels like smiling hearing that but I keep trying to stay in condition as usual.

"As a sister. As my own brother" his fingers were fleeting.

"Not more!" he said with emphasis in every word.

For a moment it stopped and my chest suddenly hurt even very sick, at that moment I wanted to cry and at that moment it felt like I wanted to be angry, but. Why should I be angry?.

After that I heard the sound of the door squeaking then I squinted my eyes and saw the door that had been closed, even brother Rido was no longer with me.

For a long time I was silent and I finally got out of my bed and locked it, it really feels like my heart is hurting right now.

I curled up at the door and cried alone without anyone to accompany me, my heart wondered. Why?, why did he do that?, if he did love me as a sister enough to show it just not necessary to have to do something far like this.

For a moment I felt hate for you brother, for a moment I felt my feelings being played here.

You are outrageous brother! Unheard-of..

The contents of my head kept saying that and so many assumptions kept raging in it.

From then on I decided to bury all my feelings towards her because after all all those feelings were wrong, even a big mistake!.

"Start today. I'll forget all those feelings and those feelings I made sure never came to the surface again. Sure is!" I said with determination inside.

After saying that my tears fell back on their own and it made me look even more helpless.

"5 minutes. Let me cry for 5 minutes!" I looked at it with a loud voice.

My feelings are starting to be chaotic now I do not know that it turns out that my feelings for my brother Rido aka my own sibling is very big.

I don't know..

I didn't know it was all gonna happen.

Seriate....

^^3 august 2022^^^

^^^Wida pitriyani^^^

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